December

聖誕快到了﹗

Dec. 1

法蘭西斯昨晚終於信主了﹐只剩下我跟檸檬﹐感到無形既壓力。不要再問我幾時信﹐好嗎﹖我也不知道啦﹗
媽咪未夠八點就打電話黎morning call﹐又鬧我唔盡全力讀書啦﹗
工人走了以後﹐媽咪辛苦好多﹐又擔心三個女讀書﹐好勞氣﹐晚晚訓唔好﹐好累。覺得自己好唔生性﹐又幫唔到手。
收線後無訓番﹐繼續做份paper. 好多人上網﹐成個下晝係度講電話﹐唔做野﹐好曳﹗
Ellen邀請我同June去party﹐拒果D party, 少去為妙﹐因間又飲到醉晒甘要我抬你返黎﹐未夠秤﹐唔好學人飲。
暖好多﹐穿短袖T-shirt. 希望聽日都係甘暖。天陰﹐夜晚終於落出雨。
roommate下晝先出沒﹐又唔知尋晚幾點先訓啦。

Dec. 2

發愛麗思般的惡夢﹐房間被近距離槍擊﹐槍手以不同服裝做型出現﹐就像穿著羊皮的狐狸﹐嘗試闖入apartment。 我豈是小紅帽﹖怎會讓你進來﹖小丑做型﹐你認為騙到我嗎﹖竟然像公仔一樣被門夾開兩半﹐上半身在外﹐下半身在內﹐腰變成了兩塊布。門被他弄壞了。
麥當勞叔叔來籌款﹐June! 不要開門給他﹗他是壞蛋﹗打911叫警察來﹗不是叫你打電話去警察局找沙展﹐打911吧﹗甚麼﹖911也打不通﹖那打給RA吧﹗
你傻了嗎﹖怎可讓麥當勞叔叔進來﹖你怎可以進我房間﹖haha﹐捉到你了﹗
突然一下雷聲﹐彈起身﹗嚇死﹗外面D車alarm響晒。淨係行果一下﹐之後又無再行雷﹐繼續訓。
整天只穿短袖﹐開著窗。外面下著雨﹐獨自在房內寫文﹐有留學生既感覺。
research paper還未完成。怎樣寫introduction? 星期二要交﹐怎麼辦﹖

Dec. 3

整天雨紛粉﹐好濕﹐白褲揩到泥﹐唔知洗唔洗得掉。
終於register晒D class﹐連最麻煩既CS都搞掂埋﹐幾好。=)
HIS拿到A﹐好開心。努力讀本Killer Angels. 好睇﹐停唔到手﹗
努力去print文﹐print錯野﹗要再黎過﹗
June用了4個鐘頭去advise﹐好在我幾個星期前已經advise左﹐無奈她要等她的TASP result出來後才可以advise。 發現好多人都係等到last minutes先去﹐所以要等甘耐。不過個waiting system幾離普﹐拿到ticket﹐入到去﹐ 竟然唔係跟號碼見學生﹐要鬥快衝去counter再sign in﹐然後先go by the sign in order. 今朝一早去排﹐入到去唔夠人逼﹐sign up 到好後﹐所以先等甘耐。好蹬June可憐。

Dec. 4

June未放學返黎我已經起左身﹐好早﹐好耐未試過星期二甘早起身lu.
周圍撲computer lab, 無位﹐走到身水身汗﹐十二月啦﹐仲甘熱架﹗搞到遲了去ENG class, Mrs Pritchett漏左我本Directory係架車度。 早落堂﹐rush去車度拿比我。Roger話暑假會去HK﹐好得意﹐他的爸媽有間屋係HK Island﹐我比了自己既email address比拒﹐keep in touch, 或者可以係HK再碰面。 他跟Nicole都為grade既問題要talk about it with Mrs Pritchett. He said it was kinda personal. I think it's no big deal asking the teacher to raise his grade. How personal can it be? Nicole發燒仲返黎做presentation. 精神可加。She asked Mrs Pritchett not to fail her in this class cos she absent a lot. Hope that she can get an incomplete instead. She can't get into UT next semester if she got any F.
We formed into groups in SOC in a different way. We did it by saying number 1-9 and form in to 9 groups, not with the ppl around us anymore. This time I dunno anybody in the group. We just answer the question directly from the book. dun have to do any calculation at all. This assignment worth 10 points. Quite a lot compare to the old ones.
晚上食麥記既魚柳包﹐好滿足。
好努力在看Killer Angels﹐希望by tonight可以看得完。

Dec. 5

June今朝唔係度﹐話唔去上堂就可以比我punish, 竟然去到上堂﹐屈唔到餐飯食添。她在Steven果邊過夜﹐琴晚過左去慶祝3周年﹐比左Steven一個surprise. 又係surprise, 想起某君。
終於讀完本Killer Angels, 不過都係唔係好識答D問題﹐點去考試好呢﹖上最後一堂HIS﹐教埋最後一個lecture, 下星期二﹐自生自滅。
CAL又係去徙我時間﹐話考試唔會考﹐甘仲徙半堂時間做條數黎做咩﹖不如做D考試會考既題目仲好啦﹗揀時間做review都搞到甘complicate, 點organize D 學生﹖
下晝開始review HIS 舊果D material. 好耐未試過讀甘耐書﹐條頸超累﹐不過真係仲有好多未讀﹐讀唔切啦。點算﹖
每逢考試前﹐特別想寫信﹐可能因為唔想讀書卦。
非利士人今日上Toronto﹐希望一切順利﹐搞掂個VISA﹐落得返黎。

Dec. 6

可能因為Ceci既影響﹐竟然夢見自己在開車﹐但是眼是半合著的﹐開van﹗伯爺伯娘都在車上﹐好危險。
成日望住本書﹐但係有幾多時候真係讀緊﹖考試前總是食很多chips﹐會肥﹐點算﹖
興致勃勃地走去游水﹐發現泳池有pool party﹐失望地回去﹐去浸hot tub。從未試過甘舒服﹐有兩個guys係度讀書﹐ 第一次見人係hot tub度讀書﹐原來係exchange students from Canada. 又係exchange students﹐唉﹗曾幾何時我亦想過做exchange student。可惜無機會。 不過有機會來到美國讀書﹐已經比很多人幸福﹐我應該知足﹐好好珍惜呢個機會﹐把書讀好。
他們的Canadian accent令我想起Mr. Cohen。Calculus! 在UTSA先發覺Mr. Cohen其實已經是一個很好的老師了。
浸完hot tub跳進冷水泳池﹐感覺多特別﹐總算是跳進了游泳池。
讓人擔心了﹐對不起﹗
Claire話搬去Houston讀UH﹐唉﹗果然係個唔生性既細路女﹐為一段未開始﹐未確定既感情而放棄我地﹐放棄SA。將來唔好後悔﹐有咩事唔好喊住走黎找我地呀。 自己英文唔識多句﹐人地一句中文都唔識﹐有幾大機會﹖靚仔jei﹐唔洗甘喉琴呀。讀好書先算啦。

Dec. 7

went to the POL review section. well, can't say it was useless, but didn't gain much.
Read in UC for strict 4 hours. Tired. Sleepy. Cannot sleep! still have a lot to read. C'mom! I can do it! stay awake!!!!
究竟我在想甚麼﹖做人專一D好﹐唔應該三心兩意﹐無論係點﹐我都唔應該亂諗﹗
Ellen好想和那兩個男仔出去﹐姣心四起﹐唔停甘叫我陪拒﹐要我打電話﹐又唔係我想去﹐ 拿到more information先好黎問我啦﹗好心拒唔好甘猴琴啦。
夜晚講電話﹐唔讀書﹐搞到七點仲未訓﹐天光啦﹗出面落雨﹐好大風﹐凍了很多。

下雨天總掛念從前
球場上那可愛片段
突然又似一年
期望再會面舊朋友...
唉﹗幾時先到暑假呢﹖

Dec. 8

兩點先起身﹐半發夢地讀POL﹐晚上可以出外食飯﹐很滿足。
天氣凍了很多﹐甘先似冬天架嘛﹐Yeah! 聖誕就到啦﹐開始有聖誕氣氛啦﹐唔好再暖啦﹐唔似聖誕架啦。
Home alone. 格外寧靜。唔把握機會專心讀書﹐係度上網。壞孩子﹐無得救。

Dec. 9

又發了一整天夢﹐究竟我是怎麼搞的﹖
潛伏已久的思鄉病終於發作﹐香港的家人﹐朋友﹐生活﹐興趣...海﹐校園﹐旺角﹐食物...這一切一切﹐整天都在我腦海內徘徊﹐不願離去。
檸檬又跟我討論宗教信仰上的感覺﹐要信就信吧﹐不用看我的﹐你信了對你有好處﹐對我亦無壞處﹐為何要那麼執著呢﹖
多麼希望有車可以讓我免費開﹐不用擔心insurence﹐油錢﹐車錢。唉﹗發夢﹗

Dec. 10 1:30pm考POL

考成點﹖well, ok la. For sure I will get a B. but i doubt if i can get an A.
最後一日見怪怪CS major同學﹐他剪了頭髮﹐正常少少﹐交換了email同icq#﹐他仲比左我他的電話號碼﹐話要ride可以隨時call他。
為何我那麼愛睡﹖天呀﹗幫幫我好嗎﹖
看到eshop上的dolphin東西﹐真的很想全部擁有。

Dec. 11 8am考HIS

睡了三個多小時﹐六點四十五分被收音機叫醒﹐再訓番﹐再責醒已是七點半了﹗即刻衝返學﹐遲到無得考架﹗
落毛毛雨。凍。濕。終於有機會用新買回來的雨傘了。但是鞋子還是濕了
應該考得OK吧﹐雖然old materials唔係好熟﹐但應會被new materials拉番﹐無A都應該有B啦﹗
中午睡了四個小時﹐補番。
好想立刻知道考得怎樣﹐好緊張呀﹗

一層層濃濃的白霧環繞著死氣沉沉的校園...(有人既﹐不過都半死架啦)
一片片黃黃的落葉鋪滿了泥黃枯乾的草原...(佈滿了火蟻竇)
一雙雙黑黑的眼袋顯露出慘無人道的考試...(我個眼袋好似唔係因為考試而變黑架wor)
天呀﹗生活為何變得那麼枯燥乏味﹖快點到星期五吧﹗

Dec. 12 休息一天

今日無試考﹐好晏先起身﹐曳。
係甘二讀下SOC﹐背下D formulas﹐就走左去上網﹐曳。
聽日考CAL都唔早訓﹐曳。

Dec. 13 10:30am考SOC, 1:30pm考CAL 冷﹗下雨﹗

很久未試過這樣了﹐未夠一點就去睡覺﹐最後一次看鐘已快三點了﹐輾轉反側了將近兩小時﹐今天要考CAL﹐ 很想早點睡﹐奈何偏不讓我睡著。試過很多方法嘗試入睡﹐看書﹐看notes﹐聽歌﹐食東西...還是不行。
早上八點就醒來了﹐睡了六個小時也沒有﹐今天怎會有精神考CAL﹖究竟我是怎麼了﹖
返學有奇景出現﹗自己跟自己一起走﹐坐在巴士上﹐看見自己在外面跟著走﹐很久未遇上這種事了。 但以後也不想再碰到。感覺太痛苦了。
(不要被嚇倒﹐只是風﹐雨﹐雲同時間出現﹐而我亦因為考試而要硬著頭皮出去﹐風大到巴士司機連扭呔都好似唔夠力﹐而我亦變成了一個癲婆﹐就好似三日無梳頭一樣。)
HIS拿到A﹐由細到大都未試過﹐開心到爭D彈起再扑低。

Dec. 14 放假了﹗Yeah!!!

Claire decided to stay in Houston and not coming back again. At the same time we got letters from the office saying that we have to clean the vacant room or we will be charged. Why can't she come and do everything herself? she is now hanging out with her friends, enjoying her life in Houston, while we have to do everything and being scared of getting charged by the office. And we have final this week too. Gosh! I have no idea why June can stand her. Please come back asap to deal with your own mess.
Well, she would be gone, and we don't know who will move in. Leia is kinda worried about her new roommate again.
We didn't arrive Houston till 8:30pm tonight. The ride was long, cos i didn't go to sleep and we chat the whole time. June's car was running out of gas. It was cold here in Houston at night, or may be it's becoz I didn't go out at night for quite a long time.
I got the clothes that my uncle brought back for me from HK. I was so happy to get my fleezes back. And mom also got me a pants and a shirt. Cool! They are nice. Thank you, mommy. =)

Dec. 15

I didn't go to sleep till 4 this morning and woke up around 12nn. It's not that cold afterall, maybe becos it's warm during the day.
Babysit at Church till 6. Someone got a CR-V today! We waited in the store for more than 2 hours. But at last I still got a chance to have a Japanese dinner. The waiting was worthy.

Dec. 16

Church again! Bro. Scott becomes a Rev. and Uncle Jackson becomes a Decon. We had a ceremony for them this afternoon. Went to Y's house afterward for their guitar recito. They got curly chicken. My throat hurts so bad that I didn't eat a piece. But that looks soooo... good!

Dec. 17

Sick like hell! Sleep the whole day. Felt on the floor and hit my lip. Unconscious!
Miss my mom so bad today!

Dec. 18

Stay home the whole day again. Couldn't go out cos i have no key. Went to Pastor's house and got caught by him. Have to go to church tmr to help putting the calendar into the enverlop.

Dec. 19

Stay at the Church the whole day. Work with the everygreen fellowship in the morning. Had a good lunch for free, but my stomach did not cooperate. Couldn't eat much.
Continue with the work afternoon. Pastor asked me to do something stupid. That's why I have to go back again after dinner.
Well, at least I don't have to go to church tmr again!
Caughing to death the whole day!

Dec. 20

Dreamed of Uncle Jackson last night. Someone unexpected called and woke me up from the dream.
Wrapped the presents for AWANA in the morning. Went out in the afternoon with Phyllis. Bought most of the gift for x'mas. Got those bookmark for x'mas card. I finally accomplished something for myself this week.
It's an amazing thing to know that we used exactly $45 for Auntie Jasmine's gift. And she asked us to have dinner at her house. I got another playstation game from Nathan.

Dec. 21

Dream of mommy last night. Prepare the games for tonight's fellowship. What questions should I ask them?
Wrap my other gifts.
Successfully led the fun time after dinner. I think I did quite a good job tonight. Got scared when saw an American tonight. I thought I had to lead in English.

Dec. 22 冬至

Went out with Carol and Hannah. Hannah likes dolphins just like I do. We went to Gallaria. Didn't eat lunch, stomach was hurt.
Searching for gifts for cousins and uncle. Went to eat Japanese food. They went to pick up the rental cars for the trip to new orleans tomorrow. stay at dicson's house till 1:30am.
Went home and wash the clothes, or I will have nothing to wear for the trip. Slept at 5am.

Dec. 23

Church again. Almost couldn't wake up. Had the Christmas luncheon. Jason didn't let me help move the table. 懶係gentleman. 女仔又點呀﹖女仔就唔可以幫手搬台﹖要知道Church D 男仔幾‘有用’先得架﹐我唔搬﹐邊個黎搬﹖
去New Orleans, 換到兩架私家車﹐唔洗坐15人van。譚美被比利激死﹐係車度唱歌。唱足6個鐘﹗

Dec. 24 Christmas Eve

行足成日﹐去D Day museum. 三年前讀過既WWII已經忘記得一乾二淨﹐行到好累﹐食生oyster, 好食。回酒店caroling﹐大家無咩聖誕歌記得。玩鋤D﹐被比利笑死。

Dec. 25 聖誕快樂﹗

食breakfast buffet。行French Market﹐聖誕節甚麼店都關門﹐在酒店coffee shop待了一個下午﹐又鋤D﹐吃酒店的dinner﹐很大碟。
晚上去看燈飾﹐沒有真正行過夜晚的Burbon Street. 頗遺憾。

Dec. 26

最後一天﹐食鬼佬牛利酥﹐檸檬同譚美被玩﹐我被夾在中間﹐很不幸﹐遭殃了。
再行French Market. 譚美買了很多無聊野。舐錢。
食完food court lunch就要開車返HOU了﹐三日過得太快喇﹗

Dec. 27

整天留在家﹐甚麼也不做。無無聊聊又過了一天。
uncle話明晚有客到﹐要留在家中﹐唔准返團契。

Dec. 28

無聊又緊張地完成了這頓晚飯﹐收到的跟失去的相比﹐實在太不值得了。

Dec. 29

晚上又去食飯﹐看iron chef﹐不好看。
檸檬不肯把禮物送給我﹐又要等多一晚。

Dec. 30

收到了很特別的禮物﹐實在太感動了。點知無意中又激嬲了人﹐唉﹗煩﹗

Dec. 31 除夕

年終分享會﹐意想不到的人分享﹐自己掙扎了很久﹐還是沒有分享。
衝去龍哥屋企count down﹐差D趕唔切。
兩點先返屋企
今年一張聖誕卡也收不到﹐很失望。