"Wake up sleepy head," he whispered in his ear.
"Hey baby," Nathan say, looking up at his lover.
"How do you feel?" Taker ask, looking at the angry welts on his back.
"I'm fine baby, don't worry about me I'm a survivor," Nathan answer, walking slowly to the bathroom.
Taker follow him, he stand in the doorway looking at Nathan, he fight back his tears as he watch Nathan shaking in pain as he take his pills. Taker goes back to the bedroom. He can hold back his tears anymore, he goes sit on the couch.
Nathan come back to the bedroom, he see Taker sitting on the couch his face in his hands and by the way his shoulders we're shaking he was obvious that he was crying.
"What's wrong baby?" he ask, sitting next to his lover, putting his arms around him.
"Nothing," Taker say, wiping ears off his face.
"As anybody ever tell you that you're a bad liar, tell me baby what's wrong?" Nathan insisting his head on Taker's shoulders.
"Well baby, if you must know, it's you I'm worried about," Taker say, looking at him.
"What do you mean?' Nathan ask, looking at Taker, surprise that somebody would actually worry about him.
"I hate it when I get up the morning after we made love, you're in pain, you can hardly walk. Tell me baby what made you this way, I would love it so much if I could hold you after we make love," Taker say, taking his hand.
"You really want to know, I just hope you will still want me after I tell you," Nathan say, tears running down his face.
"Baby there is nothing you can tell me that would change the way I feel about you," Taker say, pulling him against his chest and taking his lips for a sweet kiss.
"OK if you're sure you want to know," Nathan say, looking up at Taker with fear in his eyes.
"Talk to me baby," Taker say softly in his ear.
"You know that I was in prison when I was younger, I got arrested for armed robbery, I was sixteen but I was sent to an adult prison. I was there for only a few weeks when one of the inmate corner me in the shower, he raped me while his buddies watch and laugh, even the guards turned away when it happened. After that every night before lock down he came to my cell and raped me again and again. He even manage, I don't know how, to have me transferred to his cell, I became his cell mate, he raped me and torture me every day. I was a child, I was sixteen and all the sexual education I ever had was in that prison, I don't know any other way," Nathan say crying.
Taker hold on to him tightly, tears running down his face. Nathan look up at him, he can't believe that Taker his actually cry for him, for the first time in his life, somebody care enough to cry for him.
"Please baby, don't cry, I'm not worth your tears," he say, looking up at the man he love.
Nathan get a little scared when he feel Taker tense with anger.
"Don't ever say that again baby, you are worth my tears, my love and everything that's good in life and I will prove you," Taker say, looking down at his baby with nothing but love in his eyes.
Nathan start crying again, he sobs Taker's arms.
"Please...teach...me?" he manage to say between heart wrenching sobs.
"Of course I will, I promise, you will learn how to love," Taker say, holding on to him tightly.
Nathan cry himself to sleep, Taker hold on to him, looking down at his baby, he wish he had known Nathan back then, maybe he would have been able to keep him safe, to teach him that real love doesn't have to be painful look down at Nathan sleeping in his arms, he swear to himself that as long as he's around he would never be hurt again.
An hour later, Nathan begin to stir, he wonder what kind of strange pillow he's sleeping on, he feel his pillow move and he get a smile on his face as he realize that it's Taker's chest and not a pillow he was sleeping on.
"Hey baby," he say, pushing himself up.
"How about some breakfast sweetness?" Taker ask, smiling at his baby.
"What do you want to eat?" Taker ask, smiling.
"Anything will be fine, surprise me," Nathan say, with a little laugh. " Do you need help?'
"It's all right thanks, stay here and rest, I'll be right back," Taker say, giving him a sweet kiss on the lips.
Nathan walk to the bed, he lay down on the bed, hugging Taker's pillow, he fall asleep smiling as the faint smell of Taker's shampoo reach his nose.
A little while later, Taker come back to the bedroom with a tray full of food, he made eggs, ham toasts and coffee, he put the tray down on the table. He smile ast assit next to his sleeping young lover, he kiss the back of his neck gently, Nathan shiver in response, he open his eyes, smiling at the man he love more then anyone he has ever love.
"Breakfast his ready," Taker say, smiling
Nathan put his arms around Taker's neck pulling his head down for a long, lingering kiss, they break the kiss when they are both in danger of suffocating, their breath coming in short gasp.
"Breakfast is getting cold," Taker say, helping his baby off the bed.
They sit on the couch and eat their breakfast, Taker look at Nathan, he look like the weight of the world has been lifted off his shoulders. They finish eating, Nathan pick up the plate, putting them back on the tray.
"I'm going to clean these up, you relax I'll be right back," Nathan say, winking at Taker as he leave the room.
Taker take the TV remote, he channel surf for a few minutes, he turn it off when he find nothing good to watch, he goes out to the balcony, it's a beautiful day. That give him an idea, Nathan's lesson in love are going to start this afternoon. He head for the bathroom, he take a quick shower and get dress, Nathan walk in as he finish dressing.
"Go take a shower and get dress baby, I'm taking you out later," Taker say, smiling at his baby
Nathan smile back at him as he head for the bathroom. In the mean time, Taker goes to the kitchen and prepare a picnic lunch for them, he goes to the garage, he place a blanket and their lunch in the bag on the Harley.
He goes back to the bedroom, he put a little tube of lube in his jeans pocket as Nathan come out of the bathroom fully dress.
"Ready to go sweetness?" Taker ask, smiling at him.
"Yeah, I'm ready," Nathan answer, taking Taker's hand in his.
They head for the garage, Nathan sit on the back of the Harley, he put his arms around Taker's waist, resting his head on Taker's back, still finding the smell of his lover intoxicating. He come back to reality when the bike stop. He look around the little clearing surrounded by beautiful mature trees.
"This place his beautiful, is it part of your property Nathan ask, smiling from ear to ear.
"Yes baby it is," Taker answer, kissing his baby gently.
Taker place the blanket on the ground, he sit down pulling Nathan down with him gently. They kiss, a long passionate, that leave them both breathless.
"I love you so much baby," Nathan say, looking straight in Taker's eyes.
"I love you too," Taker reply, rubbing his back gently.
Nathan look up at Taker, his eyes full of hope.
"Teach me baby, make love to me," he say, holding on to Taker tightly
Taker doesn’t answer but he gently tug his shirt out of his jeans, pushing it over his head. He push Nathan down on the blanket ,along his jaw line down to his neck, he smile as he feel Nathan's heartbeat on his lips as he kiss his pulse point Nathan can help the moan that escape his lips at the feeling of Taker's on his heated flesh. Taker kiss down to his nipples, he suck on them gently turning them into hard little nubs.
"Take me baby please," Nathan beg, his body arching off the blanket.
"Not yet baby," Taker answer, pushing him down on the blanket gently.
He stick his tongue in his navel wiggling it around, sending bolts of pleasure shooting up his body. Nathan purr like a kitten, hearing sound coming from himself that he never heard before.
Taker unzip his jeans sliding them off slowly. Nathan sigh in relief as his hard shaft spring free from it's denim prison.
"One of us his wearing to much clothes baby," Nathan moan, looking up at his still fully dress lover.
"Undress me then baby," Taker answer, caressing his lover's hips and thighs
Nathan sit up, he tug the shirt out of Taker's jean pushing it over his head, he kiss every inch of new skin that come into view. Nathan unzip Taker's jeans pushing them down, he stand up and take them off.
"Get on your hands and knees baby please?" Taker ask, caressing his baby's chest
"Why?" Nathan ask, a little worried about what he would do to him.
"Do it baby, I promise it won't hurt, I can even promise that you will enjoy it a lot,"
Nathan does as Taker ask, he get on his hands and knees. Taker kneel behind him massaging his butt gently. He spread his butt gently, smiling when the air hit Nathan's pink entrance causing him to shiver.
"Want me to kiss it baby, to make it feel even better?" Taker ask, his breath hitting Nathan's quivering entrance.
"Please baby, do it, make it feel good," Nathan answer, a pleading tone in his voice.
Taker wet his lips, pressing them lightly on the ring of muscles at Nathan's entrance. Nathan moan, pushing his behind against Taker's face wanting more.
"How about a French kiss baby," Taker ask, letting his breath it Nathan's entrance.
Nathan nod emphatically, to caught in his pleasure to speak. Taker press his tongue pass the ring of muscles at his entrance. He push his tongue inside of him as far as it would go, wiggling it around. Nathan purr like a kitten, he hear sounds coming from himself that he never heard before. Taker remove his tongue from him.
"Get on your back baby," Taker say, kneading his ass gently.
Nathan lay down on his back spreading his legs apart as far as they would go. Taker smile, taking Nathan's manhood in his hands, Nathan yelp as Taker lick the pre-cum that was pooling at the tip, he take the head of his shaft in his mouth, sucking on it gently. Nathan moan, becoming light headed with all the new feelings he was experiencing.
"Oh baby that feel so good, don't stop please don't stop," Nathan beg, looking up at his huge lover.
Taker take Nathan's shaft completely in his mouth, sucking on it hard, gently kneading his balls in his hand at the same time.
"Oh God, I'm coming," Nathan scream, his body stiffening.
He begin to spurt, he come longer and harder then he ever had before, Taker swallow it all refusing to lose even a drop of Nathan's sweet nectar.
Taker lay down next to Nathan, holding on to him until his breathing come back to normal. Nathan look up at his lover with a little sadness in his eyes.
"What's wrong sweetness?" Taker ask, rubbing his baby's neck and shoulders.
"It's too soon, I don't want it to be over, it felt so good," Nathan say in a sad voice.
Taker smile, taking Nathan's hand, he guide it slowly to his hard manhood. Nathan get a big smile on his face that it's not over. Taker push him back down on the blanket, smiling at his baby, he grab his jeans getting the lube out of his pocket.
"No need for that baby, I don't need lube," Nathan moan.
"You're getting it anyway," Taker say, kissing him on the neck.
Taker put some lube on his fingers, looking down at his beautiful lover. He nudge his lover's legs apart , making himself right at home between them., he rub one of his lube finger in the crack of his ass, pressing the tip against Nathan's entrance. Nathan gasp at the gentleness, the lack of pain he never felt before. Taker work his finger in and out slowly, hitting his sweet spot every time. Taker feels Nathan relax around his finger, he push a second one in slowly, using a scissor motion to stretch him open.
"Take me baby, I want to have you inside of me," Nathan beg, a pleading tone in his voice.
Nathan grow at the feeling of emptiness he's left with when Taker remove his fingers, Taker quickly lube his cock.
"Take me baby, please I need you," Nathan beg in need.
"I've got you baby, don't worry," Taker say, pushing the head of his shaft inside of Nathan.
Nathan moan, the pain free feeling incredible, he buck his hips forward, wanting more. Taker push himself completely inside of him, thrusting in and out ever so slowly, hitting Nathan's sweet spot with every thrust.
"Harder baby, please harder," Nathan moan, a look of pure pleasure on his face.
Taker thrust faster, looking down at his baby, the thin layer of sweat covering his face and torso and the look of pure pleasure on his face, Taker can't help but think that he's a lucky man to have Nathan in his life.
"Make...come... need...to...come," Nathan moan, almost incoherent with the pleasure he was experiencing for the first time.
Taker put some lube in his hand, taking Nathan's shaft he begin to stroke it in rhythm with his thrusts. Nathan let out a roar as he begin to spurt, his body arching off the blanket, his abundant release overflowing Taker's hand and landing on his own belly. Taker thrust into him one more time very hard.
"I'm coming," he scream, his body stiffening, as he feel Nathan's muscles contracting around his manhood.
He come long and hard filling his lover with his seed with spurt after spurt that he thought would never end. He collapse on top of Nathan, resting some of his weight on his forearms he remain inside of Nathan, feeling his muscles milking him gently. A few minutes later, he remove himself from Nathan, pulling him against his chest as he roll on his back on the blanket.
Nathan look at Taker and he can't hold it anymore, he start to sob hiding his face on Taker's chest.
"What's wrong baby?" Taker ask, rubbing his back soothingly.
"Nothing, those are happy tears, I never knew that making love could feel so good, so painless, thank you baby," Nathan say, looking up at Taker, his big blue eyes still full of tears.
"You're welcome baby, so now you believe me?" Taker ask, wiping the tears off his baby's face with the tips of his fingers.
"How can I not believe you, you just proved to me," Nathan say, looking up at Taker, his eyelashes still shinning with tears.
Taker take Nathan's lips for a sweet kiss.
"Are you hungry baby?" Taker ask, looking in his baby's eyes.
"Yes, I'm starving," Nathan answer, looking at his huge lover.
Taker get up and he get their lunch from the bag on the motorcycle, he feed his baby some of the cheese he brought, they eat their sandwiches, he hand Nathan a can of beer and he open his own. This sit there for a while just happy to be together, the sun begin to slowly go down and Taker feel Nathan shivering in his arms.
"Let's get dress, it's starting to get cold," Taker say, pushing Nathan up.
They laugh and they pick up their clothes that are all over the place and they get dress, they also pick the left over from their lunch putting back in the bag on the Harley.
"Do you want to go home baby?" Taker ask
"No please let's stay a little while longer," Nathan say smiling at his lover
They sit back down on the blanket, Taker pull Nathan against him, his back against his chest, they watch the sun go down.
"Let's go home baby," Taker say, pushing Nathan up
They ride home, Nathan enjoy the ride, the wind in his face, holding on to Taker inhaling the intoxicating smell of the man he love more then anything in the world. When they arrive home, they decide to go for a swim, they don't bother with swim trunk, Nathan dive in the pool while Taker stand at pool side admiring Nathan's beautiful body, he dive in, grabbing Nathan by the waist, they swim around , kissing and laughing.
"Are you hungry baby?" Nathan ask, looking at Taker
"Starving, let's go make diner," Taker answer, getting out of the pool.
They dry each other with a big fluffy towel, they put their clothes on walking to the kitchen. They make themselves a light diner.
"Let's go to bed," Taker say as he put the last pan in the cupboard
"OK old ma," Nathan answer, kiddingly
"Watch who your calling old," Taker say, chasing his young lover out of the room
They run up the stairs to their bedroom, falling on the bed, laughing and little bit out of breath. They shed their clothes and quickly slide into bed, Taker pull Nathan against him, holding him tightly.
"Taker can I ask you something?" Nathan ask,, looking up at him.
"Sure baby, anything," Taker answer, looking in his baby's deep blue eyes.
"Now that I know that love doesn't have to hurt, every once in a while can we go to the basement just for fun?" Nathan ask, tensing up waiting for Taker's anger.
A Nathan great surprise the anger never come, Taker laugh holding on to him a little tighter.
"Of course baby we will, but instead of being the normal thing for us it's going to be only for special occasions," Taker say, kissing Nathan on the forehead.
Nathan sigh in relief, he was afraid that Taker would be angry if he ask but he realize that Taker love pain as much as he does but not all the time, and it's something he could get use to.
"I love you baby," Taker say, smiling at Nathan.
"I love you too," Nathan reply in a sleepy voice.
Taker hold on to his baby as they both fall asleep.
