His Touch
He was a Gorean Master. I was at his mercy. I wondered if I could have felt so much his, so completely surrendered, if he had not possessed this complete power over my life and body. I belonged to him. But I did not want him to whip me, or put me in the slave box. I wanted only, desperately, to please him. And I knew I must, for I was his slave.
Captive of Gor, page 345
"I exist for you," she said, "and it is what I want, to please and serve you." She was much in love. She wanted to give all of herself to Marcus, irreservedly, to hold nothing back, to live for him, and, if need be, to die for him. It is the way of the female in love, for whom no service is too small, no sacrifice too great, offering herself selflessly as an oblation to the master.
Magicians of Gor, page 27
a girl has tried for over a month to find words to express what she feels.. and sometimes syn does a really fantastic job of expressing herself, of rambling and overall she thinks You know how she feels.. but she wanted after all that has happened over the past week, she wanted to take a special moment to say..
Thank You Master:
For the times that You spend teaching syn, that in serving You and pleasing You, not only are You happy but she finds herself growing deeper and more fully in love with You.
For always having patience with her, for her struggles and her growth. For without both, she would wither and die.
For the understanding that syn is NOT perfect, and has much to learn, but has Your guiding hand touching her, molding her, but allowing her the freedom to hang herself on occassion.
For always listening to syn, for being there when she needs You there even when she rambles
For the times You take to punish syn when she tugs to hard on that rope, because in her heart she knows You do it out of Your love for her, not because You truly enjoy punishing her. That You wish her to become a better and more beautiful person and slave to You
For the kindness You show when syn is weak and needs the guiding of Your gentle hand, for the understanding and faith You have in her in those times when she really just needs Your arms
a special thank You to You and to ali, for allowing syn into Your lives, to learn about You and to learn about a girls heart sister.. and for allowing syn and her family into Your lives. As we grow together, our families grow too, and it's nice to know about You and Yours
For not trying to tame the flame, but that You stroke it and keep it alive and full of fire. For without that flame a girl is afraid she'd lose some of her appeal and desire. You keep it well ignited into a respectable flickering flame
For allowing syn to be playful, for knowing she is a woman with playful attributes and enjoys the teasing banter that we have together
For understanding the sexual desires that burn within Your girl. Though we don't often go there, You don't ever deny that a girls sexual side.
For showing syn to trust again. To show her that not all men are jerks, that there are a few TRUE Masters left in the world.
For never giving up on syn when sometimes she knows You'd really like to shake her and rattle her asking her "what in the world were you thinking girl" sometimes a girl wonders why You haven't *winks*.. but You are so patient and guiding with her.
For protecting Your girl, from herself and from others. Going from Free to slave has not been an easy thing, but You have protected her from alot of the heartache that can come with that transition.
Most of all Master, thank You for loving syn, for showing her that her fear is okay and that in Your arms she is Home, she is safe, that she should never fear coming to You even when she knows she's done wrong. In a girls mind and heart, she knows that aye she may be punished, but that You do love her, and that being afraid of You is more painful then the punishment itself.
she burns, she yearns to be pleasing to You always.. Thank You Master
"The life of a female slave," he said, "is a life wholly given over to love. It is not a compromised life. It is not one of those lives which is part this, and part that. It is a total way of life, a total life."
Mercenaries of Gor, page 435
Copyright by syn{Law} written for the sole purpose of her pleasure for her devotion to Master Law.