Washed Up

Tortured, tormented and burning inside
these are the feelings that I cannot hide
I've thrown all of my cares away
I've swallowed all my pride
I've done my best to make things right
believe me I tried
I've gone to bed so many nights
so sad that I cried
I've felt so bad so many times
I'd wished that I died
I told you that I loved you so
and I never lied
there have been times I felt so high
that I could have flied
but now I feel that I have been washed up by the tide