<center><center><table width=500 border=1 bordercolor=white> <tr><td bgcolor=transparent colspan=2> </html><style type="text/css"> body{ scrollbar-face-color:black;scrollbar-shadow-color:teal; scrollbar-highlight-color:white;scrollbar-3dlight-color:white; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:white;scrollbar-track-color:black; scrollbar-arrow-color:white;} </style> "I cannot fall, for I am already the Fallen, I cannot die for I am undead, leave me be, in the silence of my dreams, and the deadness of this mind, whilst I sing this silent song." tall,strong,prideful like a lion hunting his prey scragly, torn, broken wounded and gone astray I found you in the gutter by the light of the street side lamp I brough into my heart layed you upon my lap my wings folded around us to shelter from the cold both of us hurting both growing old we grew into each other like ivy on a rose I smile as I hold you forever I hold you close its kinda funny..talking to myself buts...sometimes.. thats all who will listen hehehe, I envy the sky, and the birds for animals and nature, the inncocent ones are truley free.. cause they are naieve of pain they can still feel it but it dosnt leave a mark I wish i could sprout wings... and fly away... far away.. sore on the wind and sprinkle the world with my tears... burn in the sun.... the suns hot flames reaching out to me.. cause we are so alone in this world helplessly reaching out to each other trying to find ourselves and who we are we shiver in our cold dreams praying at night and we have scars apon scars and its just a never ending circle of pain... where is our sunshine? is it only in death?... ah such a strange word on my tongue... like its not real.. like death dosnt belong in this world... but we shouldnt take our own lives.. but save ourselves for when we are ready to face that unknown odd little word... fly away to a far off place, where dreams and thing take on a new race, of time and matter, where worlds are scattered, like freclkes on ur face, tick tock, the hands whipe bye,round and round, over the sleeping eyes of father time, we ran so free without a thought, carless and worryless no stress to have fought, like the unicorn and the dragons free, our dreams fade into tecnology, the moving picture, movies with sound, computers and games, whats this ...3D?, now nuclear wars and apocolyps, new aged hippies on drug trips, neo nazis over taking the old, marching to battles with out reson to hold, money with no meaning, whats the new craze?, new fashions everysecod, children in a daze, sex without marriage, teenage whores, the world cant handle all these new sores, and now they say we'll be living on mars, what about the moon, and this green house afect?, pollution without solution, the forests all gone, whats the future going to bring, death and destrution, or the ending melody, we all decend to heaven or is it down to hell? whats life but a dream untill all is well. nudist walking around in the nude naked and bare showing off all but i dont care I enjoy the plesant breeze in my hair windows wide open door unlocked I welcome the stares and I know you turned ur head dont try to hide it that fasination with my curves to bad you'll never get it the pressure gets on my nerves I've taken off my clothes not to entertain but to free myself from vanity and vain the clothes and styles makeup and gems dress to the nines but I strip myself bare dancing around with no underwear Im falling forever and it seems like It'll never end and just when it hit me this is the end and just once in my life did I notice this fact Im in love it happened so fast I didnt know what to do I fell head over heels and it feels like Im still rolling tumbling and fumbling my words that I speak to you hear me my love I dont know what to do dont kno what to do Im lost and Im scared now in the darkness of my mind your the only that can save me and I think were running out of time will I lose this chance the rare reality to spend the rest of my life with you for eternity Take me now, Before the darkness pulls me under Hold me close So I don’t slip Take the knife and take my life So I don’t suffer anymore Do me the deed Take heed The pain has gone to my brain Its all the same Numbness Its cold And you’re my only light In the choking night My angle to this demon in me There’s a demon in me The evil lives inside this child And only you can take it away Rebirth me love And hold me closer Warm me in your strong embrace Though I lust in your arms I will fight my hunger I shall not feed Slowly I’m cleansing myself The blackness is burning away But its so hard for me Temptation follows me like a shadow A feasting shadow I twist and turn in my restless dreams Sweet thoughts of you caress my mind I want, I whimper, I crave for you But I shant, I will hold her back Hold me back Hold meOh to speak these words I love you Dance and die dance and die wither away wither away wither away the day the day wake from the dream the vision place a world of posioned lives slip from the crowed hide in the shadows let the light fade slip through their fingers like time in our hands come to me follow the night to the edge of the world dance on the stars we waltz to the sound of the whisper of lost souls dance and die Your heart is frozen glazed in ice it longs for the warmth of day for the love of another but its hidden in a cold dark,damp,place a perfect breeding ground for all the hatred and lies you tell My cheeks and nose Redden with its kiss So many of its white soft tears Life withers and dies Beneath the silver silk sky The trees are its hands bony, thin, and gnarled The water glazes over Like the eyes of the dead The way home is dreary The road is iced Slick with its hunger for death The wind so melancholy As it screams your name All hope has flown south All that remains huddles in its shadow Wishing for warmth Death is eternity A delirious moment Never a sky Gone away has the beauty The moon in shadow Frozen is the water I still feel weak And want light I cry my dream The vision place A sweet, sad, moan Your garden of madness And poisoned minds Beneath its blackened day tomorrow is the god of sorrow Forever is the sun god's bride she wears a dress of blue and white lace frindges the cerulian hue mother of earth and all of life she watltzes with the firey star in all his pride and light in their chamber room it's blackness void, ornated with gems in aeons time, she birthed us all. Play my Game "Round and round the carousel , Spin ,spinning in time, a game of life, a role of the dice. A sentence to death its to me... my heads on the block and the axe in your hand, you cant help me anymore, I've downed with the poison and knifed my gut. And there’s a slit in my trough for me to peek from.. .you can see my two eyes behind the rotting flesh, as I hide in this decaying corpse, Its my home cant you see, just so perfect for me. But it only lasts for so long. I kept my hopes and my wishes in a small little glass... but the foolish child I am tipped it over... but now its all gone, There was a shard on the floor, so I used a piece to make some designs. With red paint I decored my skin. Some on my wrists and a bit on my face, so what if it stings. Just a little. But now I must go. To hide in my hole. Its 6 feet under you see... now lay me to rest, its for the best, I’m so tired from hide 'n' go seek, and that stupid old game , its all the same. Life and death. And take your last breath, now bore me all the same." Nine Dragons in the air, Nine Dragons in their lair, Nine dragons in a circle, Unbroken ring so fair, One by one they spoke, The silence was now broke, The nine was scattered far, Once again,and slowly, The ring was mended,true, But darkness thought himself the wisest, And tried to take their lead, He would not listen, No words did he heed, His anger grew to hatred, Power he hungered most, So insted of steping down a rank, He slaughtered and did roast, But before the end did come, The met in secrecy, Far from the traitor did they speak, And so did they fear, They forged their powers, Into charms, Amulets did they make, Then they made one thing else, Before their tole to take, One single egg aglow and new, To fight the darkness, Then they flew, The end had come, And so they died, The worlds they birthed did cry . With fairy wings I fly unto a flower, ubove the sky to my home in wild briar spread my magic like wild fire With little feet I prance around plant the seeds in new troden ground lay my head on leaves to rest hold my dreams close to my breast Only in dreams it can fly, Only can be seen in the minds eye, Only on shadows does it feast, On wings it soars, Trough the air, Past golden clouds, To its lair, High upon the tip top reaches, Only steel claws does it bare, It only lives when we sleep, Can only swim in the deepest deep, Garding its golden hoard, A dragon breathes fire forth.