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This is a place where all our love for Kami will go, well at least the love that is writen in a Poem. ^^ DO NOT TAKE THESE, THEY ARE COPYWRITED! IF I FIND THEM SOMEWHERE ELSE, YOU WILL BE IN BIG shit!!! DO NOT TAKE THEM!!!!
I wish to thank: eblu ~ Muse member
Midori(me) ~ Cosplayer of Kami, And the rest of the Cosplay Members
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| Lavender Butterfly-Marika |
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I've tried to put away the old pictures, I've tried to keep you out of my mind. I've tried to smile again, But I know I won't smile, Until I can say good-bye. I've tried to forget you, Tried to forget my love, Tried to keep it all away, But the lavender butterfly resting on my windowsill, Reminds me so of you. You were a sweet buttefly devoted to joy, I never knew you would die so suddenly, Never knew you'd leave me all alone, It seemed as though the precious butterfly would live forever, But forever fades, doesn't it? It fades so you never even knew it was there, As I try to keep your memory away from my painful heart, This butterfly will not leave. It whispers to me your love again, And my heart is torn, I miss you so much. I realize I can't put you away, Not until I can say good-bye to you, But I don't want to. I don't want to say good-bye. Even if...I must. So I ask you now, Spread your wings for me and fly away, As I let go of you, It hurts so... But you are the free winged creature. I've tried to put away the old pictures, I've tried to keep you out of my mind. I've tried to smile again, But I know I won't smile, Until I can say good-bye. I take my heart again, Knowing you can see me, Knowing you're happy somwhere, As whispers to me on my sill, The lavender butterfly. |
| Melody no Kami-Marika |
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A melody sings in darkness, Made to put forth brilliant light. The melody is lovely, chimes will ring. Till one day, the melody shall die. And when that happens, Heaven shall gain this melody. Pure-souled, brings smiles to people's faces. This melody was his, and he spread it. He opened his heart and sang. And on that day, the day it vanished, We were saddened, struck by pain. That someone so beautiful should die. Should go to live with the winged seraphs. And the seraphs are equal to him in love, He to them in purity. While in Ningenkai, sadness had come. For he was the most beautiful melody. And then the butterfly was seen, So beautiful, it came into the hearts of them. The melody was born again. And from that butterfly, Kami was born. |
| Togireta Butterfly~KAMI~Marika |
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You are the butterfly I've tried to catch, Again and again, to capture you and never let you go, For fear that you'll leave again, But now you are unchained and I'll never see you again. That smile of yours, I remember it all too vivedly. It was...ah...such a sweet smile, Always happy. v We ask ourselves, how could someone who's goal was to spread joy, Cause such sadness? It's not your fault, but... I try to catch you, to open your beautiful eyes again. If we could go back to that time, When you would make the sad world happy, Then I believe it would be okay. But never can I see you again. Somebody tell me, oh tell me, Why you were chosen to die? I can't catch you, I can't hold onto you, Sweet butterfly, please come back... I may never understand why it was you to die, But I feel deep inside my broken heart, That if you are happy as the angel, Then it's okay for you to be the unchained butterfly. |
| Sunrise-Marika |
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In my dream, you're still here, Butterfly. In my dream, I still can see your kind smile. And I know that while you're not here, You're still in my heart, Even as I wake, I think of you. Reality is cruel, isn't it? I guess I can't change that, But I'm ready to say goodbye to you, Even if it hurts to know I'll never see you again, Still your beautiful face plays in my mind. I don't want to cry for you, Because I know you want everyone happy, That you always made people smile, Even as you didn't mean to. So my tears for you in vain... Because they're not going to bring you back, In my dream, you're still here, You're still smiling with me, And while I know this can never be true again, I still love and remember you. I know I can't dream forever, I know I must wake to the realization, That you're gone forever, But I can deal with the pain, even though I love you so, And I can see you until I wake. Do you see me, do you really? Can you hear me as I stand and whisper your name, A smile lighting my face, all for you? The dream is over and I've awoken without you, To sunrise. |
| Au Revoir- "KAMI"-Marika |
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I saw you today, your eyes laughing. I saw you smile today. The sun shining on your skin. I woke up today... And you weren't there. You weren't there, standing in the sweet sunshine. Singing 'Kaeru-no Pyonta, Sugoine.' It was dark, one spot of white stone... Standing out from the others 'Ukyou Kamimura, February 1, 1972 - June 21, 1999.' Standing in front of that stone, Monday, February 1, 2002, (three years and still pain...) I saw a butterfly. And this butterfly rested on your stone a bit. Such beauty... Tears spilled upon that stone, Yet the butterfly remained. Still as the grave... As tears still fell. A sweet, sweet butterfly. I reached out to touch it, And it flew up in the sky. And for a split second, I saw you. Smiling, dancing, singing, Illuminated by the sun. I saw you today, your eyes laughing. I saw you smile today. The sun shining on your skin. I fell asleep in content... But you still weren't there. Not ready to let go Not ready to say good-bye. What choice is there, anyway? Good-bye, Kami, live on... Good-bye, Kami, after all these years. |
| You're Still Here-Marika |
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I regret never seeing you again, I regret so much. But I know I should be happy, You would've wanted it that way, And when I close my eyes, I see you and it's okay. Butterfly, you're still there, Even when I can't hold in the tears, I know it's okay to cry, Even though you want everyone happy. It's only because I love you so much, Even if you could never know that. I never honestly got to say goodbye to you, So I'm going to stand here in the dawn, As I lay a bouquet of roses, their scent permeating the air, Upon your grave, even though you're not there, And say goodbye, just goodbye, Forever. Butterfly... This time of year is so pretty, Cold as it is, But I know you're still here, Every time I close my eyes, I'll see you and laugh in joy. I knew always that forever fades, But I didn't think you'd die so young, so beautiful... Oh, Butterfly, can still you hear the secrets I speak to only you? Can still you see me, even as I cry sometimes? Life is life, it ends before you can say goodbye, So, goodbye, Butterfly. I know I can't ever hear your voice again, But it's okay, my sweet Butterfly, I know I can take all my tears away, Because even though I'll never see you again, It's okay, Butterfly, Because...you're still here... If only in my memories. |
| Free Butterfly - Midori (me) |
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Fly free gental butterfly Fly above the sky Say hello to the moon for me And say hello to the sun Fly free little butterfly Fly around the world Bring back the memories of yesterday With a little butterfly grace Fly free dear butterfly Fly in my heart Say goodbye dear butterfly For now we must depart Remember this sweet butterfly You will remain in my heart Remember this Pure Butterfly We will never part, For you will always be in my heart Like a purple rose growing in my heart, Like the butterfly that sits apon it's petals Always will you remain in my heart, Kami, The Butterfly |
| Mou Ichido...if only time gave us one more chance - eblu |
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The smell of the sea a scent of memories tears swell up inside I weep for the past gentle winds sweep through my hair I remember the way we used to be knowing you are safe in the heavens I reach out for my hopes again having seen many things but like a dream, losing them in a cloud above the skies I reminisce the good times we have shared regrets fill my mind you were running out of time nothing is as it seems I'd fly away, to a higher place only if I had wings wings, as white as yours have faith for I will continue chasing after what you've left behind farewell friend we'll surely meet again someday in another life, in another time... Goodbye, dear friend. |
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