Voices
By: Deah
Written: April 26th 2000
Copyright: 2000
Disclaimer: Original Characters and Storylines are the property of Warner Bros,
Jason Katims Productions, Twentieth Century Fox, FOX, Regency Television and
Melinda Metz.
Lexi walked across the quad. Head high. Blonde hair blowing in the breeze. She
knew there was at least six guys staring at her right now. A smile flitted
across her face. Look all you want boys, but you can't touch.
She threw her books on a table and joined Beth. Beth looked up and smiled shyly,
glancing around. "How do you do it?"
"Do what?"
"Manage to have every guy focused on you?"
Lexi laughed. "Magic."
"I wouldn't mind a little of that." Beth complained, taking a sip of
her soda.
"Oh come on! You could have a ton of guys. You just happen not to be
interested."
"Who says?"
Lexi narrowed her eyes at Beth. Had Matthew threw a wrench in their budding, yet
really sickening, relationship? If she knew anything, she knew boys and Matthew
definitely had it bad for Beth. A little ridiculous in his approach, but that
was Matthew.
Sometimes she envied Mariah and Beth. She could have most any guy in the school,
but she had never been in love. How could you fall in love with a guy if all
they cared about is that they 'had' you? She was status. None of the boys she
had went out with had ever cared what she thought or how she felt. They had the
shut-your-mouth-and-look-pretty state of mind. Besides, if you started trusting
a guy then you were in for heartache. Trust wasn't something she could afford
right now.
"Matthew will come around." She gently replied.
Beth looked down. "I don't think so, Lexi. Everytime we get close he pulls
away. I'm just tired, you know."
Lexi smiled. "You need to go shopping."
"Ah, no, I don't think that's really gonna solve my problems."
"Beth, a new pair of shoes will do wonders!" She nudged her. "You
know you want to."
Beth threw her a small smile. Lexi loved it when she smiled. Her eyes would
light up and dimple would appear on her cheek. You wanted to protect Beth. It
was instinct. It wasn't that she needed it, but that everything about her
suggested profound innocence.
Lexi started to open her mouth but a chill quickly passed over her. She looked
up. Jimmy Valenti was standing a few feet away, staring openly at Beth. Lexi
sighed. Didn't he ever learn his lesson?
"Problem with the great Jimmy Valenti?"
Lexi bit her lip. Kenny Valenti sat down between herself and Beth. He was as
different from Jimmy as night was from day. Thick blonde hair, piercing blue
eyes...he wasn't classically good-looking, but there was something about him.
Something that made Lexi think trust might not be such a bad thing. She wasn't
ready to admit it yet. Kenny was a little goofy and really sweet. Kind of put
her in the mind of her dad. Not dad. Don't think of dad while looking at Kenny,
she commanded.
"No more problems than usual." Lexi answered, grabbing his bottled
water and taking a swig.
"Sure, help yourself. Be my guest." Kenny joked.
Lexi threw him her best innocent look. "I didn't think you'd mind."
Kenny chuckled. "I give that a perfect ten on the bat your eyelashes
scale."
Beth giggled. "Don't encourage him." Lexi warned.
"Seriously, I'd stay out of Jimmy's way as much as possible." Lexi
caught Kenny glance nervously at his brother. It must be hell to live with him,
Lexi thought.
"Well, that won't be hard. He repulses me...completely."
Kenny nodded his head. "Good. Well, not good, that my brother repulses you,
but good that...you know. Anyway, what were you ladies talking about before I
came?"
"Shopping." Beth announced. "Lexi trying to buy..." She
trailed off. Lexi turned around. Matthew.
"What is he doing here?!" Matthew growled, obviously not pleased about
Kenny being at their table.
Kenny grabbed his bookbag and stood up. "Hey, I was just leaving."
Matthew raised his eyebrows as Kenny dropped half of his books. He picked them
up, gave Lexi a lopsided grin and headed off. "What was that all
about?"
"God, Matthew! We were talking. You know, people do actually converse
sometimes, unlike you." Did he always have to chase everyone off? No use
going to Ryan and complaining, she was on Ryan's
forget-it-I'll-side-with-everyone-but-you list right now.
"He's a Valenti, Lexi, or have you forgotten?"
"He's a separate person, Matthew, or have you forgotten?" Beth
shot back. She stood up and shook her head at him. "You can't just go
around trying to control everyone we talk to and chasing them off."
"Beth, I'm trying to look out for you." Matthew ran his hand through
his hair.
"Don't do me any favors." She walked away, leaving Matthew staring
after her.
"Great job, Romeo."
"I don't need it from you too, Lexi." He stalked off as only Matthew
could do.
Might as well leave, she decided, gathering her books and purse. She was on her
way past the soda machine when Jimmy stepped out in front of her. Her nerves did
a little tap dance. Stay calm. "Excuse me."
As she was walking past she felt as though someone had touched her hair. She
pivoted around to see that Jimmy was smiling but standing way too far to have
touched her. She locked eyes with him. "You're never alone, Alexis,"
she heard him say or had she? His mouth hadn't moved. She turned back quickly
and made her way down the hall. She felt dizzy. What was happening to her?!
Sweet began to bead up on her face. She glanced back as she walked into her
class. People had filled the spot where he had been. It was my imagination, she
sighed. "No, Alexis, this is only the beginning." Jimmy's voice
promised, laughing inside her head.