May 6, 2003 1:27:16 PM (EST)

::bangs head against desk::

You know, I am a fucking idiot.... It's just that simple... you'd think I could just think things through and do what's best for me. But no, I can't... because I'm just that fucking stupid. I've been berating myself over not taking the AP test since yesterday.

I've calmed down since, but not much. Maybe I should just go finish cleaning my room, that helps... unless those damn Jostens people don't send me my crap... Assholes... they better send me my necklace! I'll kill! I'll tear out there insides and feed it to my kitty! O.O

I end up regretting so many decisions… -_-
Hmm… feed their insides to my kitty. I sound sort of pirate-like. "Argh me matey, I'll tear your gizzard out and feed it to my kitty." ;)

Wanna go home now?