August 23, 2003 9:40:03 PM (EST)

Mwhahaha! And I'm back!

Well, things have been pretty rocky the last few days. Mostly my health and my friends' relationship. The health problem do probably to my sudden cut-back of caffeine... Ugh... and I don't even know if I feel all that better right now. I can definitely say that, for now, I'm all right. Who knows what may happen later. Anyways... about my friends. They got into this huge fight because one friend, Sherry, started hanging out with the other friend's, Jenn's, ex. Now, I'm not one to say, "You shouldn't be friends with this person or that person." I don't butt in like that. But frankly, after everything that happened, how could she want to be his friend? God, he punched out a display case right in front of her, he could have hurt her and Jenn. Not to mention, Jenn and her were best friends, best friends do not do that to one another.

So this is my conclusion. They weren't really best friends. If they had been, they could work all this out and still be best friends. But, they've said things that cannot be taken back and I doubt if they'll ever get back together. Not to mention, best friends do not go behind each other's back and talk shit about them. That's not right and they both did it to each other, so I guess I should've seen this shit storm coming from a mile away. So, my plan is to stay the hell out of it. I'm not going to try and repair their relationship. It's not possible, it's too far gone. So I'm just going to remain friends with both (or just Sherry if Jenn doesn't write me about what happened, I'm sick of her not trying to contact anyone... at least I crawl out of my anti-social shell once and awhile and send a message or IM their way) of them. ::grumbles angrily:: Why are they always the ones that go through the most bullshit? Geez... almost wish that I hadn't tried to get in touch with them again. O.o...

Anyways, I just got back from my grandpa's. He never changes, I love the old guy. :) It's great because he drove us over to see my Great-Aunts... his driving is insane and I love it. It scares the shit out of mom and would be deadly if he were just a tad bit more insane. He cut this one guy off as he was turning because my grandpa had the right-of-way. :) I just grinned like an idiot in the back seat as my grandpa one-leggedly sped around. And I got to also see my Uncle Ron (otherwise known as the Bastard, my dad told me so...) and my cousin Ben (who happens to look a lot like my brother Tim, very weird.) I hate my Uncle, pompous ass. My cousin was ok, except for the fact that he is a son of a asshole.

Anyways, that's all for me right now. Later!

P.S. I drove for about an hour on the highway today. I found that cruise control is my friend. :) Without having to concentrate on keeping my speed constant, I can drive the highways just fine... :)

I haven't talked to either of them in quite some time now and I feel very proud of myself. That I could easily get out of touch with the both of them. ::laughs:: It's wonderful!

Wanna go home now?