Chapter 11


     “ Come on, let’s go.” Kangta practically dragged Melissa out of the door. “ I am so tired. I don’t even feel like walking.” Melissa grumbled. “ Of course you are tired, you didn’t even sleep a wink last night. I am as tired as you, but we still have to face the reality.” Kangta lectured.
“ Yes father.” Melissa said as she tried to catch up with Kangta.

     “ Hi! Why are you guys so late today?” Min asked.  “ We couldn’t get to sleep last night.” Kangta explained. “ Then what were you guys doing?” Tony asked, giving Kangta a sly look.  “ Stop thinking dirty.” Melissa said as she whacked Tony on the head. “ That’s a nice chain you are wearing.” Woohyuk pointed out.

      “ Oh, the chain? Kangta gave it to me.” Melissa said happily. “ It’s nice isn’t it?” she asked. “ Did you two woke up on the wrong side of the bed today or is it that my ears have problem?” Hee Jun asked. “ Something is not right…” Jae Won grinned slyly. 

     “ There you guys go again.  It’s just that we have decided to become brother and sister instead of enemies.” Kangta laughed.  “ And please don’t ever think I’ll be interested in him. He is not my type.” Melissa said. She was afraid that Min might misunderstand. She was definitely not interested in Kangta, but Min might not think so.
    
     “ Hey Melissa, wait up!” Min called out as she spotted Melissa on the corridor.  “ Oh hi Min!” Melissa said cheerfully.  “ Are you free today? Let’s go out and eat together.” Min said. “ Oh sure, why not.” Melissa agreed.      
    
     “ It’s been a long time since we even ate together alone.” Melissa said. “ Yep.” Min said.  “ Melissa, we got to talk.” Min said.  “ About?” Melissa shifted uneasily in her seat.  “ Melissa, tell me honestly. Have you fallen for Kangta?” Min asked seriously. “ No! Never. Min, you’ve got to believe me. Why would I snatch the person you like so much? Besides he is not my type.” Melissa assured Min.

     “ If it’s because of the chain, I could return it to him.” Melissa suggested. “ No, you don’t have to. I was just being too silly. Why did that thought even occurred in my mind anyway.” Min laughed, shaking her head.  Melissa was relieved.

     Friendship mattered a lot to her and the last thing she would want was to upset Min.  “ Well, I did try to help you ask some questions, but he didn’t really gave me any definite answers.” Melissa said. “ Never mind, thanks for helping.” Min smiled. How could she ever doubt her greatest friend on earth?
    
     “ Out with it!” Tony threatened. “ Out with?” Kangta was confused.  The five of them were playing billiard together.  “ What’s going on with you and Melissa?” Woohyuk asked. “ I told you, nothing. We are just like brother and sister.” Kangta explained. 

     “ Are you sure?” Hee Jun asked seriously. “ YES.” Kangta said.  “Stop lying Kangta, we have already known the truth.” Jae Won said. “ I told you, there is NOTHING between us!” Kangta said. “ One last time. Are you sure?” Hee Jun asked. “ Yes, yes, yes.” Kangta was getting exasperated.

     “ Okay, pay up. I knew it!” Tony said. “ What? You guys were betting?” Kangta was amused.  “ You should have at least lied. Thanks to you I lost 5 bucks.”  Hee Jun grumbled. “ Exactly. Have you decided to be a gay?” Woohyuk asked as he handed the 5 bucks to Tony.  “ Are you touched Kangta? I know you sooo well.” Tony said.
    
     “ You guys are just unbelievable!” Kangta laughed.   
    
      Was there really nothing between them?


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Chapter 12


     “  What are you eating?” Kangta asked. “ Oh hi, you’re home. This? Can’t you see? It’s cup noodles of course. ” Melissa said.  “ You’ve been eating this for dinner all this while?” Kangta asked. “ What else can I eat? Shit?” Melissa laughed.

     “ I have  something for you then. I’ve bought some stuff home.” Kangta said. Melissa looked into the plastic bag. “ Yum! This is from ‘ Home cooked’.” Melissa pointed out. “ Well, if you don’t want to eat, it’s okay.” Kangta said. “ Of course I want! It’s been a long time since I ate home cooked food. I have been eating cup noodles for decades.” Melissa said dramatically.

     “ You can have it all then.” Kangta laughed. “ Wait a minute. There is only one packet. Have you eaten?” Melissa asked. “ Of course I have.” Kangta lied.
    
     He felt sorry for Melissa. To eat cup noodles practically everyday was hell.  He didn’t mind giving up his dinner. “ Thanks then.” Melissa smiled as she began to open the packet. Then, she heard something grumbling. “ Kangta, you haven eaten?” Melissa asked suspiciously.  “ Well.. I..” 

     “ Let’s share this then!” Melissa said enthusiastically. To Melissa, that was the best meal she had ever eaten.  “ Kangta is such a good brother.” Melissa smiled happily.
    
     “ If only we knew there was no tomorrow..” Kangta and Melissa sang the last line of the song. “ Wow! I am impressed. That was great!” Woohyuk praised. The two were rehearsing in front of the group.  “ Yeah! You guys make a good couple.” Tony joked.  “ Well, it probably wouldn’t sound good without Kangta. I don’t really sing well.” Melissa said modestly.

     “ Stop being modest.” Kangta gave a pat on her head. “ You sang pretty well.” he said truthfully.

     Min felt a twinge of jealously. They did sound good together, but that doesn’t make them a good couple. Or does it?
    
     “ Min, are you okay?” Hee Jun asked, as they were walking home together. “ Yeah, I am okay.” Min lied. She was not feeling fine. She was going crazy. She was going crazy worrying that Kangta might fall for Melissa. “ Min, you are lying.” Hee Jun said.
 
    “ Tell me what’s wrong.” Hee Jun asked, concerned. “ Oh oppa, do you think Kangta would fall for Melissa? He seems to treat her very well.” Min confessed, with tears welling up in her eyes.  “ Min, that’s Kangta. He is nice to everyone he knows. That doesn’t mean that he falls in love with everyone of them.” Hee Jun consoled.

      “ I really like him oppa, I am like at the point of no return. I can’t turn back anymore. I have fallen into the deep pit. ” Min said.  
    
    
“ Min, stop it. Stop worrying for nothing. We have already asked Kangta. He is not interested in Melissa. There can be friendship between a girl and a guy right. If you really like him, why don’t you tell him? At least you’ll get an answer, instead of worrying everyday.” Hee Jun told Min.
 
    If only she knew how much his heart ached when he said those sentences…                                                                                 


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Chapter 13


     “ Daddy, where is mummy going?” Melissa asked. “ Daddy is bringing mummy somewhere to rest. Daddy would be back soon. Now, be a good girl and stay with Aunt Soon.” Daddy said. “ What about mummy? Is she coming back too?” Melissa asked. “ Now, run along. Don’t ask so many questions.” Daddy ordered.

     “ Mummy! Why are you looking so white?  Mummy! Mummy! Is it very hot? Why are you sweating?” Melissa was full of questions.  “ Stop disturbing your mother Melissa.” Daddy said. “ But.. but why isn’t mummy answering me?” Melissa asked.  “ Mummy is very tired. We need to go now. Be good.” Daddy said as he carried mummy out. 
    
     “ Mummy! Are you okay?” Melissa asked.  She was in a room and her mother was lying on a bed, her body motionless. “ Melissa, mummy is dead.” Daddy said softly. “ No! Mummy is not dead! She promised to take me to Disneyland!” Melissa shouted. “ Melissa, mummy is already dead!” Daddy said, with tears in his eyes.

      Two nurses in white came into the room and took her mother out. “ NO!!! Don’t take my mummy! Don’t !! Mummy! I promise I wouldn’t make you angry again! I promise! Please come back!” Melissa cried as she tried to stop the nurses from taking her mother away.   

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   “ Mummy!!!!!!” Melissa screamed. Kangta rushed into the room. “ Are you okay?” Kangta asked, concerned. “ My mother..” Melissa cried before she collapsed into kangta’s embrace, weeping.  Kangta was confused. He didn’t know what was going on, but he could tell that Melissa was badly upset.

     All he could do was to lend her a shoulder to cry on.  He didn’t know how long it was, but she cried and wept for quite a long time before it died to soft sobs. “ Was it a bad dream?” Kangta asked softly. There was no answer.

     He looked at Melissa and found that she was already asleep. He didn’t dare to move, as he was afraid that he might wake her up. He looked at her soft delicate face, streaked with tears. He stroked her soft hair gently.

     He wondered what happened. Why was he so worried about her? Why did the look of her upset face sent a shiver of pain through his heart? Why was he so afraid that something bad might happened to her?

     Has he unknowingly, fallen for her?  
    
     Melissa woke up. Her eyes hurt. She looked up and saw Kangta asleep. “ I have been sleeping on his shoulder again.” she smiled as she shook her head. She felt much better. “ Poor thing. He has been sleeping like that for the whole night.” Melissa said softly.

      “ He must be confused about what happened.” She was actually very grateful to Kangta for being there.  She felt comfortable in his embrace. Did her heart just skip a beat when she was near him?    
    
     Kangta stirred and opened his eyes. He found Melissa looking at him. “ Good morning. Are you feeling better?” Kangta asked, concerned. “ Thank you for being there last night.” Melissa smiled.

     “ What a beautiful smile.” Kangta couldn’t help thinking. He stretched himself. His whole body was aching. “ I’m sorry, your body must be aching.” Melissa said, as if she could read his mind. “ Let me help you massage!” Melissa said cheerfully.  “ Ouch.. that hurts!” Kangta complained.
    
     “ Are you really okay?” Kangta asked, searching for the answer in her eyes. “ I guess I do owe you some explanation.” Melissa said. “ Well, I dreamt about my mum last night.” Melissa confessed. “ You miss her?” Kangta asked. “ Yes, but she is dead.” Melissa said painfully. There was silence. “ I am sorry.” Kangta apologised.  “No! Don’t be. I am just glad you were there.” Melissa smiled. 
    
     Would there be love between them?


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Chapter 14


     “ Are you okay? Why are your eyes swollen?” Woohyuk questioned. “ Don’t tell me, Kangta bullied you?” Tony asked. “ Hey! I am innocent!” Kangta protested. “ No, it’s not him. I just had a bad dream last night.” Melissa explained. “ Feeling better?” Jae Won asked. “Sure. Thanks guys.” Melissa smiled.  “ I’ve got to get some stuff from my locker. See you guys later!” Kangta called out as he went off.

     “ Hi Kangta!” Min said as she approached him.  “ You see, my friend passed me two tickets to a movie and I was wondering if you could watch it with me. Here is the ticket. I’ll meet you tomorrow at Golden Village at 7!” Min said and left quickly after she passed him the ticket. “ Wait!” Kangta called, but it was too late. Min was already gone.

     “ Melissa! I’ve asked Kangta out!” Min said excitedly. “ Really!” Melissa was surprised. “ He’s going?” Melissa asked. “ Should be, I didn’t give him the time to answer me, I left after telling him.” Min laughed. “ Oh, aren’t you tricky.” Melissa laughed. “ Do you think I shall tell him that I like him on that day? I’ll be so happy if he accepts me. Do you think he likes me too?” Min asked excitedly. “ Oh.. um.. Sure!” Melissa said.

      “ You better start getting yourself a guy, or I’ll be one step ahead of you.” Min laughed. “ I can get all the guys I want.” Melissa joked. Why was she feeling so uneasy about the whole thing?
   
     “ I’m home.” Kangta said as he opened the door. “ Hi.” Melissa replied. “ Oh yeah, I need your opinion.” Kangta said. “ On?”   “ Well, today Min asked out. Should I go?” Kangta asked, hoping that she would say no. “ Well, why not? It’s just a movie. So.. are you going?” Melissa asked, hoping his answer was no. “ Maybe.” Kangta said, slightly disappointed.
   
      “ WHAT? Min asked you out? This is news man!” Tony laughed. “ Should I go?” asked Kangta. “Go then, it’ll be a good chance for love to develop, what a romantic love story!” Tony said enthusiastically.  “ Okay, I’ve got a more serious thing to tell you.” Kangta said. “ Okay, I’ll be serious now.” Tony said. “ I think.. I think I have fallen for Melissa.”
    
     “ Are you serious?” Tony asked. “ Do I sound like I am joking?”  “ Then how did she feel about this?” Tony asked. “ I didn’t tell her yet.” Kangta said. “ That’s why I don’t know if I should go out with Min tomorrow or not. I am afraid that she would misunderstand.” Kangta explained.

     “ Did you ask for his opinion?”  “ She said why not, it’s only a movie anyway.” Kangta confessed. “ Then go ahead! She wouldn’t misunderstand if she did say that. Besides, you’ll hurt Min if you don’t go.” Tony advised. “ All right then, I’ll go.” Kangta decided.
    
      Melissa paced around in her room. Why? Why was she hoping that Kangta would not go? What was happening? Her mind was in a mess. She did want Kangta and Min to be together in the first place, and now that it is going to happen, why is she feeling uncomfortable about the whole thing?

     “Have you fallen for Kangta?” Min asked seriously. “ No! Never. Min, you’ve got to believe me. Why would I snatch the person you like so much? Besides he is not my type.”  The scene kept repeating in her mind. “ No! Never. Min, you’ve got to believe me. Why would I snatch the person you like so much? Besides he is not my type.”
    
     She didn’t like him did she? He wasn’t his type…or was he?


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Chapter 15


     Melissa knocked on the door.  “ Oh it’s you, I guess you can’t sleep again huh?” Kangta asked. “ Yep.” Melissa smiled. She was used to going to Kangta when she couldn’t get to sleep. “ So.. Are you going tomorrow?” Melissa asked curiously. “ Yeah, it’s only a movie anyway.” Kangta said. “ I see.” Melissa said, trying to be cheerful. Why was she hurting inside? 

     “ So.. Treat her well.” Melissa said. “ What? Treat her well? I am just going to watch a movie with her, not going to marry her or anything.” Kangta laughed. “ Well, who knows..” Melissa said playfully. “ You want to come along?” Kangta offered. “ No thanks. There are only two tickets, where would I be sitting then? On the floor?” Melissa joked. 

     “ I am going to be so bored tomorrow. What a bored weekend.” Melissa grumbled. “ You can go out with the rest.” Kangta suggested.  “ Yeah.. maybe I should..”
    
     The bright sunlight rays shone on her delicate face and she woke up with a stir. “ Oh, I’ve fallen asleep in Kangta’s room. What a pig I am.” she laughed at herself. But where was Kangta? She went out of the room but Kangta was nowhere to be found. “ He’s probably went out already.” she shrugged.
    
     “RinGG!” the phone rang. “ Hi!” Melissa answered the phone. “ Hello, Woohyuk here, wanna come out today? I am like bored to death.” Woohyuk was on the other line. “Sure! I was just waiting for someone to go out with.” Melissa laughed, and they arranged for a place to meet.
    
     Kangta returned home with a bouquet of flowers. He has decided. He wanted to make a confession. He has decided to tell Melissa how he feels and he hopes that she would accept him. He searched the whole house. Melissa was not at home.
    
     “ What a perfect weather!” Melissa exclaimed. “Yep” Woohyuk said as they walked about into the mall. It has been a long time since she went out with Woohyuk. She was very close to Woohyuk in the past, they would share everything with each other and he was the best brother.

     Until Kangta moved into Korea, she became closer to Kangta, probably because they were staying together. “ It’s been a long time since we’ve been out isn’t it?” Woohyuk asked, as if reading her mind. “ I bet if I didn’t ask you out today, you would have forgotten who Woohyuk is.” Woohyuk joked. “ Aww.. I wouldn’t oppa, you are still my greatest brother.” Melissa smiled.
    
     Kangta opened the door. “ Hi Kangta!” Min said cheerfully. “ I thought you might forget, so I thought I’ll just drop by on the way and we’ll go together.” Min said happily. “ What? Flowers? Aww.. you shouldn’t have! Thanks. I love them.” Min said as she smelled the flowers. 

    Kangta wanted to tell her that the flowers wasn’t meant to be for her, but seeing the happy look on her face, he didn’t have the heart to tell her that. With that, the both of them left the house.
    
      Melissa tossed around in her bed. She couldn’t get to sleep. Without thinking, she walked into Kangta’s room. She then remembered that Kangta was out. She sat on the sofa and waited for Kangta to be back.

     Soon, her eyes gave way and she fell asleep…


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