My Evils

I'm always so insensative
and selfish as can be
and I just don't understand
how that side of me you can't see
because I keep them locked away
the bad things deep inside
you only see the good in me
the rest I always hide
You should know me for what I am
I should not have you fooled
I am not always what I seem
I'm selfish, mean and rude

I wish you could know what I'm really like but I always hide my evils from the world.
This poem was written a while ago... I've since exposed my darker side to Kya,
Damn me for it.