This song came out about my junior year in high school. It might have been sophemore year. During that time I really enjoyed this song because it expressed how I felt about life and the world at that time. I wasn't happy, with dad's constant reminders that I was a failure and me not having very many friends. I wasn't making any friend's eighther. There were two things that I had turned to. Reading, and playing online multiplayer games. These were the only two things that let me escape. Through reading since I had been reading for a long time when I read the words they turn into pictures in my head. With the online games it was the only place that I felt I could be myself without fear or pain. Happening was also a place I felt I could almost be myself and that is why I usually came home happy from it. But happening was only one weekend once every 6 months. Home was not happening. Many regrets.