October 29, 2003 12:54:25 AM (EST)

So fucking sick of him...

I fucking sick of HAX's goddamn bullshit. I'm not dealing with it anymore. I'm not talking to him and if he tries I will tell him to go to hell. I'm neither accepting an apology or killing him unless he gets down on his knees and begs for a month. I'm not his fucking slave, so he can go fucking drop off a cliff.

Anyways. I slept until 9 today, so I caught dad as he was coming to bed. Which is funny since I went to bed when he came downstairs. Hope he doesn't think I'm avoiding him. Because I'm not. Just weird sleep habits taking control of me. I came down, grabbed something to eat and watched some TV. The most interesting of what I watched was a documentary of Witchcraft. I had no idea that the whole burning of witches stretched farther then the Salem Witch Trials. It was interesting hearing of what happened in Europe, it being very similar to what happened in Salem, yet there was a higher death toll.

::sighs:: I hope to go back to Salem one of these days. It's probably the most interesting place I've ever visited. And next time I go there, I hope to see more and actually get more pictures of everything. I'd even like to live there one day. ^_^ Too bad it's so close to that damned bastard... -_- But that'd probably be it's only problem as far as I've seen.

::sighs:: I really need to get on the upstairs computer so I can send those pictures to Crawler, but I don't have a chance of doing this unless I get up during the day. Which I guess I will eventually because I doubt my mum will let me keep these hours during the weekend. I will no doubt be woken for dinner. Oh well, by the weekend I'll have caught up on my sleep. I wonder if mum would take me out to a bookstore. I really need to get out of this house soon. I'll start to go stir crazy. ^_^

Well, that's all for now. Later!

::sighs:: I really do love Salem. Hope to go back there eventually, but I don't know when. Even if HAX is there. ::laughs:: He just better hope he doesn't piss me off before I come there. ^_^

Wanna go home now?