| Saturday 12:38am 12/7/2002 I have my piano recital tomarrow. I think i'll play my piece well. My uncle and aunt and cousin's are going to be there. I'm playing "Two Dialogues", by Bela Bartok. I had a rough night at work tonight, so did Erin. I was on drive Handout and Erin was taking orders till i got off. The most frustrating part about drive's is when you have the food ready to hand out and your going as fast as you can and the customers are being picky about their food, "I told them this was in a bag and then throws the food at you, and you scramble to catch it and the customers holding the whole line up and the manager's getting angry at you for not moving the drives fast enough and theres nothing you can do but grit your teath and keep moving. The thing I like the most about working with erin is if your having a hard time she'll help you and keep you afloat so you can finish the job. Ana, me and Erin and Jeremy are the only people at work that seem to geniunely care how you feel and help you out if your in trouble. Erin told me today that she's going to be quitting sooner then expected because rob's scheduling her to work on day's which conflict with school and her other job. I will really miss working with her. I'm going to work for her this wednsday even though I have it scheduled off. She and Jeremy are the closest thing to friends that I have here. All the people that I knew in Ramona I left behind and only consistent friend that i've had is Dylan if you call seeing him online in everquest rarely. All he seems to wand to do is skate on his skateboard and do drugs with his other friends. I really need to rollerblade more often. I plan on replacing my pad's tomarrow after I deposit my check. I want to make something of my life. I want to make some scientific breakthrough. When it comes down to it I want to be remembered after I'm gone. |