One Step Back To You
by Roxie tr>

Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Language, Adult situations
Disclaimer: Once again....Do not own Relena...or Duo...*sighs* I only wish I did! ^_^ And the little part of a song I put in the beginning is not mine, either. I have no idea who sings it, I just know I found it one day and it seemed kinda cool to put in this fic! Notes: This takes place right after the events of "You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This" I wanna thank the people who responded to it! *Major Glomp* I hope you all like this sequel as well! If ya do...you know the drill...let me know. I'll be happy to write another installment if ya ask me to! (This MIGHT turn into a whole series...ya never know!!!) Thoughts are in //these//

One Step Back To You By Lindsey

Could you let down your hair and be transparent for a while
Just a little while to see if you're human after all
Honesty is a hard attribute to find when we all want to seem like
We got it all figured out
Let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
Ain't gonna pretend like I do
Just trying to find my way
Trying to find my way the best I know how
Well, I haven't got it all figured out quite yet
But even if it takes my whole life to get to where I need to be
If I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you
-Unknown (by me, anyway!)
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As soon as Duo made it to his room with his precious cargo, he kicked the door closed, set Relena to her feet, locked the door for good measure, and without a pause, took her into his arms, pressed her against the door, and kissed her. His hands roamed freely, however, clothing seemed to be in the way. //We'll get rid of that in a minute.//

"Mmm...Duo..." Relena moaned against his mouth.

"Hmm?" He asked softly, breaking the kiss to hear what she had to say.

"Do you know what you do to me?"

His eyes met hers. "Oh, 'Lena...if it's anywhere near what you do to me..." He lost his voice, and his mind finished the sentence for him. //it must be wonderful...//

As if reading his mind, she nodded. "You're the most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me, Duo. Not even Heero made me feel this way." Looking down, she reflected. //Of course, Heero never returned any of the feelings I had for him, but...// "I love you. I love you very much. I don't ever want to love anyone else."

His eyes felt misty, and he blinked a few times to clear them. //'Lena...my Angel...// "God, 'Lena...I love you too. But I'm also afraid. I'm scared that I'll lose you one day too. I'm scared that you'll realize that I'm not good enough for you, and you'll leave me like Heero did."

"Duo...no. I'm not Heero. I'm not at all like Heero. I've already told you that I'll never leave you. Is it so hard to believe?" She brushed a hand across his cheek.

//You have no idea how hard it is to believe if you're used to getting left.// "Yeah, it is hard to believe...because I - I don't know." He glanced away, toward the dresser against the wall.

"Duo, look at me."

Reluctantly, he looked into her blue depths.

"I'm not leaving you. I'm not. I'll never leave you. Understand?"

The look in her eyes told him that she was telling the truth. He nodded, and wrapped his arms around her again, resting his cheek against her head, once again inhaling the scent of lilacs. //Thank you, 'Lena...you have no idea what this means to me.//

She lifted her head again to look at him. "Now where were we?" She asked, her teasing tone making his knees go weak.

//Such a tease...// Duo pulled her up to him and kissed her again, his tongue teasing hers, and his hands moving along her back. Pulling away only slightly, he motioned toward the bed. "I think we better carry this on over there."

She nodded; and he drug her with him over to his bed, her tongue moving in intoxicatingly slow circles against his neck.

They toppled onto the bed and he was up and over her, trailing kisses from her jawline to her collarbone, and finding that her blouse was keeping him from travelling further. //Didn't I say we were gonna get rid of those?// He smirked and Relena looked up at him in eager anticipation, panting slightly.

"Patience, Sweetheart." //I'm tellin' her to be patient, and I'm just as impatient as she is!// He pressed a kiss to her forehead. Looking down at her, he asked "This is your first time, isn't it?" //Now why am I askin' that? I already know it is.//

She nodded. //Now he's gonna think that I'm too inexperienced.// "No experience whatsoever. Is that...okay?"

"'Lena! Of course it's okay! I love you! It doesn't matter if you don't have experience. Because you've got plenty of time to gain plenty of experience. I'm not planning on goin' anywhere!"

Relena smiled at that. //Plenty of experience, huh?// "I know you and Heero..."

He cut her off. "That's all in the past. Don't even think about it. I'm with YOU now. Not Heero. I'm doing this with YOU. Not Heero. And tonight, we go slow. If I hurt you in any way at all, you tell me. If you want me to stop, I'll stop."

"I want you to do what you were doing earlier."

"Your wish is my command." And his mouth was back on her neck. One hand was busy working with the buttons of her light blue blouse, and the other was trailing down her lower stomach, heading for her thighs.

//This is nice.// Relena thought. //Very nice...however, I DO wish that Duo would get on with things...// She smirked to herself. //Didn't he tell me to have patience?//

The buttons now undone, Duo shifted so she could sit up, and he gingerly removed her blouse from her shoulders. Next came her bra. Once that had been removed, he pushed her to lay back down. He grinned ferally at her and then lowered his head.

She gasped as she felt his tongue tease at her left nipple, and then his mouth closed completely over her right one. She squirmed beneath him. //So goood....//

And another good thing was, one of his hands was moving down to her thighs again - the other was tangled in her hair - and it was moving this time. Slowly, teasingly, stroking her through the silk barrier.

"Duo..." His name hissed out between her teeth, and he paused to look up at her.

"Yes?" He was purposefully driving her mad! "Is there something you want me to do?"

She nodded. "Get rid of the rest of my clothing is what I want you to do."

"Ohhh! I forgot all about that!" //Yeah, right!// he chided himself. //Like you're not being driven mad by her!// He shifted once again, and lifted her hips, removing her of both articles in one, deft motion.

Then, he took a few moments to just look at her. //Beautiful...// And he was beside her, running his hand along her leg, coaxing her thighs apart.

At that first touch of his skin against her bare skin, she arched her back and moaned, squirming as his mouth found her breast again.

His fingers worked their way inside of her, and moved in a slow rhythm, eliciting another moan from her. And suddenly, his hair was free from its braid, and falling over his clothed shoulders, back, and all over her as well.

Relena was completely lost. She didn't know where she was. All she knew was that Duo was HERE, with her, and he was doing wonderful things to her. While she could no longer categorize any one specific sensation, things were beginning to tighten within her, and finally, when she felt as if she could explode, the tightening released.

The world seemed to explode, everything turned bright white, and Relena simply couldn't think coherently for a few moments. Finally, her mind cleared, and Duo was propped on his elbow, looking at her with the biggest grin on his face. She smiled back.

//'Lena...it's a wonder how I've managed to keep my control thus far. You sure have come REAL close to makin' me lose it.//

She stretched and smiled at him seductively. "Now what?"

"It's your turn, 'Lena." He sat up, and held his arms out. "I'm all yours!"

Her eyes lit up and she reached for his shirt, tugging it over his head. She tossed it aside and pushed him back against the bed. Her fingers roamed over his chest, and he held his breath. Taking that as a good sign, she forged ahead and traced a finger to his lower stomach, pausing at the waistband of his pants.

She didn't pause for very long. Her hand reached inside to find his arousal, and she stroked it slowly.

"'Lena..." Duo hissed. He reached down to help her with the zipper and fastener.

His pants hit the floor, soon followed by his underclothing.

Relena smiled to herself. //Slow, huh?// But her hand was busy again, coaxing groans from Duo, who was slowly clenching and unclenching his fists.

And then, she bent forward, and ran her tongue along his entire length, teeth grazing him ever-so-slightly.

He shot up with a choked cry, grabbed her face and kissed her hard. //Keep in control, keep in control...//

Keeping in control was very hard to do.

And then, she pulled away to look at him. His eyes were molten violet, pleading with her. //Heero...you were stupid to leave him. Don't you know what you're missing out on? Don't you even remember? Do you even care?// She nodded, and he lay her back against the mattress, and once again he was on top of her, his hair cascading down in a waterfall of chestnut brown.

"This may hurt a little, 'Lena." He kissed her nose softly. "So if I hurt you and you want me to stop, just say the word, and I will."

"Now. Please, now." She begged, and he took mercy on her.

He slid halfway into her before he encountered her barrier. He paused. //I'm so sorry, 'Lena, but this is gonna hurt.// And with one, quick thrust, he broke through.

She cried out and jerked upward. Before her body could fall back against the mattress, Duo caught her into his arms. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know it hurt. I'm sorry." He kissed her forehead. "I'm sorry."

After a few moments of silence, he asked "Do you want me to stop?"

"No!" She replied, clutching his shoulders. "Please don't stop. Continue."

He set up a slow rhythm, and her pain gradually gave way to pleasure. //Faster// She willed him. //Please, faster.//

He tried to stay in control, but he could feel it slipping away, and he let it go. Then, he simply focused on the angel in his bed, and thrust faster into her, fearing he would tear at her. But she matched his pace, moaning her appreciation and throwing her head back as she felt something slowly rising inside.

Duo buried his face in her neck. //Ohhh...this is too much...all too much...want it to last forever but can't hold on that long...//

Her hands tangled into his hair, and she knew she couldn't stop herself. She arched her back, cried out and clenched around him, causing him to cry out against her neck. He gripped onto her for dear life and cried out again as he came inside of her, his body stiffening.

//Yes...//

He slowed at last, riding out the tremors rocking his body. Underneath him, she trembled and he stayed inside of her for a few moments - content to stay there all night - finally, he rolled over to lay beside her, pulling her with him.

Her eyes were swimming with tears and he immediately became concerned. //Oh no. I screwed up!// "'Lena? Are you okay? Did I hurt you?"

She did not answer, and he grew increasingly worried. "I'm sorry, 'Lena." He bent and kissed the tears away, tasting the salty flavor of them.

And then, she smiled. "Oh, Duo. Don't be sorry. Don't be sorry, because I'm not sorry. I'm not sorry for any of it."

"'Lena..." He pressed his lips to hers, softly this time -not passionately- demanding nothing.

She wrapped her arms about him, and rested her head on his chest. "I wonder if the party's over yet?"

Duo glanced at the digital clock, and laughed. "It's 12:38am. I would think it's over."

She giggled. "We had better sleep."

Stroking her hair, he asked "Aren't you giong back to your room? I mean..they'll probably be lookin' for you in the mornin', and-"

"Let them look. I'm staying right here." She pressed a kiss to his chest.

He smiled. "Allright then, Princess. G'night."

"Goodnight Duo. I love you."

He dropped a kiss onto her forehead. "I love you too, 'Lena. More than you'll ever know." //More than you'll ever know//

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