November 5, 2003 10:01:05 AM (EST)

::growls:: Dammit all to hell...

I must like screwing myself over. -_-; I forgot to set the tape last night to tape 'The Pretender'. And guess what time I choose to wake up and remember this. 8:46. 46 minutes into the show. URGH..... So I'm left with a few options. But that still doesn't make me feel better. Not until I have everything figured out and I'm sure that I can get this missing episode.

...god I hate getting up so early. I've tried getting back into my old sleeping habit, but so far with no luck whatsoever. I stayed up until about midnight last night and I still manage to get up at this horrible freaking hour. So it may be quite sometime before I get back into my strange hours.

::sighs:: Another bad side to this hours thing is that I have to see my mum and dad more often. Not too bad if dad wouldn't start harping at me about getting a job. So he does the dumb thing and gives me an ultimatum... if he knew me at all, he'd know that I get pissed off at those and don't do anything. ::glares:: Can't make me do anything I'm not ready or willing to do. And by my procrastination it should be obvious that I'm not ready. (I'm quite willing I suppose.)

I think sometime this week (think being the operative word there) that I'll be getting another permit. It just depends on mum and when she wants to go get it. Which sucks since I wanted to drive Sunday too... -_-

Anyways, I haven't had my away message off in a long time. Mostly because I hadn't felt the need to get into meaningless conversation. Hikaru is the only one who I don't run out of things to say too... Though I don't know what's brought on this even less anti-socialness then usual. Guess it's just my mood being effected by all this shit. Hopefully it'll clear up soon and leave me the fuck alone.

I need to start working on that pile of anime I have waiting for me. -_-; I just haven't found the time of late with these weird hours and all to watch them. Especially when I'm trying to finish the book of air. Which is being to freak me out in a way... she's taking a horribly creepy route with this last book and it's making me think too hard... (lucky enough my head doesn't seem to hurt, yet... -_-;)

Well, that's all I feel like writing for now... I have other stuff to do.

…no comment. -_-

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