EnsTren: Seto thought occured to me
EnsTren: "If the outcome is given then it's not a game,
it's a ritual"
Edmondia: Seth thought occured to me
Edmondia: "That doesn't quite explain the time I got sacred
bread dumped on my head in the middle of a ritual."
EnsTren: "Was it supposed to happen?"
Edmondia: "No!"
EnsTren: "A mistake then."
Edmondia: "Then it started raining."
EnsTren: "That was good?"
Edmondia: "No. We got wet."
EnsTren: "But rain was good right?"
Edmondia: "Not right then."
EnsTren: "Why?"
Edmondia: "It's hard to harvest if you're stuck in the mud.
And the roots rot."
EnsTren: "Oh, did they drop bread on your head again
when it was time for rain?"
Edmondia: "No. 'Cause then it wouldn't have rained. Gods
are ornery."
EnsTren: "Oh."
Edmondia: "Which is why pharaohs were allowed to be
moody."
EnsTren: "Ah."
EnsTren: "What would happen if I dropped bread on
your head?"
Edmondia: "I would hit you with it."
Edmondia: "If you did it during a ritual, however..."
EnsTren: "Then?"
Edmondia: "It would depend on the ritual and how pissy the
gods are feeling."
EnsTren: "What if I drop the bread on your head as the
ritual?"
Edmondia: "Weird ritual."
EnsTren: "We're weird."
Edmondia: "Where would the religion involved be?"
EnsTren: "Amusing the gods?"
Edmondia: "Abuse of Set's high priest. ...dammit, you're
right, they would laugh."
EnsTren: Hikari giggled. "And what should I do to
make Set happy?"
Edmondia: "...blow stuff up?"
EnsTren: "How about give you a blowjob?"
Edmondia: "That would be making me happy."
EnsTren: "If I gave you a blowjob in the little shrine
temple you made?"
Edmondia: "...I dunno if that counts as desecration or not."
EnsTren: "It's a free show."
Edmondia: "...honestly, lover, I'm not sure. Even though Set
was perpetually horny, I still have to be pure in the temple."
EnsTren: "Why don't you ask him next time you pray?
Or dissect a rat to find out by his entrails?"
Edmondia: "I guess I could ask... and entrails are hard to
read. They slide all over the place."
EnsTren: "Didn't you have to pass a proficiency test in
praying and dancing and reading entrails and stuff to
become a priest?"
Edmondia: "Something vaguely like that, yeah."
EnsTren: Hikari bit his nose.
Edmondia: "...ow. And hikari darling, I'm a very good
dancer."
EnsTren: Hikari kissed him.
Edmondia: ...Seto, darling, why does the thought of me
dancing turn you on so?
EnsTren: Hipthrusty, yami dear. Hipthrusty.
Edmondia: You're not too bad at the hipthrusty yourself,
love.
EnsTren: Yami is better.
Edmondia: Nah, you are. You're pointier.
EnsTren: Yami is better.
Edmondia: Hikari is better.
EnsTren: Yami is better.
Edmondia: Hikari is better.
EnsTren: Yami.
Edmondia: This is a silly argument.
EnsTren: He was raspberried.
Edmondia: He bit the protruding tongue.
EnsTren: Hikari yelped.
Edmondia: Don't stick it out unless you intend to use it,
lover.
EnsTren: Don't bite it like that! It hurts!
Edmondia: I like hurting you.
Edmondia: You squeal.
EnsTren: ...
EnsTren: You... like hurting me?
Edmondia: He sighed. Not... I mean - not in ways that cause
harm, no.
EnsTren: ...
EnsTren: You told me once, you like holding me
down and scaring me.
Edmondia: ...yes.
Edmondia: I'm... not proud of that part of me, darling, but I
would be foolish to deny that it exists.
EnsTren: ...Would you like to hurt me more? Scare
me more?
Edmondia: ...what kind of a question is that? he asked
uneasily, I don't want to hurt you.
EnsTren: That's not answering my question.
Edmondia: ...Seto, honestly, yes, and it disgusts me.
EnsTren: ...I'd let you, if you wanted.
EnsTren: I'd let you to make you happy.
Edmondia: Seto do not say things like that to me. I don't
like it.
EnsTren: Why shouldn't I speak the truth?
Edmondia: He tilted his chin up, stroking a thumb along his
cheek. Because we all know how weak-willed I am when it
comes to you.
EnsTren: I do mean what I say.
Edmondia: Seto, were you not listening? I told you, I don't
like that part of me.
EnsTren: ...Even if I was willing?
Edmondia: He was very still for a long moment. ...I don't
want to be like them, he bit out shortly, and abruptly turned
away.
EnsTren: You wouldn't be like them, if I was willing.
Edmondia: Yes I would!
EnsTren: ...You know, I've been reading some of the
sites Mokuba hacks into.
Edmondia: ...?
EnsTren: Yamimine... would you like to play a game?
Edmondia: ...a game?
EnsTren: Yes, one of self control.
Edmondia: ?
EnsTren: Hikari had a wicked smile. Does Yami trust
me?
Edmondia: ...he probably shouldn't.
EnsTren: Come with hikari to bed, yami.
Edmondia: ...I don't think I should, kitten.
EnsTren: Hikari will go first then, in the game.
Edmondia: ...?
EnsTren: Come with hikari now, Yami. And Seto
took him to the bedroom with the wicked smile.
Edmondia: He walked slowly, eyes suspicious.
EnsTren: Hikari took him to the bed and pushed him
down. Stay there. I need something first.
Edmondia: ...all right.
EnsTren: Seto rummaged around in a drawer and came
back with a large roll of... blue crepe paper ribbon?
EnsTren: Hikari's eyes and smile were wickedevilbright.
Laydown yami mine.
Edmondia: He did so, warily.
EnsTren: And Hikari climbed up on him and pushed
arms up above his head then unwound some of the
paper. Easy break, see? A slight tug and it parted
leaving Seto with a roll and a long loose strip.
Edmondia: Mmm... he watched him carefully.
EnsTren: And then hikari tied his hands together to the
headboard. Yami must control or Yami loses. But
then it's Yami's turn.
Edmondia: He stiffened, and not in a good way.
EnsTren: Hikari kissed him. Yamimine talk to me?
EnsTren: What's wrong?
Edmondia: N-nothing's wrong.
EnsTren: Tell me, Seth.
Edmondia: Nothing is wrong.
EnsTren: You will tell me.
Edmondia: Nothing is wrong, Seto.
EnsTren: ...Why do you lie to me?
Edmondia: ... He turned his head away.
EnsTren: Please Yami? Look, you can break it
anytime. See?
Edmondia: ...why?
EnsTren: Why what?
Edmondia: He jerked his chin in the direction of the
headboard.
EnsTren: It's kinky, I read it somewhere.
Like... Hmn, when one of us dances for the other, and
tries to touch but dances away?
Edmondia: ...mmm.
EnsTren: "s like that, look but don't touch.
Edmondia: Fine.
EnsTren: I'll show you. You'll see. Hikari said with
conviction and then kissed him hard.
Edmondia: He was proud of himself for not flinching.
EnsTren: Hikari then laid out full length on him and
licked his nipples, keeping up a running commentary in
their minds about how good Yami tasted.
Edmondia: He shivered.
EnsTren: Hikari licked him all over, and sucked and
nibbled for good measure.
Edmondia: He closed his eyes and tried to hold very still.
EnsTren: Hikari licked much lower.
Edmondia: He whimpered.
EnsTren: Hikari licked him there.
Edmondia: He jerked.
EnsTren: Hikari nibbled around.
Edmondia: He closed his eyes much tighter and turned his
face away.
EnsTren: Sweetmine?
Edmondia: It's fine.
EnsTren: No, it's not. I'm sorry I suggested this.
Edmondia: No, it's fine.
EnsTren: I'm a bad hikari, I hurt you.
Edmondia: You are not, you haven't.
EnsTren: I'm sorry. I'll go away now.
Edmondia: Seto, don't go.
EnsTren: ...Why?
Edmondia: I - I'm fine, Seto, you haven't done anything
wrong.
EnsTren: I have. I'm bad. I'm sorry.
Edmondia: Seto, I'm fine, you're not bad.
EnsTren: I am.
Edmondia: You are not.
EnsTren: I am!
Edmondia: You are not!
EnsTren: I am! Seto bemoaned. I was hurting you!
Edmondia: Seto, do I look hurt to you?
EnsTren: You didn't like it.
Edmondia: Seto, baby, I do things you don't like all the time.
EnsTren: I'm your hikari, I'm supposed to make the
baddarkthings for you not hurt and not bother you,
but I was making it worse.
Edmondia: It's always worse before it gets better.
EnsTren: I'm sorry.
Edmondia: Don't be.
Edmondia: You didn't do anything wrong.
EnsTren: I did.
Edmondia: No, you didn't. C'mere, baby.
EnsTren: Hikari went to him.
Edmondia: Sit.
EnsTren: Hikari sat.
Edmondia: Listen to me, Seto. You didn't do anything
wrong.
EnsTren: I did.
Edmondia: No, you didn't, baby. We're both all right, baby,
we're both fine.
EnsTren: No.
Edmondia: Yes.
EnsTren: No.
Edmondia: Seto, you didn't hurt me.
Edmondia: Look at me honey, you didn't hurt me.
EnsTren: Seto looked up from under the mop of hair.
Edmondia: You didn't hurt me, darling.
EnsTren: I did.
Edmondia: Why do you think you hurt me?
EnsTren: You didn't like it.
Edmondia: That doesn't mean you hurt me, baby.
EnsTren: You didn't like it. I reminded you of them.
Edmondia: That doesn't mean you hurt me, baby.
EnsTren: I'm sorry. I shouldn't have even thought
about it.
Edmondia: Seto, there is absolutely nothing wrong with
what you tried to do.
EnsTren: Hikari didn't answer.
Edmondia: Seto. Baby, this is good for us both, you know
that.
EnsTren: Hikari denied it.
Edmondia: Seto, it is.
Edmondia: It's good for you to get over your shyness and it's
good for me too.
EnsTren: I'm bad.
Edmondia: You are not bad!
EnsTren: I am!
Edmondia: Why?
EnsTren: I just am, alright!
Edmondia: No, it's not all right.
Edmondia: Give me reasons why you think you're bad.
Edmondia: Or can't you think of any?
EnsTren: Because I did that to you, because I wasn't
right, because a hundred things.
Edmondia: Seto, baby, you doing that was just fine. And it
was right of you. C'mere.
EnsTren: No and no.
Edmondia: Seth growled at him. Come. Here.
EnsTren: No.
Edmondia: A scant second later, he was pressed up against
his yami, eyes wide, trying to hold back a squeak.
Edmondia: His yami had used Shadows on him?
EnsTren: That made him angry and hurt and sad all at
once.
Edmondia: You said you'd let me hurt you, didn't you,
darling?
EnsTren: And you said I shouldn't.
Edmondia: So you do listen, just not when what you hear is a
contradiction to what you believe.
EnsTren: I'm bad, I should have listened to you.
Edmondia: Seto, you are not bad. Stop saying that, it's not
true.
EnsTren: It is.
Edmondia: No, it isn't. Gimme a kiss.
EnsTren: Hikari shook his head no.
Edmondia: Please?
EnsTren: No. I'm bad.
Edmondia: Then I'll kiss you.
EnsTren: No!
Edmondia: Why not?
EnsTren: Because you shouldn't.
Edmondia: Why not?
EnsTren: Because I'm bad and wrong.
Edmondia: You are neither, and I'm going to kiss you now.
And he did, very softly.
EnsTren: And hikari pulled away.
Edmondia: ...stay?
EnsTren: No.
Edmondia: You're going to leave me alone again?
EnsTren: I'm bad, you shouldn't want me.
Edmondia: You're not bad, you're lovely, and you're special
to me. Don't you dare leave me.
EnsTren: No! I...I'm supposed to make the bad parts
go away, instead I made them darker for you.
Edmondia: Seto, you're helping me. Or do you want to leave
me like this?
EnsTren: It's taffeta paper, an infant could break it.
Edmondia: I meant my somewhat questionable mental state,
my love.
EnsTren: ...?
Edmondia: Seto, without your help, how am I ever going to
get over this?
EnsTren: I'm the one that needs to change.
Edmondia: Why would you think that?
EnsTren: Because I'm the bad one, the corrupted
one, the filthy one. I didn't even notice that you were
upset about your current mental state and I'm the
one that made ityou like that. I'm a bad Hikari.
Edmondia: Seto, my current mental state is the way it's
always been. And I like to hide that from you. And you are not
bad or corrupted or filthy, you are the one I love.
EnsTren: And I never noticed and I am.
Edmondia: Seto, baby, we both hide from each other and we
shouldn't. And you know you're not bad, baby, your
intentions are always good.
EnsTren: No.
Edmondia: Yes, honey, you are. Gimme a kiss.
EnsTren: I shouldn't kiss you.
Edmondia: Why not?
Edmondia: And before he could answer, Seth kissed him.
EnsTren: I don't deserve you and I might do
something else bad.
Edmondia: I don't deserve you either and you didn't do
anything bad. Don't force me to fuck some sense into you, dear
heart.
EnsTren: Seto twitched or flinched and got up and
moved across the room from him.
Edmondia: Seto, honey, why are you running away from me?
EnsTren: Seto didn't answer.
Edmondia: Baby, tell me what I did to upset you.
EnsTren: Hikari was stubborn and good with shields.
EnsTren: But he didn't know rightly himself.
Edmondia: Are you upset that I talked about sex?
EnsTren: He was a bad person and a bad hikari, he
was sure of it.
Edmondia: Are you upset that I think you're wonderful?
EnsTren: He was bad.
Edmondia: You're perfect for me, Seto, and I love you. Will
you please come back?
EnsTren: He wouldn't.
Edmondia: Seth sat up with a sigh. Why not? Don't you like
me?
EnsTren: I'm bad.
EnsTren: I'll do something wrong and hurt you.
Edmondia: Seto... I trust you.
EnsTren: He didn't trust himself.
Edmondia: Come here, love, Seth invited, We'll be careful,
come here.
EnsTren: Why? If I'm here we don't have to be
careful.
Edmondia: I want to touch you.
EnsTren: ...Why?
Edmondia: Because I love you and you're beautiful.
EnsTren: I'm not.
Edmondia: Yes, Seto, you are. Now come here and let me
make love to you.
EnsTren: No. No.
Edmondia: Why not? Don't you trust me?
EnsTren: Don't trust me, and I'm bad.
Edmondia: You are NOT bad! What could you possibly do to
harm me, lover?
EnsTren: I almost did.
Edmondia: What?
EnsTren: Hurt you. I'm bad. You didn't want it. I
almost did what you did and you say that was bad
and like them. Therefore I'm bad.
Edmondia: Seto, I was willing to do this for the both of us.
EnsTren: I'm bad.
Edmondia: You are not bad. I wanted what we were doing,
baby, for us. Because I love you, and because I trust you.
EnsTren: You shouldn't.
Edmondia: But I do. Come here?
EnsTren: He shuffled closer.
Edmondia: That's my darling. Look at me, please?
EnsTren: Why?
Edmondia: So I can see you.
EnsTren: Why would you want to?
Edmondia: Because you are very special to me, and I love
you.
EnsTren: What does that have to do with seeing my
face?
Edmondia: Your eyes, he explained simply.
EnsTren: Go look in a mirror then.
Edmondia: Yours, baby. Not mine. Come here, pretty, let me
make things better.
EnsTren: Seto hesitated and shifted and swayed a little
before coming closer again.
Edmondia: Pretty, Seth murmured, giving him a heated stare,
You're so pretty, my precious one.
EnsTren: Seto shuffled back slightly then. Not.
Edmondia: Seto, he purred coaxingly, Come to bed and let me
show you just how beautiful you are.
EnsTren: I'm not beautiful! Don't call me that! Stop
lying!
Edmondia: Seto Kaiba, he snapped, When have I ever lied to
you?
EnsTren: ...
EnsTren: Just now.
EnsTren: And when you said it was fine, when it
wasn't?
Edmondia: It was fine. I wanted to do it, even if I was
uncomfortable. And I'm not lying to you, hikari-mine.
EnsTren: He was quiet.
Edmondia: Come here, baby, I wanna cuddle.
EnsTren: Why?
Edmondia: To touch you.
EnsTren: nemichan has a question!
EnsTren: what does Atemu think of the revalation of the
Aten Ra thingy?
Edmondia: I think he feels rather embarrassed
EnsTren: hello Atemu, you basically go elevated to cheif
king god while your cousin's god became the scum of
the earth
Edmondia: yes, but he quite likes his cousin's god
Edmondia: why wouldn't a shadowborn be fond of the god of
chaos?
EnsTren: Seth has his plushie and has stolen Seto's and
is hugging them both and is away moping/being sad
Edmondia: why?
EnsTren: he's upset and sad--and he's still avoiding
Atemu
Edmondia: that's no good
Edmondia: Atemu wants to catch him
EnsTren: Seth is hiding
EnsTren: ...and has even scurried up a chimney
once--learning from his hikari
EnsTren: yes, he escaped out onto the roof.
Edmondia: did Seto scold him?
EnsTren: grumped at him
EnsTren: Seth has briefly wondered if it would be
possible to have sex with his hikari while they were in a
chimney
Edmondia: I inform him that chimneys aren't that big and
d00d like ow
EnsTren: he has sighed and wants to do his hikari with
his hikari sitting on him
Edmondia: his hikari has grinned deviously and informed him
that he may, IF he makes up with Atemu
EnsTren: Seth has discarded the notion