December 7, 2002 5:48:23 PM (EST)

Finally Awake... :)

For the last few days I don't think I've really been awake... I've been constantly in bad moods... I've just did what I had to do... a routine... all auto pilot... I always come up with the weirdest things when I'm like this.., that's where I got the reincarnation thing... I just stare into space and strange and very true ideas.

I feel somewhat better this morning... but I'm still tired... I could be on the road to a serious breakdown soon... I tend to keep those down to about one a year... sometimes I don't even have them... but if I don't get out of this semester soon... I don't know... My 1st/2nd hour teacher is driving me crazy... I couldn't stand being in 3rd hour for the last couple of days so me and Jenn skipped... 4th hour is about the only hour I can stand to go to... but by the time I got to that hour I've already about had it with school... Ugh... I gotta stop thinking about it..

I went and updated my theory of reincarnation... I forgot to mention bisexuals... so quick change and all done... ::nods and moves on::

I've been watching old movies lately... very weird... Last night after I got offline I watched this Sinbad movie... My mom tried to turn the channel and I told her to turn it back... so that was my decision... and earlier I watched this movie called Donovan's Reef... I've seen it before because my dad watches a lot of John Wayne movies... but it seems strange to me that I'm watching these movies and not running away in horror... well... I guess it's just the weird mood I'm in...

Another thing that bothered me this morning when I woke up... it's very weird... When I sleep on my back I it feels like my body falls asleep... sort of like when you sit too long in one position and your foot falls asleep... and I can't move at all... I may be awake... but I can't do anything... it also feels like I can't talk, like I'm just a mind in an empty shell... I really don't like this... so I tend to sleep on my side or on my belly... ugh...

And my arm hurts... I screwed it up last night... probably by pulling a muscle or something... so it hurts right now... not in an uncomfortable way... just the type of pain I like... I can move it... and be somewhat comfortable with it... that type of pain I don't mind at all... what I don't like is when I pull a muscle in my leg... that hurts like a freaking bitch... don't like that at all... O.o...

Right now I'm working on my crap for Environmental Science... it's going as well as can be expected... a lot more to do... so little freaking time... ah well... I don't care either way... :)

I'm done for now...

Uhm... no comment...

Wanna go home now?