May 27, 2003 1:23:20 PM (EST)

Ugh...

You know, even though I didn't like my grandma in the least, I'm still sad. I think it's mostly death in general. I fear it, and it saddens me to see it happen to someone who is close to me in one way or the other. My grandma is and always will be the one person who I hated in my life. Extreme hate or love, either way I felt something for her, so my mood has changed drastically.

So now I have to find some way to get everyone to let me go early. I don't think I'll have any trouble passing Gaddis' final, and if they know why I need to go, the counselor's will let me go. And I think the final for 2nd hour is Thursday. The problem is Seidl. I don't know how he exactly feels about people dying and all, but I'll talk to him tomorrow.

I need to make a list of things I need to do before I go... Too many really... Sigh... By the way Hikaru-chan, about your entry... I don't think that'd I'd kill myself... because frankly I don't have the guts to, but I think mentally I wouldn't make it... ::insert picture of vegetable Deb in mental hospital right here:: Which isn't good either... but just so you know...

Anyways back to that damn paper...

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