Edmondia: (SheSeto is giggling to herself)
EnsTren: (...I'm afraid to ask)
Edmondia: (it's nothing bad, really...)
EnsTren: (tell)
Edmondia: (but she's eying her yami rather like something to eat and pondering making him wear pretty Egyptian clothes)
Edmondia: (and has bought him a few bracelets and anklets in order to wean him into dressing the way he used to)
Edmondia: (and is trying to figure out if he has pierced ears or not)
Edmondia: (I'm fairly sure he does)
Edmondia: (she's eying his legs)
EnsTren: (yummah legs)
Edmondia: (that appears to be what she is thinking as well)
Edmondia: (she is also considering pulling his pants up to get a better look)
EnsTren: (how about pulling them down?)
Edmondia: (that too)
Edmondia: (she's getting more confident)
Edmondia: (about the whole, "I want to rip your clothes off and molest you" part of their relationship)
Edmondia: (methinks she's almost ready to initiate the molestation)
Edmondia: (and, if she keeps looking at him like that, she will)
Edmondia: (he appears to have his head buried in a book and is not noticing)
Edmondia: (...oh, it's a copy of the book of the dead. he's grumbling about inaccuracies in the translation)
Edmondia: And now she's sneaking up on him.
EnsTren: does Seth know?
Edmondia: Nope, he's still got his nose buried in his book.
Edmondia: She's slinking up behind him with intentions of pouncing.
Edmondia: And she's trying to remember how it works in the movies.
Edmondia: Aaaaaaand she's leaning over the back of the sofa and has draped her arms around his neck.
Edmondia: And Seth... has absentmindedly patted her arm.
Edmondia: She seems a bit surprised by this.
Edmondia: And is wracking her brain for movie references.
Edmondia: She has apparently decided 'to hell with it' and has nipped at his ear.
Edmondia: His attention has been caught, yet he appears rather confuzzled.
EnsTren: a sort of "Hikari is hitting on me?"
Edmondia: he looks quite bewildered
Edmondia: Even more so now that she's licked his cheek.
EnsTren: heee
Edmondia: "Um... hikari?"
Edmondia: A soft purr. "Yami." Another lick.
Edmondia: "Uh... what are you doing?"
Edmondia: She slid her hands down his neck, toying with his collar. "I should think that was obvious, yami-mine."
EnsTren: "B-but you don't do that."
Edmondia: She nipped lightly at the soft skin underneath his earlobe, hands slipping lower. "Do what?"
EnsTren: "Hikari is never the pouncer, is hikari sick or drunk?"
Edmondia: She idly started undoing the top button on his shirt. "I'm hardly pouncing, yamimine," she said softly, rubbing her fingers along the dark skin she'd revealed. "And I feel just fine."
EnsTren: "Uh..."
Edmondia: She licked him again, inwardly cringing at how cheesy her next words were sure to sound. "I bet you could make me feel even better..."
EnsTren: Yami pounced.
Edmondia: She squealed.
EnsTren: They both felt even better.
Edmondia: She felt ridiculously proud of herself.
EnsTren: As did Seth.
Edmondia: She pulled him down against her and kissed him hard. My yami.
EnsTren: My strong Hikari.
Edmondia: My pretty yami. All mine, she purred, trailing her nails down his sides.
EnsTren: He gasped and rubbed up against her.
Edmondia: She liked that very much, and let her hands slide lower and squeeze his very pretty rear end.
EnsTren: And her yami rubbed again.
Edmondia: She raked her nails up his back and bit his pretty mouth. He felt very nice, he should know just how nice she felt he felt.
EnsTren: Yami's mouth moved on her after she bit it. She felt his lips form prayers and praises as his hands lid down her sides to rest on her hips.
Edmondia: She liked her yami's hands and her yami's mouth, and she liked her yami's pretty pretty skin, so she started to wiggle his shirt off his shoulders. She liked that he prayed, too, it made her feel special.
EnsTren: Yami always told her she was special.
Edmondia: Sometimes she could even believe him, especially when his eyes were as dark as they were now, though it made her shiver. She slid her hands between them to continue unbuttoning his shirt.
EnsTren: Yami's hands slid up her hips and torso, pushing her shirt up and he kissed her tummy and chest.
Edmondia: She shivered a bit more, fumbling a little with the last few buttons, but she managed to get it undone and slide her hands along his chest. Yami had a nice chest, warm and smooth and... nice.
EnsTren: That helped. Her nightmares always featured not nice, large, hairy crushing chests. Yami's... Yami's was a lot like hers, only no boobies.
Edmondia: She liked the way his breath caught when she gripped a little harder, getting used to the feel of his flesh under her fingertips.
EnsTren: Yami nibbled and nipped and took off her shirt and nuzzled her chest--which he pronounced to be nicer than his.
Edmondia: She squirmed a little and giggled a little - she really didn't see much difference between them. But it was nice, that he was touching her, that she could tilt her head up just a little and bite on his jaw.
Edmondia: And... she liked pushing his shirt off his shoulders, because he was warm, because his body was firm and smooth and not at all icky or hairy or rough.
EnsTren: Yami was perfect, same enough not to be scary (well, really scary) and diffrent enough (to be scary, no really) to be intresting to explore.
Edmondia: Yami had a very pretty smile, and she reached up to brush her fingers against it. She squeaked when he delicately closed his teeth around her fingers and sucked.
EnsTren: That made her squirm a lot. She had a very good imagination.
Edmondia: And she knew very well what her pretty yami could do with his tongue.
Edmondia: He made her shiver in very nice ways, and a few ways that weren't so nice.
EnsTren: Her yami was a wicked boy.
Edmondia: His eyes were very naughty. She wanted to do something to him, but she wasn't sure what.
EnsTren: Her yami was wonderful and naughtywicked. Her yami was sexy and yummy. Her Yami was... gnawing on her finger?
Edmondia: She wriggled, but was afraid to say anything, for fear of breaking the mood. She pushed a little at him, though, trying to free her fingers.
EnsTren: Yami grinned and let her finger go. His eyes were laughing at her and he kissed her tummy again before slipping down to whisper more prayers. He had called it a temple once, and she had blushed but hit him with a pillow for it.
Edmondia: She wriggled. She liked where he was, but... at the same time she wanted him pressed back against her, so she could keep touching him, so she could... do something to make him shiver.
Edmondia: She reached down and pulled on his prettypretty hair.
EnsTren: And he came up to look at her questioningly as he licked his lips.
Edmondia: Now that she had him like that she wasn't quite sure what she wanted to do. She bit her lip nervously, eying him carefully. She wasn't sure how he'd react to anything she did, but she knew she wanted to do something.
Edmondia: Carefully, uncertainly, she leaned up and kissed him.
EnsTren: Yami smiled against her lips and kissed back all sweet and perfect and her yamidarkness.
Edmondia: Yami was so good to her, she wanted... she didn't know what she wanted. He was so nice and so warm and he felt so yummy... very, very carefully, she wriggled a little, shifting her weight enough that she could slip a leg out from under one of his and... do what?
EnsTren: Yami sighed and nuzzled her neck and kissed the curve of her throat, rubbing and pushing a little because her wiggles felt good.
Edmondia: She tilted her head back, purring, and finally figured out that she could wrap her leg around his, he would like that, wouldn't he?
Edmondia: So, very carefully, she did.
EnsTren: He did indeed like it and purred like a big hunting cat he had told her the nobility in his time had.
Edmondia: It was... a little bit scary, but much less than she had been afraid it would be. Even though he was on top of her, he wasn't... pinning her.
EnsTren: Yami was always careful not to do that.
Edmondia: Yami wanted to, though, she knew he did, she'd seen the others together.
Edmondia: She'd even seen Yugi pin his yami to the wall, even if nobody else had seen it. It was... scary.
EnsTren: Yami and Yugi said her heart was a Dragon, or a Dragon's heart. Very brave and powerful--even if she didn't agree, but if they were right then maybe it also had the wings of one of her beloved creatures? She knew birds became frightened if held down.
Edmondia: But yami was good, very good, very very gentle and more sensitive than any of the other boys, so he wouldn't because he was good. He denied himself for her because he was good.
EnsTren: Because she was bad and messed up so couldn't give it to him. But yami was good and understanding and very very gentle.
Edmondia: But she was learning to be better, for him, because he was so very good and so very very sweet to her. She'd been praciticing with the little book even though it made her cry.
EnsTren: But she didn't tell him she practiced, and she definitely didn't tell him she cried because of it. It would upset him, and it already upset and frightened her.
Edmondia: She wished it didn't. She wanted... to just have him, totally and completely, and then maybe everyone would realize that he was hers and... and... she was being unrealisitic, she knew that, but...
EnsTren: But since when did she limit her dreams? If she did that she wouldn't have managed to make Solidvision like she did.
Edmondia: Maybe they would realize like they did with the others.
EnsTren: No, wait. They left the other Yamis along because they were scary. Her yami was... her yami was a dork.
Edmondia: ...but he could be scary.
EnsTren: He just usually wasn't.
Edmondia: But sometimes, when he played with Atemu, he was.
EnsTren: She didn't see that much though. She didn't watch them play because the shadows of games scared her and... made her sad. Because she didn't play at all anymore.
Edmondia: But... she could play with her pretty yami, because he was a dork, because he wouldn't hurt her.
EnsTren: But only a little, and only small games, no duel monsters, no chess (she didn't know what she would do if someone beat her at chess.)
Edmondia: Her yami had been coaxing her to learn to play senet, but that was vaguely reminiscent of chess, so she'd been balking.
EnsTren: They played other games from the past though. And she had a copy of the dragon cards.
Edmondia: And... if she could... then maybe this - beforehand stuff - could be playing?
Edmondia: Not a game - not a game, not a game - but... playing together?
EnsTren: It was hard to pull her mind away from games and business. Those were well worn tracks in her mind.
Edmondia: But he wasn't business either, and this wasn't business because... because it wasn't.
EnsTren: But it was hard to think diffrently.
Edmondia: She felt like she owed him and she knew that was wrong but - she really couldn't help it.
EnsTren: She didn't tell him that either. It would upset him.
Edmondia: She kissed him slowly, lacing her fingers in his hair, rubbing up against him, deliberately suggestive. It was... but... if she could just sleep with him everything would be so much better.
EnsTren: She could sleep with him. Just not... the stuff implied with that term. It made her stomach coil disturbingly
Edmondia: ...it wasn't that she didn't want to sleep with him - he was just so scary and even if she was working on it her own fingers were very very different from... him.
EnsTren: Her own fingers hurt in a way. She had complete control of them and she didn't like them down there much. Yami's mouth was diffrent though. Very soft, his tongue wasn't overly long, and it felt very good. Besides, he usually stayed at her peak and not lower where it was uncomfortable.
Edmondia: ...yami had once teased her about... doing things another way, and even though it made her squirm and blush and get a little sick, if she said yes... he wouldn't be able to say no.
EnsTren: She was very nervous and insecure.
Edmondia: Even if she'd been the one to pounce on him this time.
EnsTren: It was a sign of improvement, not one of being completely better.
Edmondia: But she did want his hands, his mouth, all over her - and... she wanted to own him, because he was beautiful.
EnsTren: And that way she would have something again.
Edmondia: The ring said he was hers, didn't it?
EnsTren: But... but... Saying was diffrent than reality.
Edmondia: Legally (spiritually?) they were married, but...
EnsTren: Not in body.
Edmondia: Not that... doing that made one married.
EnsTren: But... Then they could both say they belonged to the other
Edmondia: The way all the others belonged to each other.
EnsTren: But they couldn't be that way yet.
Edmondia: But... if they... did it that way it wouldn't be quite as scary, would it? It would... hurt, but... the others did it that way all the time, right?
EnsTren: She also had the inkling that her yami would possibly like it more because he was a pervert. However, boys had that there so it felt better. But her book said there were many nerves there, as much as were in her other place.
EnsTren: Besides, that spot was what made it really enjoyable, and one of them could take care of it with fingers or something.
Edmondia: And... she'd seen pictures, he could hold her and kiss her while they... did that, he could pet her and squeeze her and calm her down, right?
EnsTren: And it wasn't like there was anything there that he'd have to break though.
Edmondia: She'd just be sore for a while, right? And her yami was very good at making her feel good.
EnsTren: She would be sore the other way, and that way frightened her. Besides, both would make her yami happy.
Edmondia: Her yami was so perfect, and she made him so sad... so she should make him happy.
EnsTren: He wouldn't like it if he knew she was reasoning this way.
Edmondia: But... she loved him.
EnsTren: And she didn't have to tell him.
Edmondia: And... this way he'd be all hers.
EnsTren: And who knew? Maybe she'd like it eventually.
Edmondia: She leaned up and kissed him again, letting her hands fall to his hips. He'd like it, she knew he would, and he was very good at making her like the things that he did. And... she'd have him.
Edmondia: Part of her, hadn't he said that once?
EnsTren: She thought he did. He was confusing sometimes.
Edmondia: She wanted him to be part of her. So... if they did this, he'd be a part of her, because that was good, because they were meant to fit together.
EnsTren: Should they do it now?
Edmondia: She already had him on top of her, and he was willing and she was willing...
EnsTren: They needed things to do this though, right? So it wouldn't hurt and stuff.
Edmondia: Did they have any lube? She thought Yugi might've left some lying around...
EnsTren: In fact, there was probably some in her bedside drawer, with the condoms. Seas knew she had caught them doing THAT in her bed often enough to warrent a permanent supply.
Edmondia: She shivered a little. It had been scary at the time, but looking back on it... it was very pretty.
EnsTren: Which was why she had a few cameras set up.
Edmondia: Very, very pretty.
EnsTren: She tugged on her Yami and told him to take her to the bedroom.
Edmondia: He smiled at her prettily enough to make her chest hurt and did so.
EnsTren: And he sat down on the edge of the bed with her in his lap and she leaned over to the drawer and peeked in, not knowing if her hope was for the lube to be there or not.
Edmondia: Thank goodness Yugi was such a sexpot.
EnsTren: She took the tube out and opened the box she had not looked at since she put it in the drawer. She palmed a tiny foil packet and closed the drawer and sat up.
EnsTren: She closed her eyes and pushed the items into his chest.
Edmondia: He went very, very, still.
EnsTren: She wasn't looking at him, but was blushing horribly.
Edmondia: Very, very slowly, he gently gathered them up and placed them on the bed beside them. "...Seto?"
EnsTren: "...Like the others do it, it seems... less scary."
Edmondia: "Seto, you - do you honestly think you're ready for this?"
Edmondia: He was brushing her cheek with his fingertips, very softly, very lightly. "Baby?"
EnsTren: "Y-yeah?"
Edmondia: "Can you look at me please?"
EnsTren: "I'm going to lose my nerve soon I think," she said as she looked up.
Edmondia: His eyes were very serious. "Baby, hikari-mine, do you want to do this? Really and honestly?"
EnsTren: "Yes."
Edmondia: "...prove it."
EnsTren: "I put them in your hand, didn't I?"
Edmondia: "Seto, I love you, but I'm way too scared to touch them."
Edmondia: "So... you lead, I'll follow, okay?"
EnsTren: "...Why are you scared?!" Her voice had risen nervously.
Edmondia: He stroked her hair carefully, soothingly, "Sweetie, why wouldn't I be scared?"
EnsTren: "You're not going to be sore or hurt."
Edmondia: "Baby... I'm scared about hurting you."
Edmondia: "I'm scared I might lose control."
Edmondia: "I'm scared I might turn into someone I hate."
EnsTren: "You haven't lost control yet." She said and laid her head on his chest.
Edmondia: "But you're beautiful," he whispered, "And I'm so afraid of breaking you..."
EnsTren: "You are? I am?"
Edmondia: "Uh-huh," he whispered sincerely, and for an instant he was just a boy and she was just a girl.
EnsTren: "You won't break me, and if you hurt me you can make me better."
Edmondia: "I love you, pretty ankh," he whispered, "I don't want to hurt you ever."
Edmondia: "Do you really want this?"
EnsTren: "Yes, t-then you'll really be mine and I'll really be yours."
Edmondia: "...Seto, lover, wife... I'm already yours, baby." His eyes were troubled.
EnsTren: "Spirit and law, not body."
Edmondia: He sighed a little, and decided to be blunt. "Babe, do you actually want to have me inside you?"
EnsTren: "You're the one that keeps saying I need to push myself."
Edmondia: "Dodging the question, ladylove."
Edmondia: "And I'd... like an honest answer."
EnsTren: "I want you."
Edmondia: He bit his lip and tilted her chin up. "Honestly?"
EnsTren: "Yes husband mine. The... the others do it all the time, and so... we... at least once, and..."
Edmondia: "So we...?"
Edmondia: He nudged her a little. "Hikari, I don't understand what you're trying to tell me..."
EnsTren: "At least once, and I think, I think I can do this, even if I can't do the other ways."
Edmondia: He kissed her forehead. "Are you sure?"
EnsTren: "Yes, I think."
Edmondia: He kissed her nose. "Sure sure?"
EnsTren: "As sure as I will be at this point."
Edmondia: He carefully tipped her back, leaning down to brush noses. "Are you sure you're sure?"
EnsTren: "Uh huh."
Edmondia: His eyes narrowed, and his hand slid down her body until he had a loose grip on her thigh. "Really sure?"
EnsTren: "...So long as you're gentle."
Edmondia: "...do you trust me?"
Edmondia: He pressed her back lightly into the bedclothes, trailing his fingers up her sides. "Beloved, do you trust me?"
EnsTren: "As much as I can. And we can stop if it hurts too much, right?"
Edmondia: "Yes, we can - but... baby, I'm going to tell you now, this is going to hurt a lot."
EnsTren: "Other way will hurt a lot too, and the others seem to like it, at least this way there are things we can do to make it hurt less."
EnsTren: She tilted her chin up, "You're not going to be raping me, Seth. We're both going to be willing in this and there's lube and... And I'm not as small as you were."
Edmondia: He was still trembling when he reached down to kiss her.
EnsTren: She kissed him back, sweet and beckoning and trusting him.
EnsTren: "You keep saying that I'm strong, yami, that I didn't break."
Edmondia: He tilted his head down and nuzzled her neck, nodding silently.
EnsTren: Love you. We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
Edmondia: He gave a shaky chuckle. Isn't that my line?
EnsTren: Yes, but it needed to be said by me.
Edmondia: I - I'm nervous, he admitted shyly, trailing his fingers down the curve of her hip, But... I want you.
EnsTren: Would you? Her tone was very curious, Would you feel the same way if we were... the other way?
Edmondia: The other way?
EnsTren: The way the others can't do, she clarified.
Edmondia: ...a little less scared, I think... if only because... er, well, you know, parts are made the way they are for a specific purpose. And... no scary memories that way.
EnsTren: She smiled a little, it was a bit shaky but she ment the smile. And she bit his nose.
EnsTren: I don't think they are made well.
Edmondia: I - I did some research... you're a lot tougher there than... er, the... um. Other part. He was blushing.
EnsTren: So did I. And did you know it's so badly made only one other species had evolved a hymen?
EnsTren: Or how about the size of a baby's skull. Ergh.
Edmondia: I think it's made pretty well, he purred, and slid his hand between her legs, gently caressing.
EnsTren: She gasped and melted a little. I-if I ever h-haahhh... have your baby...
Edmondia: Mmm?
EnsTren: It was good he was touching her there, it made her feel better despite the queasiness that overcame her. I'm going to get torn down there.
Edmondia: His fingers were very swift and smooth, and his tongue was warm and wet on her throat. ...I'm sorry? he offered, Um, is that a problem?
EnsTren: There, where you... She put a picture in her head straight from the text book, and showed him where the literal tear would be if around eight pounds of squirming flesh were pushed out from there.
Edmondia: ...ow. He nibbled on her collarbone apologetically. Sorry in advance, lover.
EnsTren: She was shivering a little and there was a bad taste in her mouth. See? N-not designed well.
Edmondia: You won't think that way when we have our child, lover, he said softly, ducking his head down to trace kisses over her breasts.
EnsTren: Won't I?
Edmondia: He tilted his head up and smiled at her. Half of you and half of me. Our own little person, beloved, all yours and all mine forever. With an outcome like that... who cares about the mechanics of it all?
EnsTren: The one of us who will have to carry it and a bunch of water weight for nine months and have to deal with the mechanics along with the long long long birthing process.
Edmondia: He smiled sweetly. I'm sure if that plan to turn me into a girl had worked out I would be able to sympathize with you, darling.
EnsTren: She smiled cruel and sweet, I'm probably going to break your fingers one by one, you know.
Edmondia: He brushed those lovely fingers over her lips. I don't care.
EnsTren: She settled and kissed his fingertips.