October 24, 2002 4:31:26 PM (EST)

Welcome

I've been thinking about keeping a journal of some sort for awhile now... but my attempt was half-hearted... as most things I do... but, that doesn't really matter now.

I'm just not sure what does matter anymore. Life has been pretty hard lately and it's just going to keep getting harder. Why? Isn't that what a senior in high school's life is supposed to be like?

It's so weird to finally be a senior, I remember back in 5th grade when I had my commencement to middle school.. I thought about how far away my senior year was.. 7 years.. geez.. it seemed like forever to me.. now it's here.. and I don't think I prepared myself at all.

I have no idea what I want to be... I don't have my driver's license.. and I fear it's going to be hard for me.. I don't get a chance to drive much and my birthday is in about 4 months..

Ugh... and the school work seems to be driving me crazy off and on.. and I probably have a pretty easy work load for this semester... I just don't know what's wrong with me sometimes...

Well, high school wasn't the best time in my life. In fact, it was the worst. After graduating, I found myself to be much happier, well for the most part. There's always some annoyances in life. ;)

Wanna go home now?