Reflection of a Childish Thought

My heart is cold, my eyes are the windows of my pain, my mouth speaks only the happy words that others want to here. No one knows my agony, no one knows my fears. My life could never be the way I want. Why I pretend to fake my way through the miserable existence. I can not explain. It would be so easy to end it now, but they say God has Plan for me this I know. I guess I will just have to wait and see. 

FUCK IT.

BOOM !

A Dream of Death

Kill Me now I can not wait any longer my life is nothing filled with nothing. Disappointments and disasters is all I have come to know. I do not want to see tomorrow it can only be as bad as the rest. My greatest fear is to live, my only dream is to die. Death is my only release from this unkind world. So kill me now and make my dreams come true.