Ive been sittin here
tryin to find myself
i get behind myself
i need to rewind myself
lookin for the payback
listen for the playback
they say that everyman bleeds just like me
and i feel like number 1
yet im last in line
i watch my youngest son
and it helps to past the time
i take to many pills it helps to ease the pain
made a couple of dollar bills
still i feel the same
everybody knows my name
they say it way out loud
a lot of folks fuck with me
its hard to hang out in a crowd

i guess thats the price you pay
to be some big shot like i am


still i cant find love

and when the walls come tumbling down
i will always be around

yeah
as it ..hey

and when the walls come tumbling down
i will always be around

People dont know about the things i  say and do
they dont understand about the shit that ive been through
its been so long since ive been home
ive been gone ive been gone for way too long
maybe i forgot all the things i miss
oh somehow i know theres more to life than this
i said it too many times and i still stand firm
you get what you put it
and people get what they deserve
still i aint seen mine
no i aint seen mine
ive been giving just aint been gettin
ive been walkin that there line
so i think ill keep walkin with my head held high
ill keep movin on if only god knows why
only god only god
only god knows why
only god knows why why why
only god knows why
take me to the river edge
take me to the river hey hey hey