faith n.
Confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing.
Belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence. See Synonyms at belief.
Loyalty to a person or thing; allegiance: keeping faith with one's supporters.
often Faith Christianity. The theological virtue defined as secure belief in God and a trusting acceptance of God's will.
A set of principles or beliefs.
In every relationship there are rocky roads. People are tested, words are said, feelings can be hurt or they can be sroked and treasured. With each relationship and their dynamics, it breaks down to believing in someone. Loving someone, being honest with them and trusting them beyond anything. That is hard to do.. believe this one she knows.. Having absolute trust and faith. But in loving someone, you have to open yourself to pain and heartache, it only helps them grow.. Well that is what this one is learning. If Master did not test His girl.. then she would not grow, her love in Him would eventually whither because He's not PUSHING her, not testing her. With each test, He i showing her that He loves her. And that He wants to teach her to have FAITh in Him, to BELIEVE in Him.. and most importantly to TRUST in Him. Knowing that He loves her, not to always question, but to just relax because in Masters own time He will tell His 'faith' what is going on... or she will see it in His actions.
Sometimes a girl wonders if Master likes her firery attitude and when her emotions explode because He can watch her explode then relax, calming herself. Time will tell. Can one say she's happy about having a new sister? To early to tell, she hopes so, she hopes she'll enjoy having someone to talk to when Master isn't around and hopefully her sister will come to her too... It has been awfully lonely on line lately not only because Master has a busy life, but His girl has a busy life too.. Not many message her anymore and when they do it's to cause trouble.. Sometimes a girl has wished to just disappear somewhere.. hopefully with all of this maybe Master will open His own home or we'll begin traveling again. With Masters new move He made alot of enemies, but perhpas the weren't truly His friends to begin with because don't Friends support You no matter what? You have to love the *ugly* to love the good.. that's what this girl was taught anyways. This won't be an easy road for any of us, but hopefully we'll all communicate now and things will work out.. because Master has taught her to have faith in Him.. to believe in Him... she didn't need Him to teach her to love Him.. that was given to Him a long time ago, and this girl thinks... she loves Him enough that if there are things she can't give Him, then she shan't be selfish if He wishes to find that with someone else. It's hard to say that, she wants to be EVERYTHING and enough for Him, but knows Master has needs that she can't always fullfill because of time constraints, and prays with all her might that this IS going to work... but honestly a girl isn't going to stress about it. If Master is spending time with her sister, then she'll find something to do, she won't bug them.
It's never easy when you grow it hurts like hell, the road is never easy, but hopefully with each road she takes, she'll become a stronger and more beautiful slave.
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