Silly girl
Too naïve and quick to love
Giving my everything
But he can’t take it
He has his hands in another’s
Though glad to see him blissful
Excruciating realization has pained my soul
As they dance beautifully
Gracefully on my heart
She has him, he loves her
And I am left cold
With tears that sprint down my cheeks
Smudging the papers on which I write
I don’t wipe them away
Why must this love of mine
Be hexed with such bitterness
A stupid girl
Crying through song
Writing love poems
With no intent to give them
Desiring these feelings you offer
All of good
All of charming beauty
All of dark mystery
No longer remaining
They have distorted
Faded away to dreams
Of blackened nothingness
Flights of fancy have left me alone
A rose that once bloomed
A beautiful scarlet
This beckoning rose
Has pricked my finger
And wilted away to pure sorrow
The coldness burns my fingertips
And here I stand
Shivering in the flames
You will not read this letter
That I scribble in your name
You will not know my gift to you
Secretly given, unknowingly turned away
Please don’t turn away from me
But you already have