Lady Red's Poetry

Thoughts in my Head Thoughts in my head, so dark and deep Of promises and vows that a girl shall keep The smell of leather fills the air my body trembles with a gentle pull of my hair Gentle but firm Your hands take control my body shakes, my eyes begin to roll As the crop makes contact with my bare skin my body jumps and i moan "again" Begging for the touch that only You can give Your little slave is Yours for as long as she lives Hours later my flesh so red o/Our bodies tangled as w/We lay in bed Though some may not understand the way w/We feel w/We know our dark thoughts and desires are real
Lying Here Beside You Lying here beside You, after w/We made love All i can do is thank the Man above For bringing You to me that night not so long ago For from that moment on Your heart has held my soul Your wish has been my command And i am blessed just to hold Your sweet hand i want You all, all to myself And You know i dont want to share You with anyone else Call me greedy call me what You may But by Your side i wish to stay i would fight the devil himself to stay by Your side And if the world got to be too much i would sweep You off and we would hide Now as i watch You drift off to sleep i hold You close for Your heart i want to keep never again would i leave Your side for i am Yours till i never again open my eyes	My Mind Drifts Away As i lay in bed my mind drifts away to a distant time and a far off place A castle upon a farway hill and a dungeon so cool you can feel it's chill Chains hang all around the walls there is smoke and laughter that fills the halls A fire burns bright from the hearth made of stone and thru the laughter y/You can hear the moans Of the submissives as they pleaes their Dommes The wind blows thru a window and the curtain blows with the candlelight You see my eyes all aglow Eyes filled with passion and a need so great my body is shaking as i await my fate my head lowers to kiss Your bare skin my hands touching You as if they may never again
How Many Ways Could I Say I Am Sorry I dont know what to say, dont know what to do I dont know how to get it thru to you I got caught up in this make believe place I fell into a hole and now don't know how to save face When I first came here I was just "me" but the pain and hurt blinded me till I could not see What I had become was not me at all I was turning black inside just like the hole thru which I did fall I told you all that I thought would matter but now I know I can't go back to chatro In my heart I know what is true I just dont know how to make you see it too If I were to bleed until all the blood was gone Would you even know that my love would live on If I took a razor and cut slits on my arm Could it help all of those I have harmed If I died today and they layed me in the ground Would you know my love would still be around It would be in the words of this poem that does not rhyme It would glow in my soul for all time How can I make you understand That you and only you hold my heart in your hands	She is my Heart She is my heart, She is my soul She is the river thru which my dreams flow She takes me places that i have never been i call it love, some call it sin i know in my heart of what lies inside tis full of love for the Lady and full of pride No harm shall come to You as long as i am around i will sleep upon Your doorstep, for to me it's holy ground the night i met You, i was a lost soul then You touched my heart and made me whole as time went on my love for You grew and now i know there will never be any Other but You my heart is true to You and for You i would die i would lay down my life if it meant keeping a tear from Your eye without You i would be alone but more than that, my heart would not have a home each day that i live my thoughts are of You each beat of my heart beats true for You tis been just one month since You made this girl Your own and now kitty's heart has found it's home i will be loyal to You until death do u/Us part for Lady Kat, You have my heart ...i love You...
The Real Me I am up so late trying to find the real "Me" There is fog all around and it seems I cant see I strain My eyes and call into the night Hoping you will hear Me and help Me to the light I reach for you for you are all I have that is real I pray that you will find Me and know what I feel I try hard to be all that I can be I know that I sometimes slip and fall along the way Will you pick Me up and walk with Me down this road that is unknown And is all the love I feel for you always shown? Do I tell you often enough how much you mean to Me? For I feel sometimes that you may not be able to see Do you know that in the dark you are My only light And that I when I close My eyes you are in My dreams each night? Have I done all that I can to prove My love for you To show you that what beats inside My heart is far beyond true I will go to sleep this night and I will say a prayer to the Man above that you will always know you are My only love	So Much I Could Say So much I could say, but the words won't come I am just sitting here feeling so damn numb The thought of losing you, I can't take The thought makes me cry, makes me shake How could I do something as crazy as this When all I ever think of is you and your sweet kiss A sad woman, I must be To have hurt the only one that loved me I thought I had to be it all Now I see I made a bad call Should have called time out in the game If i had things would not have changed If i coud turn back time and find a way I'd change it all and make the hurt go away