EnsTren: Seto's being sad and trying to comfort her
Edmondia: that was a major catharsis for her, methinks
EnsTren: He's nuzzling her and saying for her, he'll try to
make it so. But it will take time, and it hurts him to
change, frightens him. But please please give him time,
he's sorry.
EnsTren: it's very sweet
EnsTren: and she asks him why is he frightened
EnsTren: and he goes on his uhm... confused explanation
of he's afraid she'll stop loving him and stuff
EnsTren: aaannnnd he's crying again
Edmondia: she's holding his hands and rubbing her thumbs
into his palms, very quietly
EnsTren: "I'm afraid, what if you don't love me
anymore? I..."
EnsTren: "I don't see much in the way of meaningful
lust, even the others are going like animals and not
people."
EnsTren: "And I needyou want you and if I let you go
to change you might not be there when I'm done and..."
Edmondia: She laid her palm against his cheek, gently wiping
away a few stray tears. "Seto, I'm not going to leave you," she
said gently, "Not now, not ever."
EnsTren: "You loved Atemu and had sex with Atemu
but now you love me more."
Edmondia: She smiled at him. "Atemu and I both knew this would happen, pretty one. We promised each other on our
wedding night that we wouldn't get jealous for loving another."
EnsTren: "I'm frightened and it hurts."
Edmondia: "I won't ever stop loving you, Seto," she said softly, pushing a few straggling bangs away from his eyes, "I
can't say I won't hurt you, because I know that I will - but I will
always love you."
EnsTren: "I don't want to hurt you. I'll... I'll start trying
to change for you, so you can be happy like you
deserve. Please, please give me time, it hurts and it's
hard."
Edmondia: She shook her head gently. "I don't deserve
happiness, sweetling... you deserve to love someone much
better than me."
EnsTren: "You are the best person I know."
Edmondia: She turned her head away from him. "Don't say
such things," she said thickly, "Don't pretend I'm anything more
than what I am."
EnsTren: "You're my Yami, fierce and strong."
Edmondia: "...silly little hikari," she sighed, and reached over
and pulled one of his hands down to wrap around her waist.
"You're so biased it's ridiculous."
EnsTren: "So are you. And you are fierce as a lioness.
Strong as an elephant, as graceful as a cat."
Edmondia: "...um, Seto?" oddly, her shoulders were shaking.
EnsTren: "Yeah?"
Edmondia: "I know you don't know much about girls, but really..." she started snickering, "An elephant?"
EnsTren: "You'd prefer a blue whale?" A smile was sneaking across his lips.
Edmondia: She snorted. "You really know how to make a gal
feel special, pretty boy."
EnsTren: "I'm glad you're feeling better now."
Edmondia: She tossed him a lazy smile. "I think I wore out all of my angst last night."
EnsTren: "I do love you."
Edmondia: She reached up and traced her fingers over her
lips. "I know," she said softly, "It's what saved me."
EnsTren: He kissed her nose.
Edmondia: She chuckled. "I think that's the first time you've
ever done that, Seto."
EnsTren: "Is it?"
Edmondia: She nodded. "I think so."
EnsTren: He nuzzled.
Edmondia: randomly, sheSeth and her Seto appear to be
curled together in his bed, talking
EnsTren: "I'm kinda sorta gay, well I like boy bits more
than girl bits. But I think I'm attracted to you."
Edmondia: A slight smile. "If you're attracted to me, that sort
of rules out the gayness."
EnsTren: "But I never was attracted to a girl before."
Edmondia: One eyebrow rose. "Yet you didn't seem to mind kissing Anzu? She's a chick, hikari."
EnsTren: "She kissed me, I just made it so she would
be tortured for weeks by paparazzi."
Edmondia: "You wouldn't have done it if you hadn't enjoyed
it to some degree," she pointed out mildly, "And you don't hate
her."
EnsTren: "It was interesting, an experiment in the
conceptuality and reality of kisses. And she stomped
on my foot."
Edmondia: "Stomping on your foot is a permissable offense.
In fact, people should do it more often."
EnsTren: "And she tried to kiss me in front of the
paparazii."
Edmondia: "You weren't complaining much."
EnsTren: "Torturing her is my version of a complaint."
Edmondia: "You shouldn't torture your friends, hikari."
EnsTren: "She allowed me to, I even told her I was,
and she went along with it."
Edmondia: "She has a sense of humor. That's nice." She smiled sweetly at him. "You should try
getting to know her better."
EnsTren: Seto shrugged.
Edmondia: She tweaked his nose. "It'd be good for you."
EnsTren: "Why?"
Edmondia: "She's not out to get anything from you, and she's
your age. Friends, hikari. I've heard they're quite nice to have."
EnsTren: "I just need you and Mokuba."
Edmondia: "Is it better to survive on what you need, or thrive
on what you could have?" she questioned gently, propping
herself up on a pillow.
EnsTren: "I'd say I'm thriving."
Edmondia: She tweaked his nose. "Silly boy."
EnsTren: He caught her fingers in his teeth.
Edmondia: She froze suddenly, then exhaled through her
teeth slowly. "Seto, what you're currently doing is extremely
sexually loaded. You know that, right?"
EnsTren: It is? The sexual appeal plummeted as he gave her a
frankly curious naive look.
Edmondia: She smothered a laugh and slapped her forehead.
"Good gods, Seto, you're seventeen!"
EnsTren: Mew? Great, he was doing it in his head now.
Edmondia: "Foreplay frequently involves sucking on body
parts, Seto."
EnsTren: I'm not sucking.
Edmondia: "No, but you've got my fingers in your mouth. Penetration suggests sex, pretty one."
EnsTren: He blinked, pulled back and firmly closed his
mouth. Hikari was so adorable when he blushed up to
his hair line!
Edmondia: She tried and failed to suppress her giggles. "You
are so innocent!"
EnsTren: Hikari was so red!
Edmondia: She had to bury her face into a pillow to keep from
laughing out loud. You should see your face!
EnsTren: He got huffy.
Edmondia: She poked him in the chest. You take yourself too
seriously, pretty one.
EnsTren: He sniffed.
Edmondia: She propped herself up again. "You're never
gonna get laid with that attitude, hon."
EnsTren: "So?"
Edmondia: She shook her head, chuckling. "It's amusing,
that's all. And you are very very cute when you blush."
EnsTren: He turned pinkish.
Edmondia: She clapped her hands. "Adorable!"
EnsTren: He hid his face.
Edmondia: She pulled his hands away. "And shy. Are you sure you're a boy?"
EnsTren: "Why wouldn't I be?"
Edmondia: "You're more innocent than a ten-year-old...
what're they called? Virgin?"
EnsTren: "Yes."
Edmondia: She shook her head. "What a strange concept
that is."
EnsTren: "It's just a word to denote a state."
Edmondia: "Silly state, then," she said with a shrug. "Odd to
put such value on such a trifling thing.
EnsTren: "Blame the Christians."
Edmondia: "I've been reading up on history. I blame the slaves. Er, Hebrews." She rolled over onto her back and wiggled down
into the sheets. "Are you bi?"
EnsTren: "Dunno. Blame the Romans, the Jews get blamed
enough as it is."
Edmondia: "Okay." She poked him again. "You like boys?"
EnsTren: "I think so."
Edmondia: "Which boys?" She poked his side. "Teeeeeeeeell
meeeeeeeeeeeeeee."
EnsTren: He clammed up and squirmed.
Edmondia: "Seto, why are you shy? C'mon, I'll keep it
secret!"
EnsTren: He shook his head stubbornly.
Edmondia: "Aww, come on, you know who I've slept with!" She tugged on his arm. "I promise I won't tell
anyone, Seto."
EnsTren: "Just... boy bits, never jiggly girl bits."
Edmondia: "...noticed Jou's abs, didn't you?" she grinned
somewhat evilly at him.
EnsTren: "Never, and I don't want to. And don't imply me being attracted to him
again."
Edmondia: "Aww," she pouted, "But he's so pretty!"
EnsTren: Hikari growled.
Edmondia: "You disagree?" She blinked placidly at him. "I'm
just trying to figure out what you like, sweetling, am I offending
you?"
EnsTren: "I'm not into bestiality."
Edmondia: She rolled her eyes. "That's carrying rivalry a bit
far, sweet love. So who do you like?"
EnsTren: He started to blush again.
Edmondia: "You can tell me, honey, I won't tell anybody
else."
EnsTren: "MNrphl."
Edmondia: "Can't understand you when you mumble,
sweetling."
EnsTren: "...Pegasus..."
Edmondia: She squealed. "No! Seriously? Seriously! Oh my gods how cute!"
EnsTren: "First crush," he mumbled, finding it easier
now.
Edmondia: She giggled. "Why am I not suprised?"
EnsTren: He made a face, "And..."
Edmondia: "And?"
EnsTren: "...Yugis are cute."
Edmondia: She smiled wryly at him. "I of all people know that, Seto darling."
EnsTren: He squirmed. And was blushing, he was so cute she could
eat him up.
Edmondia: She giggled and petted him. "Just proves we
have even more in common than we thought, pretty one." She flipped his bangs up. "They ARE very cute. Especially in the rear end department."
EnsTren: "Ye-eesss..."
Edmondia: Seth eyed her hikari with an odd sort of
gentleness. "Seto, do you like Atemu?"
EnsTren: "...Define like."
Edmondia: "Find him sexy?"
EnsTren: "I don't know, I don't feel how... I hear it
described, being turned on, you see."
Edmondia: She tilted her head inquisitively. "What do you
mean?"
EnsTren: "Would you believe me if I told you that
outside of just waking up I've only," he searched his
mind for something that sounded reasonably refined or at
least not crude. "That've only had the primary symptoms
of sexual desire a handful of times in my life? And a
portion of them were when my life was in imminant
danger?"
Edmondia: She smiled slyly at him. "So innocent, but yet..."
she pressed her fingers to his lips. "You enjoy the threat."
EnsTren: "Someone was pointing a gun at the back of
my head."
Edmondia: She quirked an eyebrow in amusement. "I've had
sex in the blood of my enemies, Seto."
EnsTren: "...I don't like killing people. But that... It... I
like it but I don't."
Edmondia: "It's a thrill, it's only natural," she gave his lap a
gentle pat, "And you're at the age where just about anything
exciting will wake up Little Seto."
EnsTren: A snort and a shrug, "Not much does," he
pointed down, nope, not excited enough for that. "I
don't find tissue paper exciting like the rest of the males
my age."
Edmondia: She chuckled softly. "Most of them don't have
much of a choice."
EnsTren: "They could look at or think of pretty girls or
boys."
Edmondia: "You don't?"
EnsTren: "Not like that."
Edmondia: An eyebrow raise. "You said Yugi and Atemu
were cute."
EnsTren: "But I rarely, if ever, actively think of them like
that on my own, without outside stimulus prompting the
thought."
Edmondia: She smiled at him. "I was going to ask you... if
you wanted to see something pretty?"
EnsTren: He started blushing again and his mouth
pursed, ...Okay?
Edmondia: Her eyes were warm and bright. You said you've never seen a good kind of lust... would you like to? I'll share...
EnsTren: ...But that's yours! You don't have to share it with me. It's yours.
Edmondia: As are you. It's a gift, my love...to help you understand. Do you want it?
EnsTren: ...I - I would like it but I don't want to take
it from you. It's precious and private.
Edmondia: ...the memory is always mine. It is precious... but so are you. Will you allow me to share it?
EnsTren: If it is your wish.
Edmondia: And she woke early as always, slowly sitting up
beneath the first rays of Ra's blessing. Her hand fell to her
stomach, and she glanced down at the bedding.
Pristine. Her time had come and passed, and no blood had yet come.
She stifled a cry of joy and turned to her husband, gently
shaking him into wakefulness.
EnsTren: He woke slowly and smiled at her and at
Ra as he started his trek across the sky.
He did not realize, because like all men he
was a little dull when it came to keeping track of
time like this.
Edmondia: "My pharaoh?" He was oblivious, but pretty
when he was sleepy, and she was too giddy to care about his
silliness. "I bring good tidings, my lord."
EnsTren: "Great Ra has risen, you are before me in
all your splendor, I have been woken slowly and not
by a shouting counselor, these are all the good tidings I
need."
Edmondia: "Oh?" She raised a sly brow. "Then you would
not care to hear that you may be a father once more?"
EnsTren: He sat up quickly with wide eyes. "Is it
true, my queen?" His hands crept into hers and held
fast.
Edmondia: A wide grin curved her lips. "My time has
passed, no blood has come, what do you think?"
EnsTren: "I think I shall kiss you and send notice
that today will be a festival." And he did kiss her,
her husband was as warm as Ra in her arms and as
sweet as nectar.
Edmondia: She giggled against his lips and pulled him more
tightly against her, pulling her head away just a little to smile
at him. "Perhaps we shall have a sweet daughter this time?"
EnsTren: "Would that please you, my wife? If our
new child is a boy despite your wishes I shall
endeavor to deliver, though it shall be a grave
burden and take a great deal of ardous work." He
smiled, dark and bright and sharp and laciviously
teasing.
Edmondia: She let her smile turn coy. "I suppose you must,"
she sighed arily, "It will be a wearisome task, but we must
carry on." She settled back into the bedclothes, smirking up
at him. "The day is yet new, my lord," she invited, reaching up
to brush her fingers over soft lips.
EnsTren: "It is a worthy endeavor to labour for, to
continue your line." He leaned close over her,
kissing her fingers and hand.
Edmondia: She sighed softly, spreading her free hand
against his chest. He was warm and alive, gleaming soft gold and
brilliant ruby in his father's light, and soon her belly would swell with their child.
Surely the gods had blessed them.
EnsTren: The gods blessed them and their children,
and in turn her family blessed the people and the
land, which flourished. Indeed, the Nile seemed to
swell larger than she ever did so the harvest was
always exceptionally large.
Edmondia: She pulled her husband down against her and kissed him deeply, winding her hands into his wild hair. Their
firstborn was by now crawling his way about the palace, causing no end of panic when the servants lost track of him. Soon he would have a little sibling to watch over, perhaps
that would make him sit still?
EnsTren: Or would they together cause more
trouble, like she and Atemu did when she was still a
boy?
Edmondia: ...probably. She smiled at the memory and
wiggled more comfortably back down, letting her hands slide
down her husband's body. Isis had answered her prayers, and
she was joyful. They should share their joy as they shared all
else.
EnsTren: They went slowly, no rush, just pleasure,
softly whispered endearments and murmurs, and she
shared her thoughts, "Ah... my love, perhaps our
children shall be as we were?" She purred and
nuzzled against his chest.
He responded gently, after a long moment, as they
slowly moved together, "No matter what, they shall
have my love, just as you do."
Edmondia: She chuckled softly. "So you do think they'll be troublemakers."
EnsTren: "All children are." He kissed her, soft and sweet, and praised her beauty then.
Edmondia: "Ours more than most, my love," she murmured, sighing softly in pleasure and contentment. He was so beautiful...
EnsTren: They didn't speak for a while after that,
but were far from quiet.
Edmondia: The morning grew full and bright while they lingered together, caught up in wordless joy and formless
happiness.
EnsTren: The shadows danced, intoxicated with
their joy. The light, too, seemed to rejoice.
Edmondia: When at last they fell together in exhausted bliss,
she kissed her husband's lips and held him against her. "I love
you, sweet cousin," she whispered, listening peacefully to the
sound of his heartbeat slowing.
EnsTren: "And I love you, my wife."
Edmondia: She drew them from the memory then, gently settling herself and her hikari back into the present.
EnsTren: Her hikari was panting and squirming and
blushing in that delightful innocent way of his, with his
arms wrapped around her middle, and leaning heavily on
her.
Edmondia: She smiled gently and stroked his bangs away
from his eyes. Did you like that, pretty one? she asked gently.
EnsTren: Hikari made a pretty sound, not like Atemu
did, more like she did, and squirmed again.
Edmondia: She blinked a few times, rather surprised, then laid a gentle hand against his cheek. It seems gentleness pleases you just as much as danger, my love.
EnsTren: Th-that was very... A wiggle and a squirm,
his pants were too tight! Hot.
Edmondia: Her eyes were bright and warm. It was one of our gentlest joinings, she said softly, I hadn't thought it would affect you this way.
EnsTren: I saw two of the most beautiful people in
the world having... no, making love. There was a
strange sensation in that thought, as if he never thought
that concept, making love, was possible.
Edmondia: She smiled tenderly at him, for him. Yes, she
agreed softly, There is a difference, my love.
EnsTren: He was squirming more.
Edmondia: She placed a gentle hand against his chest. May I
kiss you?
EnsTren: O-oh-okay...
Edmondia: She pressed herself against him and kissed him
softly, gently twining her fingers into his hair.
EnsTren: And he kissed back, even more timidly than
Atemu did that first time.
Edmondia: She tilted her head, gently encouraging him with
soft mental brushes, It's all right, you can touch me...
EnsTren: But his reasons were diffrent from Atemu's.
A diffrent uncertainty, a diffrent fear. Oh yes, that pesky
'virgin' thing, maybe?
Edmondia: So shy? she questioned softly, It's all right,
honey, just touch me, I won't hurt you, pretty love.
EnsTren: He... He had absolutely no idea what he was
doing.
Edmondia: She almost laughed, but held it in to keep from
embarrassing him. It's just a kiss, pretty one, they're sloppy,
silly things, don't worry, the worst that will happen is that we
accidentally bite each other.
EnsTren: He was nervousfrightenednervous. Timid
hikari. It was... actually quite a bit of fun leading him
like this.
Edmondia: She had been just as nervous as Atemu was on
their first night together, but now she had much more
experience - and a much more fragile creature in her arms.
EnsTren: He was barely ready for her kissess or light
caressess. Timid fragile steel hikari. Innocent, despite the
weight on his soul.
Edmondia: Ssh... it's all right, pretty one, I'm not going
anywhere. Carefully, cautiously, she coaxed his lips into
parting. Gently, gently, just do what feels good, all right?
EnsTren: She didn't admit it, but she liked how he
trembled, she liked it even more than how his tongue
lightly darted out against hers.
Edmondia: He was so shy. It was appealing in way she'd
never experienced before, and she resisted the urge to pounce
on him. The poor boy would probably have a heart attack.
EnsTren: Or run away screaming.
Edmondia: Instead she settled her arms around his neck and
pulled him more firmly against her. Aren't you going to touch
me, pretty one? she encouraged gently, stroking her fingers
along his shoulderblades.
EnsTren: He was shaking more and hesitently, ooh it
was nice when he stammered, admitted he didn't know
what to do and he was frightened and nervous.
Edmondia: She pulled her lips from his and sat back, gently
cupping his chin in her hand. "Frightened of what, pretty one?"
She kept her voice low and soothing, "What have you to be
nervous about?"
EnsTren: He admitted that he didn't know but he still
was.
EnsTren: Looking at it now, she saw it wasn't all bad
her hikari was so sexually reticent. Sure, the others got
to have their fun in a few days at most, but she doubted
they got to enjoy their hikaris all trembling and nervous
for very long.
EnsTren: It was easy to see why Seto had seen sex the
way he had, even the other pairs went at it like animals,
in private or in public.
Edmondia: Those outside the bonds could not see the frantic need that drove them to such lengths, and her hikari was no
different - the face they showed to the world was meant to claim
possession of the other - the private moments were just that.
Edmondia: She was... very happy that he had accepted her offer, even if it meant sharing a memory she had long hoarded like
the treasure it was.
EnsTren: He was still very quiet and the kisses
practically chaste, but they were kisses and he didn't pull
away. He snuggled up against her and held on carefully,
still shaking. It amused her to look at what he tried to
keep from coming in contact with her. Her hikari wore
such tight pants.
Edmondia: You're so cute, she said, and rubbed her nose
against his.
EnsTren: Tiny cute little smile and that adorable blush.
She bet Yugi didn't blush as much as her hikari did!
Edmondia: She grinned and kissed him lightly. Does it hurt? She reached down and gave his too-tight trousers
a pat. I mean... aren't you a little... squashed down there?
EnsTren: Seto jerked at the pat and went all gaspy and
interesting.
Edmondia: She blinked. Thought he was gay? Bah. You
like? she asked rhetorically, giving his thigh a squeeze.
EnsTren: Hikari whimpered and wiggle-squirmed away.
Edmondia: She stared at him, slightly puzzled. You don't
like?
EnsTren: He wiggled and blushed and wasn't quite able
to make words in his head. But she got the idea that it
was a bit too much, or too far for him.
Edmondia: She settled back and smiled at him. All right...
you just take care of that on your own, pretty one.
EnsTren: She never saw someone crab walk that fast.
Edmondia: Oh, he was so cute, she just had to tease him.
"Does this mean I don't get to watch?"
EnsTren: Amazingly he went even faster. Awww.
Edmondia: She watched his butt wiggle appreciatively as he
skittered into the bathroom. So cute!
EnsTren: She wished he would let her watch, she loved
teasing Atemu when he had to fertilize the River while
people were watching.
Edmondia: Atemu had a sense of humor about it, though,
whereas her poor hikari might just die of embarrassment.
EnsTren: It made her laugh.
Edmondia: Oh, he was absolutely adorable!
EnsTren: So sweetly innocent, even Yugi was a
pervert. But she thought about it for a little bit and she
thought it made a strange bit of sense. Not even Yugi
could be devoid of darkness, nor Atemu devoid of light.
And her hikari, with all his burdens on his soul, was
unblemished in this way.
Edmondia: Such a strange, sweet little creature he was. She quite liked him, just for him, aside from the soul-deep love and
possession that she felt.
EnsTren: And he was so darling.
Edmondia: So shy and so sweet.
EnsTren: Innocent for her in this way, something just for
her that would really truly be just hers, just like he was.
Edmondia: ...she must tease him ruthlessly when he came
back.
EnsTren: And watch him blush and keep him from
running away.
Edmondia: She resisted the urge to start cackling evilly, as
that would probably make him lock himself in the bathroom, and
that would be no fun.
EnsTren: But she could tease him though the door if she
must.
Edmondia: She grinned evilly, slipped off the bed, and
politely knocked.
EnsTren: She could feel him blush and then the shower
turned on.
EnsTren: So either he was trying to make it go away, or
her hikari liked pleasuring himself under the spray, or he
hoped it would muffle any sounds he would make.
Edmondia: She leaned against the door and clamped her
hands over her mouth to stifle the giggling fit she was sure she
was going to have. "Want some help?" she called through the
door.
EnsTren: Her hikari choked.
Edmondia: A giggle escaped. "I'm pretty good with my hands, you know!"
EnsTren: He threw a bar of soap at the door.
Edmondia: She snickered. "All right, honey, I'll leave you
alone."
EnsTren: ...Thankyou.
Edmondia: You're just so cute, it's irresistable, she was still
giggling a little. You're so adorable!
EnsTren: Hikari was sooo embarrassed.
Edmondia: I die of the cute! she declared melodramatically,
and flopped down onto the bed. Aiee, I am slain!
EnsTren: Shaddup.
Edmondia: Tee hee.
EnsTren: Incoherent grumbling.
Edmondia: You're sweet, my love, she sighed, and stretched
lazily.
EnsTren: So cute! She wanted to gossip with Mai, or
Anzu, or, evily, Atemu and Yugi.
Edmondia: Hikari would really die of embarrassment then.
Edmondia: ...if he found out about it.
EnsTren: That made her smile.
Edmondia: She was half-tempted to tackle him and snuggle
him half to death... if he ever came out of the bathroom again.
EnsTren: He seemed disinclined to.
Edmondia: Such a pity. She'd just have to wait here until he
did.
EnsTren: Eventually he slunk out slowly and shyly and
climbed back up on the bed.
Edmondia: She greeted him with a sweet smile and a kiss on
the nose.
EnsTren: He curled up in her lap all embarrassed.
Edmondia: She leaned down and stole a chaste kiss. "That
wasn't so bad, now was it?"