October 29, 2002 2:11:59 PM (EST)

College

I really don't understand it... it's my decision whether or not to go to college... no one else's... so why is one of my friends jumping all over me and saying I will go as if she can control my life.

Sure, she's my friend and I love her, but I'm not going to be pushed into something I don't wanna do... and college is something I don't want to do... I don't even really know what I want to do... so trying to make me do it... will just push me in the other direction...

I just wish she'd stop trying to push her beliefs on me... just because she thinks everyone should go to college, doesn't mean I do... I think people should follow their heart... if they know they won't be happy... then don't do it... your life will be a whole lot better for it... despite all the nagging that you'll receive... :)

At least Hikaru-chan understands... which is good since we'll be living with one another... :) Well besides that... a pretty uneventful day... so see ya!

Yes, I still don't wanna go. Can't make me! :P! That third paragraph though, it sounds so sappy and sentimental. -_-

Wanna go home now?