name: May nickname: Laus gender: guess... age: 21!!! finally! dob: 9/25/80 occupation: student height: 5'2" weight: not available :) shoe size: 6-7 dress/pant size: depends on how sexy i wanna look.. :) zodiac sign: libra chinese zodiac sign: monkey status: single talents: ??? best quality: open minded, understanding worst quality: impatient, picky most unusual about u:everything describe urself in one word: manic-depressive. that's one word, isn't it? idea of a nite of fun: doing sumthin i've never done before, hanging with cool peepz most fun u've ever had: in MN, BBQ, played volleyball in the hot burning sand, played water football wit a bunch of guys, jumped off a 15-ft cliff and sang really loud while canoeing down the mississippi for 3 hours...all in one day. then went clubbing all nite. best thing in ur life at this moment: being single worst thing in ur life at this moment: being single one thing u regret the most: not following my instincts one thing fr ur past u wish u could do over: school....:)nah, wouldn't want to actually do it over..but just change some things fav song: way too many to pick from fav food: everything fav smell: the guy i like :) fav color: blue fav sport: basketball fav superstar: ? don't have one fav movie: beauty and the beast,prancer, a beautiful mind fav hobbies: sports, singing, music, dancing, traveling fav position: short stop.. i'm just talkin' about baseball fav piece of clothing: whatever looks good & comfortable fav spot to relax: the beach fav thing to do with the opposite sex: chill/ be friends w/ # guys been wit: a few a$$s :)not ALL da perfect guy: whoever i end up w/ most appealing physical trait about a guy: eyes, lips, facial structure, hands, arms, abs, the way he dresses..depends on who :) haf u ever been in luv? yes.unfortunately if so wit who: a boy haf u eva gone down on some1: huh? has some1 eva gone down on u: what? have u ever been wit more than 1 person at a time:nope most romantic thing any1's eva done for u: walk 1 1/2 miles in the snow with a bad leg... just to see me for a few minutes most romantic u've ever done fuh some1: stay idea of a perfect date: not getting annoyed or bored secret crush: his name has an "o" in it... :) if u could change one thing about urself waht would it be and y: to b more relaxed 'cos im too serious bout lots of things if u could change one thing what would it be: there would be no such thing as a hangover if u were stranded on an island, wat would u haf wit u: sunblock

click A Woman's Worth -Alicia Keys
You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby, you know I’m worth it
Dinner lit by candles
Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last and last
Baby, you know I’m worth it
Wanna please
Wanna keep
Wanna treat your woman right
Not just dough
Better show
That you know she is worth your time
You will lose
If you choose
To refuse
To put her first
She will
and she can
Find a man who knows her worth

Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always come first
And a real man just can’t deny
A woman's worth

If you treat me fairly
I'll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby, I know you're worth it
If you never play me
Promise not to bluff
I'll hold it down when shit gets rough
Cause baby, I know you’re worth it
She walks the mile
Makes you smile
All the while
Bein' true
Don't take for granted
The passions that she has for you
You will lose
If you choose
To put her first
She will
And she can
Find a man who knows her worth
Oooooh
Don't need to read between the lines spell it out for you
Just hear this song 'cause you can't go wrong when you value
A woman's worth

Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

·D.e.d.i.c.a.t.i.o.n.s.

These are special dedications to the people I'll always remember in life and who I will always think of each time I hear one of these songs. Music is so touching and beautiful in that it can bring up so much emotion in a time where you've forgotten all that's passed...

Ann: Count On Me- *Count on me through thick and thin, a friendship that will never end. When you are weak I will be strong, helping you to carry on. Call on me I will be there. Don't be afraid. Please believe me when say, count on me...* listen
Ann & Chu: Friends
I Do
Chu: Wind Beneath My Wings- *...It might have appeared to go unnoticed, but I've got it all here in my heart...I would be nothing without you...* listen
Bur: Saddest Day- *...For months I used to cry, felt like I wanted to die Kept asking God why, do I deserve this? We all make mistakes, ain't nobody perfect We're human, and through it all, I remained a good woman to you Prayin for strength and losin my faith How could you lay in our bed and lie in my face? Jumpin out my sleep Havin nightmares of me tossin and turnin, my heart still burnin Watchin me suffer, relivin my fears Holdin my pillow close while you dryin my tears Stop your blood claat cryin, need to stop lyin and look me in my eyes 'fore these plates start flyin And how the f*ck could you disrespect us Everything we stand for, all our love and our trust Seems like I said before, you won't appreciate me and everything we have 'til I'm out the f*ckin door*
Babygirl
Chi Yang:Saddest Day- *B*tches ain't sh*t; know that that's your man and they still f*ck around and try to suck the ni**a d*ck...*
Guys: A Woman's Worth (see above)
John D.: Another Dumb Blonde listen
K.P.: Come With Me listen
Give Me a Reason listen
Insensitive listen
LeeX: Everywhere I Go listen
I Miss You So Much
Just To Hear You Say That You Love Me
Lord: Because You Loved Me- *For all those times you stood by me, for all the truth that you made me see, for all the joy you brought to my life, for all the wrong that you made right. For every dream you made come true, for all the love I found in you. I'm everything I am because you loved me... A light in the dark, shining your love into my life. You've been my inspiration. Through the lies you were the truth. My world is a better place because of you...* listen
Me: Don't Go Looking For Love- *Don't go looking for love, don't you see that love is there wherever you are. It's all inside of you.* listen
M.N.: There For Me
Tou: Power of Two listen
Tyler M.: Almost Doesn't Count
It Must Have Been Love
Van: Remember Me This Way listen

·P.o.e.m.s. b.y. o.t.h.e.r.s.

ROMANCE
I know we made it up, like God!
But God... it hurts. Like phantom pain
in a leg that's been taken, what's gone
throbs, aches. Nothing there and still,
the pain makes a shape.
-Dorianne Laux

·P.o.e.m.s. b.y. m.e.e.h.
Let It Flow

let it flow
from cupid's arrow to the lamplight's luminous glow
along simply sexy smiles, along mounting miles
drifting back to retrace the unfamiliar face
a moment before a heart began to race.
bringing back now and then, flooding senses again
through kindness and cold to see what the future holds
for two lovers two friends or two rivals.