April 7th

A certain melancholy fell upon me this evening, and it took me a while before I realised what had affected me so.  Faith was in a bad mood this morning, and I just felt so alone at the beginning of the weekend.  I just spoke to her on the phone a few moments ago, and she was back to her normal chirpy mood.  I was so thankful.  It really had brightened up my life.

To hear her laugh and smile is something I don't think I'll ever get tired of.  After the short time on the phone, I felt the strength come back to me.  I even went to the gym to find some solace in basketball, and somehow my mood affected my game.  I left after a few short games which I played badly.  Thank God everything is fine now.  I'll try putting the ball into the hoop again tomorrow.  

Dearest Faith, I do miss you a lot.  You've been so much a part of my life, bearing with me for the past eight years - loving me, caring for me, praying for me.  I know that God has brought us together, and there's such an immense joy I get when I know that our relationship is pleasing in His eyes.  I really cannot thank Him, or thank you enough for making my life so much more bearable, so much more joyful.  *Hug* Thank you for everything.  Thank God for everything.

 

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