January 25, 2003 6:50:50 PM (EST)

Chicken Blood... Barf

Let's just say, I won't be eating chicken, perhaps any poultry, for at least a few more days. This happened yesterday, after getting offline. Dad had been making dinner while I was upstairs. It turned out to be this fucked up chicken, I think thighs, and four cheese rice. I ate the breading of the chicken, only finding it nastier as I got closer to the dark, bleeding chicken meat. To say the least, I couldn't eat it. So I proceeded to stab it until dad said it was ok that I didn't eat it. I decided to turn it into some weird concoction that I usually do with left-over or unwanted food.

I began cutting it, but the chicken kept bleeding and making me wanna puke, so I stopped. I then cut the meat off the bone and fed it to the dying mutt in the backyard. I can't tell you how much that sickened me. So the rest of the night was spent watching stuff on HGTV (home and garden, so basically design shows.) and bending parts for dad. I needs money. I'm thinking about pre-ordering the second G-Gundam box set. It comes out the day after my birthday. Not to mention I want to order the graphic novel. So... I'll print up the order form and see how much more I'll need to make. hopefully, not too much more. ::curses angrily:: The damn graphic novel won't come out until all of the series is out on DVD. That pisses me off. So... I'll have to find something else to order. ::evil grin::

Anyway, today, got up around noon. Had lunch and then went out to the library. Found that they're book store was closed, then went home. Where I've been bending parts and watching TV. ::evil grin:: I was watching G Gundam. I have to say that I love that series. I love's it a lot! :) Then mom started dinner. Turkey, green beans, baked potatoes, and dinner rolls. To say the least, I stayed far away from the turkey. Then I grabbed an orange juice and got online. No one's on! Damn... no on to talk too... Ah well... back to fiendishly plotting on how to spend my money.

The thought of that chicken still makes me sick. I haven't eaten chicken or turkey with bones in it since. I just can't do it. It's just too sickening to me.

Wanna go home now?