Chapter 16

Tony kissed HeeSun’s shoulder as he slowly moved away. As he got up, she moved closer to her side of the bed and stayed wrapped in the blankets…shivering.

Tony looked at her and smirked as he put on his clothes.

“You know what…since you don’t want to tell me where YooRi is, from now on…you’re staying with me…you can take her place…both of you are alike anyways…and since you guys are best friends…you guys must be alike in bed too…hahahahaha…I suggest you to try not to struggle next time…I could show you a great time…hahahahaha…” Tony laughed as he left the room.

HeeSun wrapped the blankets tighter around her body as tears fell from her eyes. She heard a creak from the door and quickly closed her eyes, scared that Tony had come back to torture her more.

A minute passed in silence, with no movements at all. Then HeeSun felt a hand on her cheek, wiping away her tears. When WooHyuk moved his hand to her bare shoulder, she shivered and more tears gathered and fell. WooHyuk saw this and quickly spoke up before he scared her to death.

“HeeSun…it’s me…Hyukie oppa…” WooHyuk whispered as he tucked a loose strand of hair on her face behind her ears.

HeeSun slowly opened her eyes and sighed with relief. Her eyelids hung droopily, unable to focus clearly because of all the crying she had done.

‘Her eyes look so lifeless…so dead…’ WooHyuk thought as he stared into her big brown eyes, ‘…what’s wrong with her…? Her eyes…so dull…’

WooHyuk stroked her face, but brought it back instantly.

“HeeSun~! You’re burning up~!” WooHyuk said as he felt her forehead for her temperature. And sure enough, she was burning hot.

“I am…?” HeeSun asked casually, “Oh…well…that’s nice…” -_-;;

HeeSun didn’t know it, but she had been shivering the whole time since WooHyuk came in.

“We gotta get you to a hospital now~!” WooHyuk said urgently.

“Nah…its okay…I…I’ll be fine…” HeeSun said weakly.

“Oye…stay here…I’m gonna go home and get some medicine…I’ll be right back okay? I promise…” and with that, WooHyuk ran out of the door.

As soon as WooHyuk had left the room, HeeSun slowly sat up. She felt sore…tired…hungry…and most of all…she felt cold. She stood up and felt that her legs would give away at any time. Slowly, she walked towards her clothes that were thrown in the corner.

Suddenly, she stopped. She felt a warm liquid slide down her legs…blood…

She ignored it and picked up her clothes. It hurt her to move, but she bit her lips as she walked back to the bed and slowly put on her clothes. They were still a little wet, but she didn’t mind. She was already cold anyways.

She walked over to the desk and searched her bag till she found a piece of paper and a pen, and started to write a note. When she finished, she folded it up and slowly stood up. She unsteadily headed towards the door, but stopped a few times from the dizziness.

‘What’s wrong with me…?’ she thought as she took another step.

The room around her started to spin as she stumbled and darkness surrounded her…

~WoOhYuK’s HoUsE~

*SLAM*

WooHyuk ran in his house and opened every cabinet there was, looking for any kind of medicine.

“Hyung…what are you looking for…?” JaeWon asked, his eyes not leaving the TV screen.

“…medicine…” WooHyuk replied as he ran around the house.

“Medicine? For what? Are you sick hyung?” JaeWon’s eyes finally looked away from the TV.

“…no…not me…” WooHyuk replied as he rummaged through some more cabinets, “…Hee…Sun…”

“HeeSun?? What’s wrong with HeeSun noona?? Do you know where she is?? I called her like a million times and no one picked up and KangTa hyung was asking about her too…” JaeWon got up from his seat and looked WooHyuk, “Do you know where noona is…?”

“She’s sick and a-“ WooHyuk answered hesitantly but was cut off by JaeWon.

“Sick?? Why?? I mean how?? How’d she get sick?? She barely gets sick…” JaeWon looked at WooHyuk, pleading for answers.

“…she…Tony…I-“ WooHyuk didn’t know how to answer.

JaeWon looked at WooHyuk with his pouted lips, waiting for some answers. WooHyuk hesitated on telling him where HeeSun was or what happened to her…but looking at those pouty lips…who could resist? ^^;;

“JaeW-…*sigh* she’s at Tony’s house…and she has a really high fever…Tony…he threw buckets of ice water on her because she wouldn’t tell him where YooRi was…and he also…he…” WooHyuk looked away and went back to looking for the medicine.

“He what?? Tell me hyung~!” JaeWon tugged on WooHyuk’s sleeve.

WooHyuk stopped looking for a minute and looked and JaeWon. JaeWon’s eyes were full of concern and pleading for his hyung to tell him the answer to his question.

“JaeWon ah…he…Tony raped her…” WooHyuk looked down as he spoke those words.

Silence filled the room as JaeWon stared at WooHyuk unbelievably.

“You’re kidding right hyung?” JaeWon asked, “Right??!”

When JaeWon got no reply, he knew his hyung wasn’t lying to him. He grabbed WooHyuk’s wrist and dragged him out of the house…he had to see HeeSun…

Chapter 17

“NOONA~!!” JaeWon rushed to HeeSun’s side when he saw her sprawled out on the floor…motionless…

JaeWon tugged on HeeSun’s arm and shook her frantically. She let out a soft groan of pain. =*( WooHyuk just stood there watching in shock…not knowing what to do.

JaeWon let out a muffled sob as he held HeeSun in his arms…it hurt him so much to see his noona sick and hurt…

Then he saw something clutched in her hands…a note…

To my Wonnie dongseng
Hey~! How are ya? Good I hope ^^ Sorry I haven’t been around for the past few days…I’ve been busy…anyhoo…I just wanted to say goodbye…for a while at least…noona has brought shame to her family =*( when will I return?…I don’t really know…but I’ll miss you lots! I promise to write to you once I find a place to stay. Please tell hyunnie oppa and YooRi I said bye. And don’t forget to tell Junnie oppa and Hyukie oppa too…tell Hyukie oppa that it wasn’t his fault…okay dongseng? Thanks~! ^_^ you’re the best Wonnie yah~! Work really hard in school okay? And make me proud. Well…I gotta go now…talk to you soon…I hope…

<3 always,
your noona,
Yoon HeeSun

JaeWon stared at the note as tears fell from his eyes. He slowly folded the note up and put it in his pocket. Then he noticed the blood between her legs. >_< He gently picked her up and ran out of the house as WooHyuk followed in silence…

~hOsPiTaL~

“She collapsed due to: too much stress, a high fever, and malnutrition…” the doctor told them.

“Will she be okay…??” JaeWon asked worriedly.

“Oh~she’ll be fine…just as long as she eats her three meals a day and takes some medication for that fever…then she’ll be fine,” the doctor assured them.

“Ah…thank you for letting us know, Doctor…?” WooHyuk looked at the doctor, “Doctor…uh…uMm…”

“Call me Dr. Shin,” he replied as he smiled.

“Okay…well…thanks for letting us know, Dr. Shin,” the two boys bowed as the doctor walked down the hall and into another patient’s room.

~HeESuN’s hOsPiTaL rOoM~

JaeWon slowly and quietly crept the room. He saw HeeSun lying there in a white hospital gown, her face drained of color…

He pulled up a chair and sat next to HeeSun as he watched her sleep with her hand in his. WooHyuk stood by the door and watched this. Soon he also sat down, but he sat next to the door, not next to HeeSun or JaeWon.

~LaTeR~

“ugh…” HeeSun slowly opened her eyes, ‘Where am I??’

HeeSun looked around the white room. Then she realized that someone was holding her hand. She looked down and saw JaeWon sleeping.

‘Why…Why am I here…?’ she thought to herself.

She rubbed her head and looked around. Everything came back to her when she saw WooHyuk…

‘Tony…ice…water…WooHyuk…’ her memory started to come back.

Tears slowly slid down the side of her face as she laid back down…she tried to fall back asleep…hoping that this was all just a nightmare and that she would wake up soon. But she knew it wasn’t…

She started to sob quietly and tried to slip her hands out of JaeWon’s, but that only made JaeWon stir and quickly bolt up.

“Noona…” JaeWon looked at HeeSun with love and concern.

HeeSun couldn’t stand looking at her dongseng…or anyone for that matter without feeling shame. She turned away and tried not to cry, but that just made more tears spill until she couldn’t control it.

“Noona…please don’t cry…” JaeWon tried to wipe her tears away, but she just moved her head away from him.

“Noona…don’t do this…look at me! Please…don’t cry…” JaeWon pleaded, “Noona…”

HeeSun just kept crying. She couldn’t see anything because everything was blurry from her tears. JaeWon looked at WooHyuk, pleading desperately for help.

“Hyung~help me…she won’t stop crying…” JaeWon said with tears rolling down his own face.

WooHyuk just stood there helpless…not knowing how he could help when he had already failed to take care of her.

~AwHiLe LaTeR~

JaeWon gently stroked his noona’s face and wiped away the tears that were left on her face.

“Noona…me and WooHyuk hyung are going to go get some food okay? You need to eat…or you won’t get better…we’ll be right back okay?” JaeWon said as he tucked her hair behind her ears.

HeeSun just continued to stare at the wall to her left. WooHyuk and JaeWon quietly walked out of the room and headed towards the cafeteria on the bottom floor.

As soon as the door closed, more tears came and spilled from her eyes.

‘What would Hyunnie oppa think of me when he finds out what happened between me and Tony…? Will he…hate me…?? Would he even care about what happened? He probably wouldn’t want to be friends with a…slut like me…’ HeeSun thought with an aching heart.

HeeSun looked around at everything…the white room…the IV stuck on her wrist…

Suddenly, she had a gleam in her eyes. She grabbed the IV and yanked it out of her wrist forcefully. Blood trickled down her arm, while more and more tears of pain fell. She looked to her right and saw a flower vase on the stand next to the hospital bed. She picked it up and smashed it against the wall. She bent down and picked up a large piece of glass.

Her eyes were full of hatred…for being so weak…for not telling KangTa about her feelings…for being so stupid…hatred against Tony…and herself…
The glass gleamed in the light…

Slowly, she brought the piece of glass to her wrist…

Chapter 18

HeeSun watched as the piece of glass slowly dug into her wrist. Drops of blood fell slowly at first. Then more and more blood flowed down her arm. She grabbed the glass and slashed it across her forearm and wrist over and over, and watched as the blood all gather into a big puddle on the hospital floor.

*kNoCk kNoCk*

“Noona? We brought back some foo-“ JaeWon stopped short when he saw HeeSun’s arm bleeding from all the cuts.

HeeSun seemed like she didn’t hear anything as she kept slashing her arm with the sharp glass.

“NOONA!! STOP~!!!” JaeWon ran over and grabbed HeeSun’s arms.

HeeSun yelped in pain as she fell to the ground and started crying.

“Hyung!! Go call a doctor over!! HURRY!!” JaeWon ordered.

WooHyuk looked scared at first, but he quickly snapped out of it and ran out of the room looking for help.

HeeSun looked around for more pieces of glass while JaeWon tried to hold her back. Her face was a ghastly pale color as she frantically searched for more glass.

“Noona! Stop!!” JaeWon held her tight in his arms as he wrapped her arms up in the blanket.

The blood soaked through the blankets in no time. Suddenly, the door flung open and Dr. Shin ran in with a few nurses and WooHyuk following closely behind. Dr. Shin ran over to HeeSun and pulled out a syringe from his coat pocket. He stuck the needle into HeeSun’s arm and drugged her. Soon HeeSun was motionless as Dr. Shin and the nurses rolled her to the emergency room.

~LaTeR~

Dr. Shin came out of the emergency room as the nurses rolled a sleeping HeeSun back to her room. He greeted JaeWon and WooHyuk outside the room.

“How is she??” JaeWon asked worriedly.

“She lost a large amount of blood…but she’ll be fine,” Dr. Shin assured them.

“Can I go in?” JaeWon asked pleadingly.

“Yes…but only for a short while…she needs her rest,” Dr. Shin said.

“Okay…” JaeWon quickly turned and ran towards her room.

WooHyuk turned towards the doctor and looked at him questioningly. Dr. Shin knew what WooHyuk wanted to know and answered him.

“I did a check up on her…and the results were negative…she won’t be getting pregnant or anything,” Dr. Shin said.

WooHyuk let out a sigh of relief, “Thanks for letting me know…so she’s okay now right?”

“She’s a little weak from the blood loss…but she’ll be fine with some rest. She won’t be up for awhile. I had to drug her so she would stop struggling,” Dr. Shin explained.

WooHyuk nodded as he thanked the doctor again. Then the doctor went in HeeSun’s room.

“Sir…visiting time is over…HeeSun needs her rest,” Dr. Shin said sternly.

“Okay…” JaeWon reluctantly let go of HeeSun’s hand and kissed her forehead.

Slowly, JaeWon looked at HeeSun one last time before leaving the room. WooHyuk patted JaeWon’s shoulder to show him that he felt his pain too as they slowly walked down the hall and to the elevator.

~aT JaEwOn aNd WoOhYuK’s HoUsE~

“Get some rest Wonnie…” WooHyuk said as he dropped off JaeWon.

“…hyung?…aren’t you gonna stay?” JaeWon asked as he got out of the car.

“Nah…I hafta go back to Tony’s…I’ll come back later okay dongseng?” WooHyuk waved as he backed his car out of the driveway and drove back to Tony’s place.

~ToNy’S HoUsE~

“DAMMIT!! Where the hell is she??” Tony pounded his fist on the table as MinWoo back away a little to give Tony some space.

No one spoke a word because no one knew where she was exactly. Tony looked around the room. Then he noticed that WooHyuk wasn’t there.

“Eric…where’s WooHyuk?” Tony asked.

“I-I don’t know…” Eric replied.

Tony nodded and excused everyone. He knew that it must’ve been WooHyuk who let HeeSun free. He was going to pay for this dearly…

~OuTSiDe~

WooHyuk tiredly rubbed his eyes and brushed hair back with his hand as he got out of his car. He slowly walked in Tony’s house and up the stairs. He was going to take all of HeeSun’s belongings back to his house for now. WooHyuk looked at his watch…6:15am…

He slowly pushed open the door to HeeSun’s room, but saw a shadow…he followed the shadow up and found…Tony…

“Tony…what are you doing up this early?” WooHyuk asked.

“…I should be asking you…” Tony said calmly.

“…” WooHyuk kept his eyes on the ground and stayed silent.

“Where’s HeeSun?” Tony asked as he stood up from his seat.

“…” WooHyuk still didn’t answer him.

“DAMMIT!! YOU BETTER F*CKEN ANSWER ME!!” Tony shoved WooHyuk against the wall.

“…” WooHyuk fell to the ground, too tired to fight back.

Tony just kicked and kicked as he screamed, wanting to know where HeeSun was.

WooHyuk laid there as he felt the impact of Tony’s kicks. DongWan, Eric, and MinWoo just stood behind Tony, not even thinking of helping WooHyuk. Finally Tony had gotten tired of this and just grabbed one of the small knives in a nearby drawer. He held it against WooHyuk’s neck.

“Just tell me where the hell she is…I wont hurt her…” Tony said as he held the knife just a few centimeters away from his throat.

“…how do I know you wont hurt her?…” WooHyuk managed to get out.

“JUST F*CKEN TELL ME!!!” Tony punched him in the stomach.

WooHyuk coughed and coughed as he tried to speak.

“S-She’s at…the h-hospital…” WooHyuk said as tears dropped from his eyes, “…you better not hurt h-her…”

“Haha…I always thought you gave in too easily,” Tony smiled as he punched WooHyuk in the stomach once more and left…

Chapter 19

~hOsPiTaL~

“Excuse me…what room is Ms. Lee HeeSun in?” Tony politely asked the receptionist.

“May I ask how you are related to her, sir?” the lady asked.

“I’m her boyfriend,” Tony replied simply, keeping a straight face.

“I see…alright then, she’s in room C35,” the receptionist told him as she pointed down the hall, “Turn left down there.”

“Thanks,” Tony smiled politely and as innocently as possible.

Tony turned and strolled down the hall. He turned left and immediately started looking for room C35.

“C35…C35…” Tony walked slowly to avoid suspicion, even though it was early in the morning and barely any people were around, he tried to keep quiet, “ah~ HA! I found you…”

Tony slowly opened the door and crept in. He watched as she slept soundlessly with her arms wrapped in bandages. He walked over and looked at her sleeping form. She was losing more and more weight; her cheekbones were starting to be apparent.

Tony took her left arm and took her IV out slowly and carefully. He pulled her up to a sitting position even though she was still asleep (from being drugged). Slowly, Tony pulled her arms and put them around his neck. He picked her up on his back and opened the door quietly.

There was a slight *clink* of something that had fallen to the floor, but Tony didn’t care as he made sure the coast was clear before he ran out of the room with HeeSun on his back and ran out one of the emergency exits.

~WoOhYuK aNd JaEwOn’S hOuSe~

JaeWon tossed and turned in bed as he tried to get some sleep, but thoughts of HeeSun kept him awake. Finally he just got up and sat in front of the TV trying to take his mind off of HeeSun. Suddenly he remembered something…KangTa…

~KaNgTa’S HoUsE~

KangTa sat next to the window as rain fell and pattered on the puddles and streets. He had to success in getting sleep. Something was bothering him…he felt as if something was wrong, yet he didn’t know what…it was just a feeling…

*RiNg RiNg RiNg*

The ringing of the phone interrupted KangTa’s thoughts. He slowly got up and walked over.

“Yuh boh sae yoh? Oh hey Wonnie…” KangTa said as he made his way back to the window.

“Hyung…there’s something wrong…with HeeSun…” JaeWon spoke slowly, not knowing how to break the news to him.

“…” KangTa froze…his whole body going numb.

“Hyung…? Hyung?? You there??” JaeWon panicked, his voice gradually rising in volume, “Hyung…answer me! You still there??”

“…ooh…y-yeah…yeah I’m still here…what’s wrong with HeeSun…” KangTa shook himself out of his bad thoughts.

“She…she’s at the…hospit-“ JaeWon started, but was cut off as KangTa dropped the phone.

Loud shouts could be heard from JaeWon, but KangTa didn’t seem to hear them. He got up and ran out of his house…not bothering to inform JaeWon where he was headed…

KangTa ran as fast as he could…dashing across the streets when the cross light were still red, avoiding cars…he just kept running through the wet, cold weather…wanting to know that HeeSun wasn’t hurt…that she would be okay when he got there…

~hOsPiTaL~

“Hi, could you please tell me where Ms. Lee HeeSun is in??” KangTa asked hurriedly, shivering in his soaked clothes.

“And how are you related to Ms. Lee?” asked the receptionist.

“I’m her best friend,” KangTa answered.

“I see…okay, she’s in room C35,” the receptionist said, “Turn left down that hall.”

“Thank you!” KangTa bowed and ran down the halls.

He saw room C35 and stood in front of the door with his hand on the knob. He calmed himself, took a deep breath, and opened the door…but to his surprise, HeeSun wasn’t there…

“HeeSun…?” KangTa looked around.

He walked over to the bed and saw the IV needle on the bed with little spots of blood stained on the white hospital bed sheets.

‘Did…she leave…?’ KangTa thought to himself, ‘No…then the receptionist wouldn’t have told me she was in here…’ KangTa kept thinking about the possibilities…until he came up with ‘she probably snuck out…’

KangTa slowly made his way to the door when he stepped on something hard. He looked down and saw…HeeSun’s ring…the ring he gave her on her 16th birthday…the one they promised each other to wear forever and never take off…there it was…sitting on the floor…

KangTa slowly bent down and picked up the ring, wondering why HeeSun would take off their friendship ring, hoping that it didn’t mean anything…

He slowly placed the ring in his pocket and left the hospital room…

~ToNy’S HoUsE~

“UgH…” HeeSun groaned as she turned to her side.

HeeSun slowly opened her eyes and tried focus her eyes in the dimly lit room. She tried to move her arms, but pain shot threw them. She looked at her arms and saw the bandages and scars from the IV needle. ‘Where am I?’ she thought as she sat up.

“You’re finally up…” a voice called out from the shadows.

Chapter 20

HeeSun froze. Terrified of that voice, she decided not to speak. Tony smirked as he walked out from the shadows. HeeSun shook in horror as Tony got closer and closer. Finally Tony was standing next to the bed, right in front of her. She kept her head low as her whole body shook.

“Did you actually think that you could get away from me that easily?” Tony roughly grabbed her face.

“T-Tony…please…” HeeSun pleaded, her eyes still shut tightly.

“Please what? Huh??” Tony asked pulling her face closer to his.

“L-Leave me alone…let me go…” HeeSun gasped as his grip tightened on her lower jaw.

“You actually think I’m actually gonna let you go?” Tony snarled, “Well let me tell you something. You’re not going anywhere…EVER. You think I’m going to let you go when you helped YooRi escape??”

HeeSun kept her eyes shut as Tony put more and more force on her jaw, his grip getting tighter and tighter.

“Tony…let go…you’re hurting me!” HeeSun tried to pull free.

Finally Tony let her go. HeeSun bounced back on the bed and rubbed her jaw.

“Well…” Tony continued, “I’m not letting you go like YooRi…you’re taking her place…you’ll hafta stay by my side…at all times…I won’t let you out of my site…”

“And what if…what if I don’t want to stay with you?” HeeSun asked keeping her head down.

“You have no choice…” Tony replied as his eyes gleamed, “…you leave…and WooHyuk…”

Tony trailed off as he snapped. MinWoo, DongWan, and Eric stepped out from the shadows, dragging an almost unconscious WooHyuk with them. Bruises were all over his face and blood stained his clothes.

“Oppa!” Tears immediately fell from HeeSun’s eyes.

HeeSun ran over, but Eric held her back. Tony smiled as he walked up in front of WooHyuk, DongWan and MinWoo still holding onto his arms.

“See HeeSun…look what you did…if WooHyuk didn’t turn his back on me and try to help you escape, like you helped YooRi, then he would be okay. But since he’s disobeying my orders…this is what happens…” Tony grabbed WooHyuk’s hair, making him groan in pain.

“TONY! STOP IT!!” HeeSun yelled, tears streaming down her face as she tried to free herself from Eric’s grasp, but he was too strong.

“And if you don’t want to stay with me…this is what happens to him…” Tony kicked WooHyuk in the stomach.

WooHyuk yelled out in pain, trying to catch his breath as he gasped for air.

“So…are you going to be a good little girl and stay with me?” Tony smirked at the helpless girl as she struggled against Eric.

“H-HeeSun…d-don’t listen…to him…leave h-him,” WooHyuk managed to say.

“HEY! SHUT UP HYUK!” Tony growled as he kicked WooHyuk once again.

“Oppa! Let him go! Stop hurting him!!” HeeSun tumbled to the ground.

“You still didn’t answer me…are you going to stay with me or not?” Tony asked through gritted teeth as he pulled his fist back getting ready to punch WooHyuk if necessary.
“I’LL STAY!! Just…just leave Hyukie oppa alone…” HeeSun sobbed.

Tony smiled in triumph as he heard those words. HeeSun crawled over to where WooHyuk laid in pain.

“Babo yah…w-why’d you agree?” WooHyuk asked.

“Oppa…how can I let him hurt you? You’ve protected me so many times…” HeeSun caressed his face.

WooHyuk tried to smile, but instead his face scrunched up in pain, “Ow…”

“Oppa…c’mon…you need rest…” HeeSun tried to lift WooHyuk up.

“And what are you doing?” Tony asked as he stopped her.

“I’m trying to help oppa…” HeeSun replied.

“Did I tell you to help him? I don’t think so…get over here,” Tony ordered.

“But…what about Hyukie oppa?? He’s hurt…” HeeSun looked back at WooHyuk.

“He’s none of your business…now get over here,” Tony commanded once again.

HeeSun hesitated for a second, but looked at Eric. Eric’s eyes reassured her that he would take care of everything. HeeSun turned back towards Tony and slowly got up. She slowly walked towards him.

“Yeah that’s right…better listen to me,” Tony said has he pulled her onto his lap.

Tony looked at the others then told them to take WooHyuk to his room. As soon as they left, Tony leaned forward and gently kissed HeeSun’s neck and they stayed like that for a while as Tony continued to suck on her neck. This time, HeeSun made no struggle against Tony. Tony smiled in victory.

“Yeah that’s right…be a good girl and listen to Tony oppa. From now on…you stay with me…at school, after school…anywhere we go, you’re going to stay with me…understand?” Tony whispered into her ear.

HeeSun just nodded as tears fell from her eyes.

“Good,” Tony lifted HeeSun up and placed her on the bed, “Now get some rest.”

And with that, Tony shut the lights and left HeeSun in the dark…all by herself. And all HeeSun could do was cry silently…cry until she had no more tears to cry…until she was too tired to cry…

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