EnsTren: moo
Edmondia: mew
EnsTren: *breathing deeply*
Edmondia: did you kill yourself on another bike ride?
EnsTren: not really
EnsTren: well I went to china town but that's not too far
EnsTren: always makes me tired though
Edmondia: *petpet*
EnsTren: feels like my lungs aren't expanding enough at the top
Edmondia: ouchies
EnsTren: it feels strange
Edmondia: *petpetpet*
EnsTren: *cheers up a litt*
EnsTren: e
Edmondia: *huggle*
EnsTren: makes me happy
Edmondia: n_n
EnsTren: ...why am I getting all these game ideas?
Edmondia: ...insanity?
EnsTren: possibly
Edmondia: heh
Edmondia: heSeth is skulking
EnsTren: why?
Edmondia: watching his hikari and trying to figure out how twirly the bottom part of the dress should be
EnsTren: heee
Edmondia: he's thinking it should swirl
EnsTren: hee
Edmondia: and trying to decide how high the slit should be
EnsTren: hmn
Edmondia: he's thinking about knee-high
EnsTren: hmn
Edmondia: enough to show off the pretty anklets but not enough that anyone else will see the garter
EnsTren: hee
Edmondia: he's picked her up out of her chair and twirled her around to figure out how swirly it should be so it doesn't get tangled in his legs
EnsTren: hee
Edmondia: and then just as neatly put her back down and sauntered off, plotting.
EnsTren: heee
Edmondia: it will be swirly, but not too swirly, so they won't get tangled, and so she won't trip
EnsTren: heee
Edmondia: He's wandered back and given her hips a squeeze, trying to decide if it should be clingy there then flare, or clingy to the waist and then flare
EnsTren: depends on how boney she is at the waist
Edmondia: yes, that's what he's trying to decide
EnsTren: get her into a pair of biker shorts
Edmondia: people aren't really bony at the waist, they're boney at the hips
EnsTren: hips waist
EnsTren: whatever
EnsTren: he can see how she'd look in super clingy spandex
Edmondia: heh
Edmondia: he's decided on clingy at the waist, btw
EnsTren: k
Edmondia: ...and has decided that since she's just sitting there he might as well get in a good grope or two -_-;;
EnsTren: heh
Edmondia: silly boi
Edmondia: apparently he's 'measuring' again
EnsTren: hah
Edmondia: how he can do this with his tongue is completely beyond me
EnsTren: ditto
Edmondia: still, Seto doesn't seem to be complaining
EnsTren: heee
Edmondia: and he's plotting again
EnsTren: hn
Edmondia: gonna have cups sewn into the dress so she doesn't have to worry about a bra
EnsTren: good
Edmondia: he's a very practical boi.
Edmondia: wants her to be very comfy so she'll relax and have fun
Edmondia: to this end, he has bought extremely comfy shoes for her
EnsTren: eee
Edmondia: possibly with the little gel inserts
EnsTren: heee!
Edmondia: wants her to be v. comfy
EnsTren: yush
Edmondia: so she won't freeze up and spaz
EnsTren: yush
Edmondia: so he's being very careful to get her as comfy as possible
EnsTren: yay
Edmondia: sweet
Edmondia: attentive and good
Edmondia: dropping hints about going to the ball
EnsTren: aww
Edmondia: in general being a total darling
Edmondia: because he doesn't want her to freak out or get mad
EnsTren: smart boi
Edmondia: ayup
Edmondia: coax her into it, as it were
EnsTren: eee
Edmondia: practice dancing with her
EnsTren: yay
Edmondia: but keeping the dress and accessories a secret
Edmondia: is Mokuba going to the ball too?
EnsTren: eh, why not?
Edmondia: they're dancing with him too
EnsTren: cool
Edmondia: Mokuba's been let in on the plan
EnsTren: cool
Edmondia: plotting ensues
Edmondia: there is a bitty kitty napping on my carpet
EnsTren: awww
Edmondia: she's so cute, it makes up for her evilness
EnsTren: hah
Edmondia: well it does
Edmondia: she's usually a little demon
EnsTren: most cats are
Edmondia: true, especially in kitten stage
EnsTren: heee
Edmondia: either psycho or alseep
EnsTren signed on at 7:02:37 PM.
Edmondia: niw
EnsTren: win
Edmondia: heh
EnsTren: heh
Edmondia: how be Setotes?
EnsTren: wiggly
Edmondia: wiggly?
EnsTren: yes
EnsTren: I get the impression of much wigglness
EnsTren: like magots
Edmondia: ew
EnsTren: *giggles*
Edmondia: why are they so wiggly?
EnsTren: no clue
EnsTren: I think possibly either sex, ticklefight, or plotting
Edmondia: hesetotes it's probably sex
EnsTren: yes
Edmondia: sheseth it's probably ticklefight, unless she's sharing memories again
EnsTren: hmn could be a make out session
EnsTren: or whatever variation thereof they do
Edmondia: it could be
Edmondia: whatever variation it is will doubtless make poor Seto blush terribly
EnsTren: well, when he's not squirming and writhing
Edmondia: hee
Edmondia: "You're like a tomato!"
EnsTren: and he has fled again
Edmondia: "Oops."
EnsTren: heh
Edmondia: hee
Edmondia: "Okay, less a tomato, more a... uh... pink flower?"
EnsTren: Now he looked like a tomato. Really, you don't go comparing boys to pink flowers.
Edmondia: "...you've fallen into tomato range again."
EnsTren: He has hissden in the bathroom.
Edmondia: (hissden?)
EnsTren: (hidden)
EnsTren: (bah, fingers behave)
EnsTren: (sometimes I try to type the and it comes out yhr)
Edmondia: "Seto, this is becoming a bad habit of yours."
EnsTren: The door wad firly locked
Edmondia: She knocked. "Setoooooooooo, come out."
EnsTren: No.
Edmondia: "Why not?"
EnsTren: 'Cause you're going to laugh at me.
Edmondia: "I'm not going to laugh at you, Seto."
EnsTren: Taunt me then.
Edmondia: "I promise I won't."
EnsTren: You called me a pink flower!
EnsTren: Pink!
Edmondia: "I thought you'd like it better than tomato-red. Apparently I was wrong."
EnsTren: I'm embarassed. I don't want to vacate the bathroom.
Edmondia: "Don't be embarrassed around me. Come on out, I wanna play!"
EnsTren: Eek!
Edmondia: "...you're such a little uke."
EnsTren: I am not an Uke! You're a girl! i can't be an uke!
Edmondia: She rolled her eyes and tapped her nails on the door. "Uh huh. You gave a girly shriek. Even I don't shriek like that, and I've got boobs."
EnsTren: A scary person with boobies wants to play with me. Why wouldn't I scream?
Edmondia: "...okay, point. But you're my hikari. There should be good screams."
EnsTren: Boy don't scream in pleasure, that's a girl thing.
Edmondia: She chuckled throatily. "And you would know this... how?"
EnsTren: I only scream when I'm afraid of you.
Edmondia: "We could take care of changing that, little love."
EnsTren: Again with the scaring of your poor hikari.
Edmondia: "My poor hikari needs to hunt down his libido and drag it out from wherever it's been hiding."
EnsTren: I like my libido right where it is.
Edmondia: "I don't," she complained, "It's not normal."
EnsTren: It's normal for me.
Edmondia: "Don't worry, we can fix that."
EnsTren: I don't want to get errections for no reason at all
Edmondia: She snickered. "I'm hardly no reason at all, Seto darling."
EnsTren: Tin foil is.
Edmondia: "Tin... foil?"
EnsTren: Or lilnoilum. Or tissue paper.
Edmondia: "Seto, the extent to which I am not following you is incredible."
EnsTren: Errections for no reason at all at common at this level of development. He seemed to recite from memory. Looking at the floor can result in one
Edmondia: "...Seto, you do know that we had five kids by the time Atemu was your age, right?"
EnsTren: Don't want to think about that
Edmondia: "I'm just saying that having a libido like that is on occasion a good thing."
EnsTren: I do bussiness, I don't want to walk into a meeting with a hardon or get one half way though. I don't know how to deal with arousal like that anyways
Edmondia: "You come and find your yami and let her take care of it."
EnsTren: Seto verged on purple/
Edmondia: She sent him the impression of a sultry smile. "I do happen to know what I'm doing, Seto."
EnsTren: I don't!
Edmondia: "I can teach you."
EnsTren: Nonono.
Edmondia: "Why not?"
EnsTren: He flooded her with quite a bit of embarassement.
Edmondia: She chuckled. "It's nothing to be shy about, pretty love. People have been doing this kind of thing for a very long time, little darling, and I do know what I'm doing..."
EnsTren: I don't! I never wanted to before and and now you and I do and I don't and...
Edmondia: "And what, pretty sweetling?"
EnsTren: I'm afraid. It's not normal.
Edmondia: "What are you afraid of? What's not normal?"
EnsTren: This isn't normal! not for me!
Edmondia: "It is a big change," she acknowledged, "But it's nothing to be frightened of, sweetling."
EnsTren: It's an unknown, therefore I am perfectly within reason to fear it all I want.
Edmondia: "Well then learn to know it and you have nothing to fear."
EnsTren: Don't you think I'm trying?! He snapped and edged away from the door in a sullen mood.
Edmondia: She sighed. "I know you are, darling, please don't be upset... I'm being selfish again, I'm sorry."
EnsTren: He was very quiet and then started running a cold shower.
Edmondia: She knocked. "Seto... please talk to me?"
EnsTren: Why? He sounded like her first son when he was pouting.
Edmondia: "Because I enjoy talking to you and getting to know you better, and understanding how you feel about things."
EnsTren: Why is sex nessicary between us?
Edmondia: She sighed. "It's not, it would just be nice."
EnsTren: It feels as if you are countradicting yourself.
Edmondia: "I am, in a way. I'm emotionally crippled, it's very hard for me to feel loved if I'm not having sex with my chosen parter," she shrugged, "And I'm admittedly a bit of a nymphomaniac. In your case, however, it's not necessary."
EnsTren: ...I'm sorry.
Edmondia: "Why?"
EnsTren: That I'm not right for you. Everyone else seems to fit together so well.
Edmondia: "They have their problems too."
EnsTren: Problems, yes, but shit like what is between us?
Edmondia: She shrugged. "I don't know."
Edmondia: "Does it matter?"
EnsTren: Yes. It feels like we shouldnt' be
Edmondia: "I'm emotionally messed up, Seto. Any relationship I get into will inevitably be messed up because of it."
EnsTren: no...not like that. Like...you shouldn't have been in the rod to be my Yami. Sometimes it feels like I should have died a long time ago, too.
Edmondia: "I barely was," she said flatly, "And you shouldn't have, Atemu needed you to be alive."
EnsTren: Barely was?
Edmondia: "I sealed myself, just as Atemu did." She leaned up against the door, staring into the distance blankly. "I barely had the energy to do it, Seto, they'd already slit my throat."
EnsTren: ...Yamimine...
Edmondia: She blinked languidly, still distant. "Mmm?"
EnsTren: ...I'm so sorry...
Edmondia: "...what for?"
EnsTren: I'm sorry. I forget that you had been hurt too.
Edmondia: "...I didn't mind dying..."
EnsTren: Because you had no one left.
Edmondia: Her breath hitched. "It is not right for a parent to outlive her child, for a wife to outlive her husband."
EnsTren: Women live longer than men, now.
Edmondia: "Better to die with him than live without him."
Edmondia: She blinked back tears forcibly, rapping her knuckles on the door. "Anyway..."
EnsTren: He opened the door and dived into her arms, not bothering to hold back his tears.
Edmondia: She blinked in surprise and cradled his larger form carefully against her, gently tugging him down to sit on the floor. Pretty light...? What's wrong?
EnsTren: I'm sorry. i'm sorry!
EnsTren: If I hadn't...If things hadn't... You could be with him and yugi right now.
Edmondia: She sighed. Oh, sweetling - I'm happy with you, Seto, with you.
Edmondia: She kissed his cheek, stroking his hair with a gentle hand. I choose to stay with you, pretty love, with you.
EnsTren: No you aren't. You have to struggle to make me the way you want me to be and I don't co-operate and fight it. And I'm not showing you I love you right, you don't feel loved, that's wrongbadhorribel of me.
Edmondia: No, sweetling, that's not your fault, it's me, I'm the one who's screwed up. You're just reacting to a new situation in a way that's perfectly normal. I love you, Seto, and I stay with you because you make me happy. I know you love me too.
EnsTren: No I'm not. I'm not normal, I should be jumping in bed with you because you're beautiful and willing. I'm unnatural.
Edmondia: Seto, you're a teenage boy - a shy one. Believe it or not, shy boys do exist. It's just rare to find one, that doesn't make you abnormal.
Edmondia: And I don't want you jumping into bed with me because I'm beautiful and willing.
EnsTren: I love you too.
Edmondia: ...that makes it a bit more difficult on my end, she sighed, But you don't trust me.
EnsTren: He hugged her tight.
Edmondia: She sighed and rested her head on his chest. To be truthful, I don't know that I trust myself...
EnsTren: I don't understand.
Edmondia: Even if we did hop into bed together, how do we know I won't hurt you?
EnsTren: ...Aren't I more likely to hurt you?
Edmondia: That's the problem, she murmured, If you do, how am I going to stop myself from hurting you?
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EnsTren: ...I'm sorry. I should have been born a girl for you.
EnsTren: It sounded rediculous, but he was utterly serrious.
Edmondia: Can't change how we were bo- oh. Whoops. She lightly bopped herself on the head. I like you as a boy, Seto.
EnsTren: So you don't wish I lacked a penis?
Edmondia: I don't wish you lacked a penis.
EnsTren: Why not?
Edmondia: Why would I?
EnsTren: If I was a girl I couldn't hurt you like that.
Edmondia: I'd still be afraid of it, Seto. I can't get that close to someone without getting nervous.
EnsTren: Oh.
EnsTren: He kissed her jaw.
Edmondia: She sighed and wrapped her arms around his neck. It's just another trauma, but dangerous to you.
EnsTren: He hugged her tight. I love you, with all of my soul I love you.
Edmondia: I love you too, Seto, she murmured, I'm just afraid I'll hurt you.
EnsTren: I don't want to hurt you either.
Edmondia: We'll be careful, she promised, I want to trust you.
EnsTren: I'm afraid, I don't...No I do understand it, I read so many biology books. But I don't understand what it does to my head.
Edmondia: What does it do to your head?
EnsTren: It makes me confused and unfocused and other things I can't catalogue.
EnsTren: I know it's normal, but I never felt that way before.
Edmondia: It's a bit scary when it first happens, isn't it?
EnsTren: I-I guess so.
Edmondia: How do you think I felt? I was terrified of men.
EnsTren: I'm terrorfied of being aroused.
Edmondia: She stroked his hair lightly. Don't be. With the tight pants you wear, nobody will be able to tell anyway. Although you'll be rather uncomfortable...
EnsTren: He blushed and sunk into her.
Edmondia: She grinned and ran a fingertip down his chest. Why are you so scared of it?
EnsTren: Never really felt it before. And it takes control away from me.
Edmondia: It's still attached, she said with a wink, And you'll need to learn control. Just because I could jump Atemu any time I wanted doesn't mean that I did.
EnsTren: ...I am unsure if I like that image or not.
Edmondia: ?
EnsTren: You jumping him.
Edmondia: ...one time we fell into a pot.
EnsTren: ...Wha?!
Edmondia: She giggled sheepishly. There were these big decorative pots lining the major hallways, we used to hide in them when we were little. One time, well... it was late, we'd just gotten out of a meeting, the hallway was empty, so...
Edmondia: I jumped, he yelped, and we lost our balance and fell into a pot.
EnsTren: ....Should I fear for my potted plants?
Edmondia: Nah, you're too shy to jump on.
Edmondia: And you could probably support my weight better. He was kind of fifteen at the time.
EnsTren: Good, you'd kill me via embaressment.
Edmondia: Heh. Sex is a clumsy thing, pretty one.
Edmondia: I mean, honestly, it's so awkward.
EnsTren: It didn't look akward in the memories you showed me.
Edmondia: That was after we got used to each other. Our first time we were both blushing horribly and too shy to kiss.
EnsTren: I can't imagine you being shy.
Edmondia: I was barely sixteen, Seto, and my last memories of that kind of intimacy were not good.
EnsTren: I cannot see that makign you shy, reticent, nervous, scared witless. But not shy. I'm shy, but it doesn't mean that I don't expect to enjoy it.
Edmondia: I didn't know I would enjoy it, she said flatly. I only knew that it was what I was supposed to do.
EnsTren: ...I'm sorry.
Edmondia: Why? She blinked at him, puzzled. I wanted to marry him and have his children, and that gave me the chance to do so.
EnsTren: I'm sorry you ever had to be afraid of anything.
Edmondia: A shrug. Fear is a part of life, pretty one.
EnsTren: Fear like that shouldn't be.
Edmondia: Her gaze hardened. But it is. All that can be done is to survive.
EnsTren: No.
EnsTren: That's not true.
EnsTren: And that's not right.
Edmondia: ?
EnsTren: You shouldn't be concerned with only your own survival. Yes that comes first. But you should try to make it better for others too, so maybe someday NO ONE had to struggle and fight just to live without fear or pain.
EnsTren: We should not accept it as a given.
Edmondia: Her eyes flashed dangerously. You think I didn't try?
Edmondia: You think I didn't do as much as I could to prevent that from ever happening again?
Edmondia: She glared at him.
Edmondia: (mew?)
Edmondia: (mew?)
EnsTren: (was called away)
EnsTren: To you and your family? Or for others who you don't know? For vengance or because it's right?
Edmondia: For all these reasons, she hissed, eyes dark. They should die a thousand times over for what they've done.
EnsTren: 's why you are a yami
Edmondia: ?
EnsTren: You think of suffering, I just want them to die
Edmondia: Death is a gift, little darling. Torture is much more satisfying.
EnsTren: Usually that doesn't matter to me.
Edmondia: ...Atemu and I were a terrible influence on one another, she said softly, pressing her fingers against his lips. You make me much calmer.
EnsTren: How could he be more...scary than he was?
Edmondia: ?
Edmondia: Have you ever seen a tiny boy crumple a human body as you would a piece of paper?
EnsTren: ...sounds cool in a way.
Edmondia: It was. I laughed.
EnsTren: ...ah.
Edmondia: See? Bad, bad, bad influence on each other.
Edmondia: We used to throw people to the water horses.
EnsTren: ...Hippos, right?
EnsTren: That was very not nice
Edmondia: They took more time to kill them than the crocodiles.
Edmondia: And it was a fairly common method of execution.
EnsTren: ...I don't know what to say or what to feel
Edmondia: About what?
EnsTren: Killing people needlessly
Edmondia: Times have changed, and for the better, my sweet one. Killing others was the best way to ensure they dared not challenge your reign again.
EnsTren: Still seems like a waste of resources
Edmondia: Even so, Kemet's safety came first.
EnsTren: You can't tell me for safty is the only reason why you killed
Edmondia: She kissed his nose. You are a sweet boy. No, I have killed for my own satisfaction, dear love.
EnsTren: ...Do you think that I'm more like a yami than a hikari?
Edmondia: No. She snuggled her head against his shoulder. Your light is very bright.
EnsTren: I ment personality wise.
Edmondia: Is there really any mold? You are yourself.
EnsTren: I mean...I can and do serrious contomplate killing people, it doesn't seem like a hikari like thing.
Edmondia: It seems like you.
Edmondia: She kissed him lightly.
EnsTren: He blushed faintly.
Edmondia: ...you can touch me when we kiss, you know.
EnsTren: ...I can?
Edmondia: Yes, you can. Go on, it's not like I'll break or anything.
EnsTren: What if I do?
Edmondia: If you touch me? I will be very happy.
EnsTren: So he did, nervously.
Edmondia: She snuggled up against him, purring softly in the back of her throat. This isn't so bad, now is it?
EnsTren: Actually I'm terrorfied because i have virtually no idea what I'm doing. May we please continue?
Edmondia: Certainly. What would you like to do?
EnsTren: I have no clue.
Edmondia: Would you like to kiss me?
Edmondia: Would you like me to kiss you?
EnsTren: ...Okay...
Edmondia: Okay to which?
EnsTren: Uh...both?
Edmondia: She chuckled lowly and pressed her mouth gently against his. That's fine with me.
EnsTren: Hikari hers was trembling, and his lips were very soft and he was very shy.
EnsTren: It was nice to slowly press his body up against hers and feel his hands rest on her waist.
Edmondia: Sweet, hikari, she encouraged gently, threading her hands through his hair. Want another kiss?
EnsTren: O-okay... he was so shy and was unsure of even what he wanted. He was like that cheetah kitten that was given to her by Atemu. It was so cute and curious and never was quite sure how to walk.
Edmondia: She kissed him softly, gently petting him, encouraging him along in a slightly different way than she had the kitten.
Edmondia: Do you like this, my pretty one?
EnsTren: ...You feel nice.
Edmondia: She smiled against his shy lips. Thank you, darling. You do too.
EnsTren: I do?
Edmondia: You do. You're very warm, and you smell nice.
EnsTren: You smell nice too. He moved his lips from hers and pushes his nose into her hair and inhaled. Really nice.
Edmondia: Thank you. She sounded pleased, and brushed her lips over his jaw. You're very sweet, pretty one.
Edmondia: May I have a kiss?
EnsTren: He kissed her very sweetly and quite tenderly
Edmondia: She pulled him closer, purring again. I love you, Seto.
Edmondia: Would you like to make out now?
EnsTren: ...A little.
Edmondia: A little? How little?
EnsTren: I don't know...not to hot and heavy. Something, nice.
EnsTren: I want to keep my head, so I can talk to you
Edmondia: Okay... what do you want to do?
EnsTren: He rubbed a little against her and bit his lower lip. This? If that's okay? I want to kiss you more too.
Edmondia: She chuckled softly. That's more than okay, Seto - do whatever you feel like, pretty one..
EnsTren: Don't say that.
Edmondia: Why not?
EnsTren: I don't like how it sounds.
Edmondia: Why?
Edmondia: I trust you.
Edmondia: (mew?)
EnsTren: (sorry, distracted)
EnsTren: I still don't like it. You're better than a toy.
Edmondia: Agreed, but you're still most welcome to me - we share, pretty love.
EnsTren: I do love you. He Kissed her and pet her hair fondly.
Edmondia: If it makes you feel better, I'll grope you in return, she offered with a sly grin.
EnsTren: He blushed so cutely.
Edmondia: I'll take that as an agreement, pretty one, she purred, and slid her palm down his chest.
Edmondia: She stopped and trailed her nails over the shiny KC buckle of his belt. Did you intentionally make this so eye-catching, sweetling?
Edmondia: (mew?)
EnsTren: ...Eh?!
EnsTren: Hikari seemed a bit paniced.
Edmondia: Well it does stand out a lot. She gave his tummy a pat. Trying to attract attention, sweetling?
EnsTren: N-n-no! He blushed, more eyecatching than his buckle.
Edmondia: The fangirls will be disappointed, she purred, and trailed a finger down his thigh.
Edmondia: Gimme a kiss? she invited, peering up at him through her lashes.
EnsTren: He shivered but obliged her.
Edmondia: She gave a little purr and squeezed his thigh. Nervous, sweetling?
EnsTren: Yes. very much so.
Edmondia: Why?
EnsTren: Because.
Edmondia: She bit down lightly on his lower lip. Shy boy. Touch me?
EnsTren: He touched lightly, like he was afraid she would burn him
Edmondia: She pressed against his hands, sighing softly in contentment. I do love you, pretty one.