08/27/01 - You don't know what you've got till it's gone ... They paved Paradise and put up a parking lot. I'm not doing too well. I thought I was the Queen of denying my feelings. But I guess I was vulnerable after all. I had to ask for help. I spent yesterday all alone and it just hit me. I was afraid I might worry the boys and I never want to do that. They are in their last hurrah days these next couple of days before school starts. The help came from an unexpected source. I will have a few days of don't worry, I'll take care of things. I think I'm being a big baby.
Cry, Cry - Last night at work I watched Finian's Rainbow with Fred Astaire (a very old Fred Astaire) and it brought up more sad memories. I am such a big baby. |
