RJ Frame

The poems here are written by my young friend RJ. He gifted me with his trust and friendship and came to me for advise. His poems are filled with the raw emotions, the pain and the joy that we all have known at some point in our lives. We have both learned a alot from this friendship and he was gracious enough to include in this collection a poem that he wrote for me. Thanx RJ, for the poem and our friendship.

Nice guy,Life's break
in the natural order
No wrong,Stays strong,
Has fun,Once...
No friends,All Strife
Has lost meaning in his life
No hope,Can't Turn back
Can't undo what he's done...
No more fun..
One Faux Pae,
He's Done,Lifes outrun him,He's lost
Can't be angry,No true regret,Just lost his way..
On a lost highway of unfathomable dreams,
Needing focus, and Answers he doesn't have
Wanting but one thing,Meaning in his life
Nice Guys finish last,Because they take the harder path..
Sometimes filled with misery and hate, sometimes love,
Sometimes Nice guys get lost,Sometimes they get found...
I'm lost,Someone Please Find me.

Gone,Nothingness,An inky blackness
No one will notice,Unimportant,Expendable
No one will care,Deleted like a bad keystroke
Lost in the shuffle,The 5th wheel,The Extra
Fades away,Hiding,to save others from suffering
Or is it to save the soul?..Is that the reason stealth is used?
No..It is because of worthlessness,void,uselessness,and annoyance
I am deletion,I am deleted,
and no one ever noticed I was there to begin with.

Lost in a world with no way out
Needing to scream,talk,shout
But no words will escape these lips
Silent torture with no escape
No one can hear..No one cares enough to hear
Tears held inside,locked away
Cannot cry,Has to hold it inside
Like a Maggot,it rends and Shreds its way inside
It burns like acid,Nothing can be done
Wishing to be lost ,in a salty sea of agony
To calm the terrors,and release the pain
But It cannot be done
The opening of gates to the private hell would hurt others,
So they stay closed,and the strife goes on behind a locked face
Lost in a world with no way out,And no way in,
May the screams of silence be heard by all.

Don't cry,Can't cry,Refuse to cry
Emotional torment,No way to release
A salty river,damed in
Lost to vapor,lost to chance
Lost to innocence in forbidden dance
Loss of Strength,A sign of weakness
and a burden to others
Don't Cry,No tears for that
Don't Cry,Others need not have to glance
At your quivering mass of weakness
Its your problem,Deal with it.
I CAN'T!!!!

Emotions run high,Passion Driven
Made a Choice and Did a deed
Thrown away and Tossed Aside
USED and Abused
Tortured And trashed
Flashed a Smile,
And Thats Supposed to make it better?
HELL NO!
FUCK YOU...
I will not Let myself be your toy
I'm better than that.
You used me for your pleasure
Now I'm gone,And you've lost me
No more will you taste my sweetness
No more will you enjoy my kindness
You lose..
How does it feel to be USED!

Tears of fire burn in my soul
I am restless,I will not sleep
Darkness envelopes me
I stand alone.
The stone cold night is my friend
Its icy fingers reach inside me
Covering my soul,hiding my feelings
Pain and sorrow,anger,and fear
Fear of the light
Fear of exposure,
Fear of people seeing me
My True self,My weakness
The light is a Stake in my heart
Paralizing my emotions
Forceing me to hide in the Dark
To cower,and yelp in pain
The light burns away all my disguses
I turn away,I cannot stand to see me
I fear me, I force myself to look
I see Tears of blood, Passionate tears
Deadly tears,That leak the True me to the world
I again retreat to the shadows
I cannot face myself
The fire and blood frighten me
So I hide,under the darkness of aninimity
And I fear no one

I Rage,I growl
Fear I feed on
Death I crave
Suffering is A Sweet treat to me
I ask for Nothing
I take as I please
I am animal,
I don't care,I don't feel
I Kill,Destroy and Rend
I Howl,I am King
And I will Be Master of all!

Burning desire
Flames rising
Heat,Sweat,and Blood
Energy and unbridaled strength
Power of uncontroled desire
Rising
Flowing
To explosive...
Release!

Fate's Cut the string
Bitches
I'm gone
Darkness surrounding me,Floating away
Disappearing,Never there
Lost Faith,Disgrace
I don't beleve in Fate
But I do beleve in the Dark.

Uncontroled hate,Unfeeling masses
No fate save what THEY make
No choice Save what THEY Say
No Control unless THEY have it
Anarchy for the Free
Anarchy for the Brave
And Living Death for the rest.

Dancing across the pink sky,
I wonder why,She cares
Never touched,Never seen
But Deep known to me than All
I've seen
Close and open,Like a fresh book
Written in everyday
Cared about by someone far away
Beyond friends,But Not lovers
A deep dance,A strange romance
But I still would trip the light fantastic
And Die a happy man,Just knowing
She gave a Damn.