010906(Day148)
go without notice,wash up,one person at home,board and cup and knife are already there!breakfast!young people need to think big!pc time!out to field,feed the horse,animal are nice,to the centre for ice-cream,bring camera to just outside of the house,little boy climb tree,small business on the tree,naugthy!cycle up and down the ave!then verena cycle back,prepare lunch,pizza and soup!nice one!try out skype,the sound qulity not very good,father is back,still abit not in good mode!bring some carrot to the field again,the horse love them,but the sheep prefer grass!dinner time,julia sister visit for info about her trip,some tip,then chit chat in the kitchen after dinner,some hamgurg and soup!too full to move around,lay on the carpet after good night!mother tire,she was driving the whole day,the uncle funeral!her young photos,quite tire!
020906(Day149)
slack on the bed for long,singapore tour guide book,wash up and breakfast,father already in the garden,covering the hole,then deutsch in the garden,recording,waether abit hot!,mother go out for shopping,will be currywurst!some lavander from father,smell good,pc time!verena prepare some more deutsch!lunch!home work and some deutsch on the carpet,not finish,casanova..haha...,verena collect some flower from garden,skype test to tommy,to grandma house to thank her for the soup,parent out for theatre show in the town,drive to birthday party,a hall with rock and roll music,outside is dark,tonight is not cold,abit rain,drive home,not very active,perhap abit tire.parent still not home,have chinese tea and cheese cake in the living room,on the sofa,very nice evening,comfortsofa,comfortblanket,comfortshoudler!parent back,chit chat and some cracker,they seem tire!saw them in tv,recorded long time ago,few strange question from father and mother!strange parent!dun worry!then check out train timing,google map,swimming pool and house!hitch hike will be sleeping outside,dun want!quailty time!until almost 3am,10 second to fall asleep!verena say!
030906(Day150)
day150th,today weather cloudy and rainny!wake up pretty late,last night good rest,blanket some time pull too much!without wash up,go down to have breakfast,auntie visit,sit together in the living room,try to catch their speech!slack on the bed,listen to record blr...... in the record,and song!ymca!emotion is suck!too late to wash up!then check out train timing again!google map to parent also!addicted to spider solitire!crazy!miss lunch!
so eine scheisse
good sentence!
cycle out to bahnhof to check ticket,video shop for terminal,sun come out,cloudy move fast in the sky,watch the show,father and verena disagreement!then have dinner,curry chicken filet and the left over soup two day ago,last chance for request lunch tomorrow!spec then!ice-cream after dinner,good night to parent,chit chat on the bed,slack like hell!
040906(Day151)
wake up at 1030,quite late,mother call from downstair to see i am wake up,she is cycle to the town!will be back at 1200,then have breakfast,bread with chocolate many many!walk out to the wald for photo taking,strong wind,the crazy dog at the corner finally come up and bark......!one kick die...!back to home,mother also back soon!packt die tasch!come down for lunch,specgatite and egg-like thing,sause,curry chicken filet,ice-cream cake!some deutsch some mother,verena drive back from school,mother go for work!schönes paar!rest for a while,and the mirror,cycle out for dvd return and buy thing,mail also!see father just come in the house,little verena just around the corner for lesson!quite windy,road work at the town,kann ich habe....in the shop!still feel full from lunch!father gardening at the front door and open the door for me! alot of preparation for tomorrow bread,apple,apple juice.....,then dinner,have chocolate and ice-cream after that,sit long,chit chat also,then go up and prepare the present,hide it behind a cusion in living room,some apple juice,father settle,mother bring a box of cookie,ask me to choose them,then she give me everything,present for me also from father and mother!mother tear down,she was touched,give them the photo and frame,sentimental moment,mother prepare some honey for my brother!what a wonderful stay in visselövede!
thank father,for all the chit chat session and hospitality!
thank mother,for all the good food and take good care of me!
thank verena!so many priceless moment!
thank grandma and sister, for all the wednesday soup and canndies!
thank kathrin and jan,for the surprise arrangment and hospitality!
thank indorf family for all the good memory!
chit chat with father,shake hand with parent and say good bye,back to room,pack bag!take some kid photo!cute!can't fall asleep,diary!

please take good care of what i have left behind!
i will take good care of what i will bring along!
050906(Day152)
morning very tire,5 min and 5 min.....take shower,and pack bag,outside still dark,go down to prepare breakfast,one toast over toasted!then make bread for the journey,still have time to slack on the carpet,then drive off to pick julia up and other school mate up,to the school,they go for lesson,i walk to train station,morning air very cold,and fresh!sun rise is nice!got the ticket and walk back to school!see conrad,julia come and good bye hug!then drive to verena!not much time left!standing on the platform and under the sun,the body is so warm!sad feeling!hop on the train,take good care my lady!the return is surprise!last minute gentle!train move off!to verden,10min time for transit!then to hannover,have fruit and chocolate bread on train,walk out the city for a while,the bag is too heavy to carry on,to book store to read book,then train to göttingen!buy ticket at office,book store again!then to breba and fulda and finally frankfurt!
reach Frankfurt main train station,still early,a Chinese girl just arrived with overloaded belongings, typical asian minded,European dun live behind the mood,she ask for help to bring them to the platform, tell her some info about germany,it remind me the first day in germany,walk around the train station,not much thing,then s-bahn to airport,free internet access is full,to the terminal,still very early,5 hours to go, have macdonald,change to Bermuda,slipper,feel good! Check in,long queue,r sit,Sky train back to main hall,book shop,internet,back to terminal 2,passport in,did I overstay in Europe!?the waiting area is quiet,abit down!,the day seem long!the flight is one of the last few flight of the day,people getting less!lay down on a chair for some mp3!go onto the plane,full!take off,entertainment system down,no movie,supper served,before collecting back the tray,already fall asleep,very tire!6 hour sleep without wake up,great,to see some Australia Mr. Crocodile documentary, he was killed by a stingray yesterday! Special atmosphere! Drink much water,still feel dry in the mouth!breakfast served!
060906
touch down Singapore,everybody clap hand!body shut down,tire,but not sleepy!brother call!he is promoted to maj few day ago,step out of airport!feel hot,stuffy,drive back home,brother says step brother and father not very happy with my trip!I think I know how to answer now if they ask!since when our step brother care about us so much!?weather,traffic,high building,blah blah blah¡­¡­need to adjust back!have satay noodle at market,honey for brother and minghui,chocolate,honey and deutsch for me,thank you so much!cycle out for some fresh air and for some battery!meet friend for a while,skype call!what a nice voice!unpack¡­.post work!cant fall asleep,clear all the letter,sleep at 0600hr,jet-lag!thing doesn¡±t go as bad as what I expect!the day is long!
070906
wake up at afternoon 1500hr,very late,clear bank affair and tax,also post work¡­¡­.blah blah blah!stadium close for what ever reason,jog around house,slooooow jog!to central for banking service!walk around!so strange,so familiar!you start to appreciate Singapore! Although weather is hot!Some supermarket shooping!call parents!home admin,read on the bed!relax¡­man!fall asleep at 0530hr,abit earlier than yesterday!
080906
up at 1330,bread and chocolate as breakfast,should not put them in refrigerator,but taste good!clear stuff,sell away unwanted good,20 bucks in return!good deal!amaze to see what kind of stuffs people bring there for selling!Jog in stadium,half way rain,spoil mode,then econ rice at coffee shop,same old taste,to guanghui home for internet,not use to the dial up speed,his dog bark like crazy!then have a drink at bbq,till late,macdonald supper,guanghui too tire,sit at big shelter,long time never been there!till around 0500hr,jet lag!
090906
wake up after noon again! Lazy pig!stadium 10 outer round!to bishan want to subscribe internet, the service is bad!back to tp central,to popular,wan to buy some card!mmm¡K¡K.in the end go out of home and nothing done,meet friend for drink again!brother will be sleeping here tonight!
100906
up at 4pm,to library,soon the sky get dark,mei mei call for dinner,chit chat after that,sleep late! have I adapted or still adapting?
110906
to simlim,try to save the crash card,wait till tomorrow for result,back to tp library!chit chat with ah yang!long time never talk cock with him liao!time to update resume!
today is 911 5th anniversary,remember when the plane crash,i was in army,unknow to outside news,know it only after 1 to 2 days!our governement teach us to be alter everywhere we go,which is good,i think it also help me to appreciate peacefulness!remember the driver in denmark,i really admire him!peace for mankind!
120906
up at 1300hr,pls get up before noon tomorrow,compose resume,do some laundry,chit chat with mrs tan next door!watch discovery channel's muenchen story!5km at stadium,these few days hazy sky!try to cook myself!but brother call for dinner!dun waste the chance!drive his car to holland village,have supper at crystal jade!
130906
next door malay family sing karaoke since i am back,non-stop!applied for 3 days internet from starhub,will try out skype tonight!update jobdb info,make a new cover letter isn't easy,long time never use proper english,half way done & 12 rounds at stadium,to supermarket to top up some stuff for tonight cooking,around 20 min cooking time,not bad,working toward 15min,in order for working life!use to cold water shower liao!too full,and bring down the renovation book for a walk downstair!every little thing i do remind me the time in visselhoevede,brother sms and ask me how to spell the town name!
back from europe a week,getting use to the life back in singapore,vietnam girl in visselhoevede need to go back,feel sorry for her,but pls dun give up!move on!
140906
struggle on sofa to wake up,get ic for mother,then to simlim to save the crash compact flash,able to save some photo,there is new bus no. 57, at night meet cheewee to return his camera,his has got a baby girl recently,look busy!hope he can manage well!able to see the house in visselhoevede from google earth!look forward for the night!
150906
have edmund for a drink,really enjoy talking to him!share with me his point of view!thank you!father,step-brother,brother!
160906
can¡¦t sleep until this morning 0800hr,many things that are waste of time,never do liao or seldom do liao! everyday count, make myself busy!
mid-night,some time the feeling is unbearable, enjoy to be alone, but scare to be alone!concentrate on the coming job,but you can¡¦t busy the whole day, sometime,you have to stop and rest and think about something that you really miss!
170906-210906
laziness!ah yang got a nokia handphone for almost $600
got some painting material from brother,but i am thinking should i do it myself or hire a contractor,will find out from down stair shop!
today next door,malay family moving out,dun know if the flat are sold to somebody else,at least no more karaoke!noise level down!
home messy!cat hair is drying me crazy!i know that it take time to fix!
220906
afternoon,spraying of smoke in the rubbish bin,so many small siao qiang come out of it,suck them by vacuum!still see some of them sneak out through the gap!wah lau!total mental torturing,if i am captured by the enemy,i will surrender if they use it to interrogate me!check out the the renovation understair,forget about it!too ex!might as well do it myself!brother know me well!so many thing need to tidy up,homepage,house!even jet-lag,i am too much!hope some body is free tomorrow lunch,so that i need to force myself get up and go for the meeting!
230906
struggle to wake up from sofa,see edmund and his mother is vomitting downstair,suddenly dun know what to say,if he is going to bring her to a&e if condition get worse,see alvin just outside borders,the same old alvin,feel like eating tim sum,to two chinese resturant,one close down,the other last order liao!to a japanese resturant near funan,still ok,miss jap food,chit chat alot,company stories!he seem stress,but at least he finally got what he wants,alright man!then walk together to plaza sing,for a drink,call leslie,tell him all testers down in the test floor,hope he has time for me for dinner in this coming week!back to home and do some renovation,the progress is slow,but dun rush!take a shower and to centre for admin,edmund mother in hospital,hope she is ok!life......!meet sean and ben and his girl friend,they are going back to china this wed!tonight sleep a bit earlier but still late!overcoming jetlag!
if i dun make it back,it is my pleasure for being your brother,what a nice msg!thank you for being my brother!
the voice comforting me evereynight!happy to know that the flight is confirm,02juli
240906
first phone ring ignore,then ring again,minghui ask when i am going to arrive,1300hr,the repair man already here,oh my god!then i will come now,take cab there,the 1.7k philip high resolution tv already dismount from the rack,and the cover already remove,uncle using his skillful hand to solder here and there!chit chat with minghui,then put back the tv,arrange the cable and the cupboard!minghui need engineering measuring equipment!i some time have this kind of 'subbornness' also,then drive to compassvale for jap lunch!diy shopping,she know quite alot of renovating house!then take train to hougang mall and look for suitable grounding material,can't find,i understand seldom singaporean diy,also no direct bus to simei!take cab to east point for more search!then walk to 2nd aunt house,1st,2nd,4th aunt cooking in the kitchen!'you are back liao la!'they asked!not many youngster tonight,see wedding alburm from ryan and elleen!jap trip & wedding photo really expensive!home cook chinese food,miss that!2nd aunt alway work in the kitchen and make sure everybody have food first before herself!the only way to help her out is to eat the food when she call for it,deeply appreciated and highly respected!have chit chat with 4th uncle!then hop on his car back to home!"who are you referring to?"what a nice mis-understanding!meet edmund,sean,ben,sean english improve alot after he join spf,i also pick up alot of word from him!edmund mother hospitalize,suspect liver problem!hope he and his mother will be fine,edmund is a caring person!alway concern friends's well-being!these two days quite engaging!
please don't worry,parents,we will manage well,with reasonable decision!
250906
new neightbour moving in,drilling in the morning had force me to wake up!althought curse them abit,but thank them for helping me to adjust jet-lag!to balestia to look for material,couldn't find!these few days suddenly like to have dim sum buffet,renovation work started,wonder how much i can do on changing the house!13 round in stadium!need to train for marathon liao!paul is going after a girl!as young as verena,hope he will be fine!
260906
cycle alot today to look for flooring material,weather is hot,still can remember just come bask from europe,step out of airport!the feeling is hot,stuffy hot!renovation work carry on!everyday very busy!hamburg host message me!really would like to pay them a visit again in the small village!thank you fjodor & floriana once again for the hospitality!hope you will like the small village and adjust well!
the girl that paul going after has a boy-friend,but he seem to carry on anyway!
270906-290906
pirated window xp got detectedy by microsoft!no choice but format the harddisk and reinstall the window,NTFS and Fat32,need time to understand it,call fox and get softwares,realize still lack of pc knowledge!feel frustrated!
300906
last night sleep late,this morning force myself to wake up!good way to recover from jet lag!though reluctant to do so,but need to do it good!this is for myself!principal!back home to have roti prata down stair,love it!catch up some more sleep!agree to play table tennis later!not only for the fun but part of living! and building bond between friends!