| Chapter 3 Dear Brian, I’m sorry. Tell the guys and Julie that I love them. Ya’ll are my family. I couldn’t take it anymore though. Two weeks today. Two weeks that she’s been gone. It was my fault. I didn’t protect her like I said I would. Her love was an addiction. I can’t live without it. I need more. It was an addiction that killed her. The obsession of another. And now it’s an addiction that’s killing me, my addiction for her love. I’ve heard that suicides go to hell, but even if that’s true, I know Codi will come for me. Nothing even as horrible as hell could ever keep us apart. She’ll come for me, I know she will. I lover her, she loves me. We were meant to be together. All of eternity is ours. An eternity for our love. Again, I’m sorry. You know what to tell my family. Brian, we will always be brothers. I will be waiting for all of ya’ll on the other side. Always and forever, Nick. |