Total Eclipse of the Heart: Zechs and Noine

~~ = lyrics // = thoughts (( = memories

**Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, they are owned by Sunrise Asahi and Bandai. I also do not own this song. I am not making money from either of these**

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely
And you’re never coming round~~

	Noine turns her head from Zech's talk of battle plans, for a split second, 
to hide a pang of hurt flashing through her body- the pain surely showed 
on her face.  

//Don't let him see....hide it hide it hide it...//

But seeing Zechs in full uniform, his platinum hair laying across his shoulders,
 his commanding voice dictating instructions- yet maintaining a soft expression, 
it seemed to melt her through and through.    

//Swallow it down.  Think of the battle plan.  Just forget it, forget it, 
forget it...//
	
Suddenly Zech's voice interrupted her mantra- "Leiutenant Noine, I once again put 
my faith and trust in you to carry out my plan to it's finest detail, " Colonel 
Zechs instructed.  "I know I can count on you."  *turns his eyes on Noin*  who just 
now faced him, eyes down, her usual acquiesent smile spreading across her face.
	
"I understand, Colonel Zechs.  I will do my best to please you." 
	
"Good," Zechs shot, ending the briefing and sending the soldiers out to their mobile 
suits.    

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit tired
Of listening to the sound of my tears~~

//I'm so stupid!! He could have seen!  What if he saw?!  I could never forgive myself
...never.//  She inwardly scolded herself at the possibility of showing weakness.  

*wiping a cold sweat from her forehead* //He couldn't have seen, I've learned how 
to hide it too well.//

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous
That the best of all the years have gone by~~

//I'm not getting any younger either//*laughing dryly*  
//I've been following Zechs since I was just a kid starting out in OZ.  He and 
I, we aren't kids anymore...and I thought things would be different by now.  
Guess I was wrong...//

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified
And then I see the look in your eyes~~
	
	
Suddenly, her heart wrenched and tore open. 

//...And I don't think things will ever be different.//*eyes wide open at 
her epiphany*

 "THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE!" she screamed to the point of straining her vocal cords. 

*she sprints to her mobile suit and leaps in*  
"I've only stayed with OZ because Zechs did!  And to Zechs I am nothing more than 
a trusty Lieutenant, here to carry out his plan.  Any chance I ever thought I had 
was just my imagination!"  
  
~~Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart~~

*her eyes well up large with tears**she grips the black control handles of her 
mobile suit...coming to a resolution* 

~~Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart~~

*her jaw set, but her teeth chattering crazily, her whole body convulsing, it seems 
she will snap*

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit restless 
And I dream of something wild~~

*the chattering and shaking eerily and abruptly stops**her smile plays across her 
face...a new smile though...a desperate smile**she turns her mobile suit's thrusters 
to full force abandoning any plan Zechs had*

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless
And I’m lying like a child in your arms~~

*The radar towers were going wild**A radar operator radios Zechs*"Colonel Zechs!!  
What the hell is Mobile Suit 2 doing?!  She's abandoning the troops!"

*Zechs hears the operator's message**his heart catches in his throat**he swings his 
Tallgeese around mid-flight to Noine's direction*
"RRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!  NOINE!!"
	  
~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit angry
and I know I’ve got to get out and cry~~

*Noine is heading at a steady pace toward the enemy line**tears are streaming down 
her face yet her body is strangely still*

~~Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified 
And then I see the look in your eyes~~

*Zechs catches up to Noine and stops in front of her to stop her*"Noine!  What 
are you doing?  You'll get killed!"

~~Turn around, bright eyes 
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart~~

*Noine bats Tallgeese away with a violent slap*"YEAH, too bad if Noine gets killed!  
No one there to be Zechs's clown!  They all see how I'm hopelessly in love 
with you!  You see it too!  You all see what a chump I am!...Well, not 
anymore!"*Noine pushes Tallgeese away and races off toward the enemy*

*Zechs chases after her at break-neck speed*"NOINE!  COME BACK!"

~~Turn around
Every now and then I know you’ll
Never be the boy you always wanted to be~~

*Zechs grits his teeth to deal with the force of his speed...and Noine's words*
//She loves me.  She said it!  I had suspected as much, but I didn't think 
I was worthy of her affections...You never were the man you hoped to be...
you didn't make decisions you were proud of//

((The image of Zechs standing before the portrait of his father in the ruined 
Sanc kingdom appears.  He sets down his mask of shame, and faces his father.  His 
ice-blue eyes harden as he says, "My hands are too blood-stained to rule this kingdom...
but Relena can.  She must.  I am not fit."))

//Too blood-stained...I'm tired of just letting things go, losing those I love, 
tired of hiding...I WON'T HIDE ANYMORE!!!//  

"I'll_ tell_ her..." Zechs growled through his clenched teeth.

~~Turn around
But every now and then I know you’ll
Always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am~~

//I'll tell her how I feel...once and for all// Zechs resolved.  Years of hiding, 
behind masks and facades...hiding shame and love.  They just couldn't be denied anymore.

~~Turn around
Every now and then I know there’s
No one in the universe as magical and wondrous as you~~

((Noine's pretty face appeared in Zechs's mind.  He thought ruefully of how 
she had followed him blindly...anywhere.  She always trusted him, never 
questioned, her bright eyes shining with what was the love for him that he 
hadn't seen.))

Zechs's heart almost burst with the love he felt for Noine *holding his breath 
and clutching at his breast as if his heart would break out of his chest* 

~~Turn around
Every now and then I know there’s nothing any better
There’s nothing that I just wouldn’t do~~

*Noine is heading straight into enemy forces, and she sees them preparing for her 
arrival**She bites her lip to brace herself, a thin trickle of blood trailing 
down her chin...her once smiling face, now bloodied with despair*  

~~Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart~~

*Zechs is approaching Noine as he sees enemy suits flying toward her*
*The suit comes within close range of Noine*

//Now comes my final absolution of my unrequited love...// thought Noine.

*The suit rears back as it cocks its' cannon, aimed at Noine's mobile suit*
*Zech's eyes widen with horror...and all time seems to stop...*

~~And I need you now tonight
And I need you now forever
And if you’ll only hold me tight
We’ll be holding on forever~~

*time is proceeding in slow motion...*
*Noine sees the approaching shot, bulleting toward her**she closes her 
eyes* //I will love you forever, Zechs//

~~And we’ll only be making it right
‘Cause we’ll never be wrong together~~

*Zechs sees the shot zipping towards Noine's mobile suit**He suddenly feels 
himself almost physically fall apart...but then his becomes very clear, as if 
his mind was the Zero System* 
//Noine and I WILL 
be together!  No one will take her away!//

~~We can take it to the end of line
Your love is like a shadow on me
All of the time
I don’t know what to do
And I’m always in the dark
We’re living in a powder keg and giving off sparks~~

Time suddenly speeds ahead, seconds flew.
*Zechs flies at the 
enemy suit who shot at Noine* "No one will take her!!!" *pulls out Tallgeese's 
beam cannon and annhilates the enemy instantaneously*
*Zechs swings Tallgeese 
around, just in time to see the shot hit Noine's suit squarely in the shoulder.*

An explosion burst on Noine's suit's shoulder, bright red.  In that explosion, 
Zechs saw his heart bursting into a million pieces, all hope shattered.  He 
realized the situation: she could die, and he would lose her.

*Noine's suit flies backwards, she screams from the pain of being hit*
*Other enemy suits back off the scene at the sight of Tallgeese* 

~~I really need you tonight
Forever’s gonna start tonight
Forever’s gonna start tonight~~

*Noine's suit finally stops*
*Zechs hovers the Tallgeese near her suit, and opens both suits' doors.*

As Noine's suit's door opens, her body tumbles out, bruised and bloody.  She is 
alive, though badly hurt.  To Zechs, each drop of blood, each bruise on her 
body, was like the stabbing of a thousand knives in his own body.

*He gently helps her to her feet.  Upon looking into her face, he embraces her tightly*  
"Never leave me again!  Don't ever think of leaving me!...I couldn't live..." Zechs 
cried, half ecstatic that she was alize, and half crazy with disbelief of how 
close he came to losing her.

~~Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart
There’s nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart~~

*Zechs pulls away, and gently caresses her face* He said "You were never a joke.  I 
was, for hiding."
*Zechs, with a simple yet grand gesture which seemed to imply the ending of worlds, 
took his mask off of his face, and discarded into the abyss of space.  He now looked 
at Noine face to face as his true self, Miliardo Peacecraft, and only his true 
feelings showing*

~~Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart
There’s nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart~~
 
*Zechs takes Noine's hands in his and draws her near to him**His eyes soften, he kisses 
her hands*  "Noine...I love you" Zechs said, so softly, filled with the love he had 
hidden for years, now all spilling into the emotion put into those three little 
words.

*Noine's eyes begin to water, and a tear trails down her cheek as her beautiful smile 
returns*  "I love you too, Zechs," she said, so relieved to finally be able to 
utter those words to him.  

*Zechs pulls her into his embrace, and their lips meet in the sweetest neverending 
kiss that they had both imagined, now coming true...*
>Duo: *pouting* So, when are you gonna write a fic about ME, huh?  I'm 
ONLY your koibito *folds arms indignantly*...
>Duet: *hugs Duo* Oh Duo, you know you're first in my heart!  I will write one soon!
>Duo: Better be soon *BIG pout*...