Honestly Ok
By Allie B
Rating:G
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Liz stared out her bedroom window, watching. Waiting for him to realize that he couldn't live without her. It had been two years since he had boarded that spaceship.
I just want to feel safe in my own skin, I just want to be happy again.
Max had left her, he had gone home to his planet. He had asked her to go with him but she had refused. Her parents would never understand. When she refused he had wanted to stay with her. But she had told him to go and find himself, and his family.
I just want to feel deep in my own world
She had wanted to beg him to stay with her but she would never be able to live with the knowledge that he could have gone home and she had stopped him from knowing anything about his past. He had kissed her gently and then walked away without looking back.
But I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself any more
Maria and Alex were just as bad off as she was worse even. They had said good bye to their soulmates with her. None of them knowing when they would see their loved ones again.
On a different day, if I was safe in my own skin, then I wouldn't feel lost and so frightened
Two long years of waiting and hoping with all her heart that she would wake up with him beside her. Wondering if he was happy, if he had finally found his family.
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
Endless nights of staring up at that constellation, wishing she could see him, see if he was safe. See if he had forgotten her.
And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
Late nights sitting up with Maria and Alex, crying for what could've been, what should've been. Long days filled with serving tables and looking up every time the door chimed to see if perhaps he had come back.
I just want to feel safe in my own skin, I just want to be happy again.
"Mommy? I'm thirsty." Liz's head snapped up at the sound of Josh's voice. She smiled sadly and thought of her son. Their son, the only gift Max had left her. Liz sighed and entered her son's bedroom. If only he knew, maybe she wouldn't have to be so lonely.