Decision



	Decision

Verse 1
My mind is eaten alive
By your ongoing demands
Making me squirm makes you thrive
At least try to understand
I am impaling myself
In a frenzied sanity
See who really lies beneath
Useless, loser, no right to life

Chorus
Subsistence of indulgence
Or thee everlasting life
One decision for my mind
One decision, hard to find
I feel his breath close by me
I feel his arms wrapped around me
Selfishly I pull away
Claiming I’ll return one day

Verse 2
To me, you are beautiful
The blood dripping from your eyes
Seeps into my painful pool
You smile the smile of pure lies
I’m returning to the light
Battling against a Storm
My forgiveness is in sight
Never change, never conform

Break
For the touch of a vanished hand
For the sound of a desired voice
I would reside in pain eternally
Just to have you as you were
My affection for you is unrequited
I never knew it could wound so mercilessly
Rip the life from me, mortal destruction
Praying for concise subsistence

Verse 3
You wanna make a change in me
You just wanna make me, them
I wanna be what I see
If that’s a crime, then you may condemn
(Repeat)