August 20, 2003 12:48:56 AM (EST)

::curses and hits head on table::

Well, I was ok until I started reading the old posts on the Banshee. Damn me and my boredom! It makes me entirely to sad to read back and notice all the people that had came to the Banshee from the Shack, but in the long run drifted away. It makes me want to hunt those people down and make them come back. But as I figure... if they can leave once, they can easily drift away again. In a way that seems way to much like rejection to me... O.o...

I took that greek goddess test thingie... it said I was Hestia... said a lot of people like me... O.o... Ok... Well I guess at least I can find something to amuse me. It's also better than getting into a useless conversation with HAX. We don't have much to say to each other really, yesterday I got off because I got sick of just sitting there without anything to say to him. Guess I should get a pitchfork and repeatedly stick him. :) That'd be fun.

::grins:: I'm reminded of one of my favorite phrases... Just keep running away? I'm not running, I'm walking! :) Sorry, just read that and I'm suddenly amused again!

Now I'm reminded of my wish to sleep for 24 hours. Is it even possible outside of a coma I wonder? ::thinks about a coma:: I wonder if people have dreams in comas... I don't know if I'd like that or not. The sleep and rest would be nice, but it wouldn't work out so well if it were disturbed by dreams. (Yes, as you can probably tell, I'm writing things in as I think of them from reading past posts from the Banshee... :) )

I was frozen in time but now I feel my time is just beginning... I think I copied that right... one of BV's sigs... I think it's appropriate in a way.

::pauses and blinks in confusion:: Um... I must ask this because it's been bothering me for a little bit now. Is Silver Wolf BV's sister? I think she is... because reading in the 3 wishes thing in the Chit Chat forum, I'm getting hints there. If it's true, I'm really dense. Since I didn't catch it way before now. O.o.. Or are they really close friends? I'm not entirely sure about this, ::turns to Hikaru:: Do you know?

I'm going to stop this now... O.o...

I should reminisce it always makes me sad. And that's not good!

Wanna go home now?