I got dressed, had breakfast, and went to school... School... well... I guess you can just say it was the same as usual. Boring... took a test... blah... the same...
Left school... and now here I am... I doubt this is going to be a very long entry... I'm just a tad bit tired at the moment... if I hadn't had to go to school... I doubt that I'd be tired at the moment...
They're starting up blood drives at school. I heard my 4th hour teacher talking about how you can save three lives... Frankly... not to sound heartless... but I sort of am anyway... Fuck that... I don't care if I save one life... I'm not getting some god damn needle sticked in because people are dying... and most of those people... they don't even deserve it... If I didn't have to get a needle in my arm... sure I might find a piece of my conscious...
It's just too bad that I lost it some time ago... I don't even really know if I ever had one... I don't want one either... I don't want to be one of those people who go around worrying about every living being on this planet... I have enough shit to worry about without having to bother about people I don't even know in say... Russia... Maybe if I go there someday... I might give a damn... I barely give a damn about people around here, there are few who don't piss me off on a daily basis... (You're lucky Hikaru-chan... you're one of the few... :)
I don't understand myself half the time... but most of the time it's crystal clear... I'm just not a freaking people person... I got go around being happy go lucky with all this people who don't mean a damn to me... It's just not the person I am...
Once I was working in the counseling office because I had no class.. they told me what I wanted to do with my life... I told them that I didn't want a job where I had to deal with people... I just can't do that... They laughed and said that wasn't possible... Fuck that... if I want to find one like that... I will...
I'm going shut up now... Getting riled up isn't good for me... I think too much at times... and it hurts... :P
::laughs evilly:: I'm so mean to Russia. They haven't done anything to me. Though I really do doubt I'll go there. Much rather go where members of SB are so that I can stalk them. ;)