March 10, 2003 4:17:45 PM (EST)

GOD DAMN ANTS

Why the hell does one freaking insect or another invade my house? First it was moths, then it was lady bugs, then those damn sun bugs, and now it's the god damn freaking ants! What the fucking hell is up with that shit!?!!! I kill like 20 of them a day and another 50 billion take their place. I'm sitting on the couch watching TV and I feel like I'm being surrounded by god damn anty bastards!! What the hell is up with this shit?! Ok… I think I'm done with that for now... but my skin still feels all creepy... urgh... I hate bugs...

To change the topic... here is what I was writing during my 4th hour today when I was learning jack shit and was getting an attitude problem with my student teacher... :

I AM NOT REALLY HERE. I AM OBLIVIOUS TO YOU AND YOUR TEACHINGS. I AM NOT HERE TO LEARN, I AM HERE TO STARE BLANKLY AT THE WALLS. I AM CONFUSED AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. MY HEAD IS EMPTY AND ALL YOU SAY GOES IN ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER. I'M RUBBER AND YOU'RE GLUE, WHATEVER YOU SAY BOUNCES OFF ME AND STICKS TO YOU. YOUR WORDS MAKE NO SENSE, I AM LEARNING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AND THAT IS A WASTE OF GOOD TAXPAYER'S MONEY. I'M SURPRISED THAT THE CLASS ISN'T ONE MASS SUICIDE. MY HEAD HURTS NOW, HOW YOU CAN HURT AN EMPTY SHELL, I DON'T KNOW HOW, BUT IT'S TRUE. I WANT TO BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER HEAR THE DRIBBLE COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. WHEN HAS THERE BECOME A LIMIT ON HOW MUCH A STUDENT CAN ASK A TEACHER FOR HELP? LAZY BASTARDS! THE AMOUNT OF STUPIDITY IN FRONT AND SLANTING RIGHT OF ME IS BOTH SHOCKING AND NOT SHOCKING. I THINK IT'S BECAUSE OF THE LACK OF A TEACHER IN HERE.

That was all I wrote about my dumbass student teacher... but I have plenty of opinions about his dumbass. That's all for now...

::laughs evilly:: I come up with the funniest things when I'm pissed off at someone or something. Too bad I didn't feel the same way one Gaddis actually began teaching. I ended up missing the dumbness of the student teacher. -_-

Wanna go home now?