October 8, 2006
I want to murder my World Issues teacher. Our latest test was absolutely inconceivably unfair in content. The designated chapter for the test was 'Hunger' and 'Agricultural Development' yet 50% of the test was on stuff we hadn't even formally discussed or studied, i.e. Iraq war, climate change, NGOs, etc. I think it is more than fair to say I pay attention in class; I've proven myself by getting a 98% on both my big Catherine II project and first West & the World test. So, it isn't that I haven't studied, haven't taken excessive notes on everything he's fucking said, etc. ... What the fuck is his fucking goddamn problem? I'm gonna get a fucking 65 at best on this fucking test.

And now I have no alternative options for schooling: Virtual School and Night School applications were due a month ago. I need these four credits. And I'm not gonna let this fucking freak demon shit on my fucking goals with his fucking bullshit. I won't be able to look him in the eye anymore: I won't be able to restrain myself around this fucking apathetic cunt-faced asshole. And if you think I hate this jerk, ask the rest of his students. Fuck, I could start a fucking mutiny against this dickless fuck.

Sean's (a.k.a. Fuckface) Marking Scheme
[Answer] Bt-crops emit a toxin which repels certain insects and pests but is harmless to non-threatening insects, animals and humans.
[Sean] Why are they crops?
[Answer] Because people need to eat, you fucking blunt shaft.
[Sean] Why do people need to eat?
[Answer] They will DIE moron!
[Sean] Why will they die?
[Answer] Because there is a continuous loss of fat and muscle that the body breaks down for energy. This leaves the individual susceptible to diseases which are fatal when the body is weak enough.
[Sean] But why?
[Answer] *defeated whimper*
[MARK] F-

Fuck you dickface, I hope you choke on your genetically-modified Thanksgiving turkey.

Shifting my anger, people are really fucking pissing me off lately. I can't fucking depend on anyone. All my "contacts" at City School are either irresponsible, stuck-up, selfish, bitchy, apathetic or lazy. I can only trust myself. Fuck everybody. Smaller schools mean bigger cliques, that currently consist of: granolas, fags/fag-hags, druggies, sluts, indies, all-around snobs, political junkies, etc. I eat alone, I sit alone, and I don't give a fuck. Why would I want to talk to these fucking bozos who'll only give me the time of day if they think it will constitute a community service minute. Fuck, City School pisses me off. What a fucking pig sty. It's like fucking Linden all over again. Fuck me. I should've learned my goddamned lesson the first fucking time. Alternative schooling is hypocritical bullshit. Fuck it.

Christ, I'm still angry. I took the time to write this specifically to let out some steam in a form of catharsis, yet all its done is accumulate whatever anger I'd forgotten about. Fuck, I have fucking work to do, dammit! Fuck... Well, schooling ends February 5, 2007, if not earlier. I will be counting the fucking milliseconds.



June 3rd, 2006
I find blogs painfully tedious and tremendously sef-indulgent to write, so it's difficult for me to keep on producing pointless entry after entry. Afterall, who the hell visits this thing besides me? Well, other than trying to shell out projects at school for extra marks and putting off preparing myself to study for exams (all 2 of them), I've been job-hunting. Being the misanthropic, lazy, weak, and 35 wpm typer that I am, it's hard to find good-paying jobs that don't involve people, computer work, work and general interaction with people. I'm still lookng, so, if anyone has any ideas, feel free to let me know. If you're a seedy pervert, don't even think about recommending that I try escorting or freelance massage therapy or whatever euphemisms there are for prostitution. They all involve working with people.