December
1, 2002
Suppose I Said
Blah.
I’m sick and it sucks. It really does. I have to write a paper for my
Shakespeare class and I really don’t wanna do it. I don’t really have the
energy to do it either.
I
really need to stop eating food that’s supposed to be warm, cold. I’m a
dork I tell you. A dork a real dork. I need to talk to people. I really
do. I haven’t really talked to
anyone, like really talked in a long time. I haven’t had a good
conversation straight full conversation with Tim either. That’s even
strange. Tim is my best friend. I love that kid more than life and I
haven’t been able to talk to him besides the normal whats up with you
conversations. I haven’t talked to Drew in weeks. I really don’t like that
idea. I love that kid. He’s my big brother and I think he’s amazing. Sara
and I talk. But its like how I talk to Tim. Its crazy. I miss talking to
Justin. I hardly talk to him anymore. He’s to occupied to talk to anyone.
The last time I had a good conversation with him was two weeks ago. It’s
insane. I need to open myself up more.
John
Mayer was awesome last night. He played my songs and I love him for it. The
only problem was in the section I sat in it sounded like being in the TRL
audience.
I’m
tired. I’m tired to the point of just wanting to get away. People bug me way
to much I just don’t understand it. Why me. Why do I get the stupid people?
I never wanted them in the first place.
So my
grandmother passed away early Saturday morning. Tomorrow is the
weak/funeral thing. I really don’t know what to do.
mowry
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December
21, 2002
Pity Me
Blah I hate cigarette smoke. I smell like I smoked 6
packs. It’s disgusting. I ate too much today. I’m gonna gain ten thousand
pounds this week. Its gonna suck. I gotta loose instead of gain it.
Anyways, I made a new friend. His name is Alan. He’s
goofball. The kid has way to many
nicknames for me. It’s out of control.
Xmas is Wednesday. It’s so weird. Time went by real
fast.
mowry
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