“Can I go
now? We do have class starting soon you know…”
“No. I still have a few things we need to discuss…”
“Like?”
“Your behavior.”
“Meaning?”
“From someone with an IQ greater than that of the combined
male population of Gryffindor, you sure are slow on the intake Lea… ”
“Is this about Horris?”
Draco was actually expecting a more hesitant answer, not one
that hit the bull’s eye… but this was Lea, after all.
“Um, yes…” He nodded, feeling slightly foolish under her
stare.
“Did you actually think I would fall for his charade?”
“You’ve sure acted like it!” He defended himself,
“Honestly! No one could change so rapidly as Horris
seems to, One does not stay silent for almost a week after spending two with
You-Know-Who only to act perfectly normal the next day Draco… he’s putting on a
show for the students. That’s why he started the day before break ended.”
“So you knew from the start?”
She nodded,
“So why in hell have you played the fool all this time?”
“Sit.”
He complied, ignoring the order-like tone. Draco knew damn
well her explanations could go longer than record-making Filibusters [1], even
if she didn’t offer her audience a chance to get comfortable. His mind
didn’t fancy hours of leaning against the wall, thank you very much.
“You probably don’t want to hear this, but Horris is a great
deal like Harry.” She paused there, probably awaiting his retort. He stayed
silent though, an expressionless mask firmly on his face. “They’re different in
many respects, but very similar all the same… like twins, separated at birth.”
“One good, the other evil? Bent on
destroying each other?” Draco retorted, sneering.
“Heavens no!” She called back instantly, looking hurt at the
very suggestion, “besides, aren’t Slytherins supposed to take care of each
other?”
Where’s she going with this? He nodded, raising a
brow.
“You do know… oh, maybe not… er… Harry was supposed
to be in Slytherin.”
“He WHAT?” Draco nearly screamed, half gagging at the
thought of that goodie-goodie in Slytherin green.
“He fought the hat… anyway, we’re getting off topic. All I
was trying to say was that the two often behave alike… I see little bits of
Harry in Horatius at times… the way he tries to protect everyone, his
selflessness, his eyes… Harry always pretended he was fine, that nothing
bothered him… he even hid the little things. I think he practiced on them so he
could hide the big ones… the ones involving You-know-who and stuff.”
So Potter wasn’t simply an airhead?
“He thought he let the entire world
down by showing weakness, ‘hope of the wizarding world’ can’t be human- right?
Horris is doing the same… to protect us I guess, or the professor…”
Draco nodded, knowing how
protective Horris had gotten when it came to his father, as if Aurors would
kill him the moment he let down his guard.
“Or to keep the other Slytherins
and Asps in line, it would do him no good if they began questioning his
leadership abilities…”
“No.” Draco cut in
flatly, “Asps can’t disobey him, even if he ordered us to kill
ourselves. Once we pledge we are bonded to follow him forever.”
“Either way,” She insisted, pushing
the stunned look out of her eyes as she regained her voice, “I know what he is
trying to do… if he thinks it isn’t working he’ll tune us out completely and
get even worse. The best thing we can do now is pretend we can’t see he’s
living a lie and let him think he’s a great actor. His performance is far
better than any I’ve seen before so no one but people really close to him will
notice any foul play. For now, that’s the professor and us. If we tell him he
might do something unsafe in desperation, it’s not like he can go back to his
previous state… it’s best he thinks we don’t know.”
“Don’t know what?” A voice called
from the doorway, sounding far from amused.
~*~*~
He
was wet, dirty and tired. More importantly, he was frustrated with the mission,
angry at the idiot he had believed actually knew where he ought to go, angrier at
himself for trusting the man and worried sick about Harry. Not that he expected
a swarm of owls or anything, the boy didn’t write him too often during the
school year… still, nothing since the end of summer worried him. Sure, with the
amount of work Dumbledore had given him he couldn’t actually worry too much,
nor would he blame any owl for getting lost… he’d been sent on a scavenger hunt
that tossed him from continent to continent… the apparating alone gave him a
headache! Either way, he wished he could make sure Harry was alright, that
You-Know-Who didn’t try to kill him… again.
“Just find the stone.” He muttered,
readjusting the straps on his backpack. The headmaster had promised he could
return as soon as he received the stone from some ‘old acquaintance’ of
Dumbledore’s, whose name was simply impossible to pronounce. From what little
he had been told, even the person’s sex hadn’t been disclosed, he only knew
that said person could be found by searching for the ‘Blind Seer of the East’.
At
least he had found out his good looks had not all faded in Azkaban… all he had
really needed was a good shave, a haircut, some decent clothes and a few good
meals. Now no one could really associate the handsome blue-eyed stranger with
the infamous escaped convict. Wouldn’t Harry be surprised! Oh if only he could
see him now… Sirius smiled as he pictured the surprise on his godson’s face…
like the look James had when he got elected Quidditch captain , or when Sirius
invited them all for a week to his father’s cottage in the Alps… As soon as he
got the stone he would be able to see Harry… properly, face to face, hug to
hug. Dumbledore had promised him a week, but Sirius could most likely puppy-eye
three… six if Harry joined in… Oh, to just find the bloody stone!
~*~*~
“Don’t
do that!” Lea called out, “You nearly gave me a heart attack!”
“What do you know?” He repeated
oddly, “Now.”
His hands were shaking slightly,
with rage or fear, and his eyes sparkled as if shielding a blazing inferno.
“We… we know you’re not as well-off
as you pretend to be Horris, we’re worried.” Horris relaxed slightly at Lea’s
explanation, unintentionally telling Draco that he had other secrets to hide.
“I don’t want to lose you too,” Hermione exclaimed, moving to hug Horris.
“Don’t touch me!” He yelled
suddenly, making Draco jump and lea practically burst into tears as she stopped
her advance mid-step. But Horris corrected himself quickly, “I’m not angry Lea,
not at you anyway.”
“Then why-”
“It hurts.” He stated sternly,
making Draco raise a curious brow…
Hadn’t I healed everything?
“what hurts?” He asked
instantly, looking Horris over for any sign of limping or… something.
“Right, I’m leaving…” Lea agreed,
having received a glare from Horris that told her to scram in no uncertain
terms, “I have that… that class to get to…” She mumbled.
“Well?” Draco insisted, seeing her
beyond earshot.
In response, Horris pulled up his
sleeve, revealing his toned arm. He had gained a good deal of muscle during his
stay with Voldemort, not that Draco was eager to get a similar workout…
“I don’t see
anything wrong mate…” And he wished he could take back his words as soon as
they left his mouth. “What the hell!”
“Concealing charms.” Horris
explained flatly, mussing the meaning of Draco’s questioning outcry.
“How long?”
“Two days after you healed me.”
“WHAT! Why didn’t you… why…who did
this?”
“Voldemort.” And Draco paled.
“Please tell me that psycho
can’t enter Hogwarts…”
“He can’t.”
Thank Merlin!
“But when I was…‘in his care’,” Horris
continued, “I sometimes healed myself with the venoms, so he targeted the area
that produces them, our lower back if you’re interested, just below our
kidneys. Anyway, he screwed them up somehow… my control of them to be more
precise, I never know which is which anymore.”
“Permanent?” Draco asked feebly,
too overwhelmed to ask anything more intelligent at the moment.
“Don’t think so… I’m starting to
notice the differences now, but it’s still like trying to feel with a numb
hand.”
“But what’s that got to do with
this?” Draco asked, pointing at the seemingly endless number of spots that
looked like rotten bruises all over his arm. The only place he’d ever seen
anything like it was his father’s Dark Mark.
“I’m immune to the
killing curse because it’s one of my venoms.”
Draco nodded,
“But only in the sense of it’s
primary function.”
Now Draco looked at Horris, away
from the spots. “The killing curse is designed to kill. I’m immune to that
aspect of it. It still hurts like hell. I figure it’s akin to the Cruciatus,
only the pain is not turned up from zero but ignited at full power… by
increasing the pain instead of just blasting it the Cruciatus allows the body
enough time to adjust- barely. You can’t feel it going up it does it so fast,
but that split second makes all the difference. The killing curse just
overloads the body with pain, killing the person. The reason no one feels it
when they die is because it kills faster than the brain can acknowledge the
pain… except for me.”
“What about the…” what were they,
exactly, “the…er…spots?”
Horris sighed, a haunted look in
his eye.
“Ever
wonder why the Dark Mark is permanent?” Horris asked sadly, “or why it
hurts so bloody much?” Then he smiled. It wasn’t a compounded smirk but a grim
smile, almost like the one Black sported in all the wanted posters back in
third year… it bordered on senile. “It’s based on the killing curse,
concentrated to only kill certain tissues in a limited area. A mirror spell is
cast so that when the new skin grows it’s also killed off… the mirror spell
connects to Voldemort, allowing him to hit his followers with pain at will… it
also turns dormant if he doesn’t exploit it for a while, making the mark
invisible after a period of non-use.”
“But not undone…” Draco finished,
Horris nodding. “Did he tell you this or-”
“He tried to mark me… a few times.”
Horris answered, not waiting for Draco to ask, rubbing his arm. “Each lasted a
day, two at most… my body undid it using the venoms, neat little trick really,
once I figured out what was happening… One thing he did right I guess, gave us
some powerful self-preservation instincts…”
Horris was laughing, a laugh that
could have easily passed for crying. It
was no joyous laugh but one of self-preservation that scared Draco as it rang
in his ears. It was as if the forced laugh was all that kept Horris from
breaking down. “The ‘spots’, as you call them, are a result of my jumbled
venoms… my body is shooting the killing venom in an attempt to heal me.”
“Can I help?” Was about the only
thing Draco figured to be an appropriate response. What was he supposed
to say to that? ‘Ouch’ or ‘That sucks mate’?
“You might… I know how to undo
them, but I can’t very well try with my venoms.”
“How?”
“It’s odd really, a combination of
healing and waking venoms. It can’t revive the dead, but it does destroy
the mirror spell and heals the marked skin.”
“One to one ratio?”
“Three to one… you need far more
heal than wake. I just hope I’m not immune to your waking venom.”
“I just hope you don’t accidentally
let any of your AK venom lose while I’m doing this…” Draco retorted.
“I won’t let any lose, promise.”
“What
did he do to you, really?” Draco finally asked, unable to stop the words. “I
won’t believe he just wanted to torture you.”
“He didn’t want to, actually… he
figured he’d win my loyalty, he needs my loyalty. When playing nice
didn’t seem to work he switched to… other methods. He knew I was Alpha
since the first day we met him, did you know that? I was such a fool…”
“He tried to force you to submit?”
“Scare me into obedience more like
it…”
“Did it work?”
“…”
“Horris?”
“He went livid when the mark faded,
tried to put it on over and over… I thought he’d kill me at times, sometimes I
wished he did…”
“Three to one
ratio, right?” Draco interrupted, changing the subject as quickly as he could
and cursing himself mentally. Horris was already shaking in the seat Lea had
occupied, wrapping his arms around his knees.
“Yeah. You have to blend them or it
won’t work properly… start on my arms; they don’t hurt as much.”
“Got it.”
~*~*~
“No
you sit down and listen… I’ve kept quiet so far but by Merlin, I am going to
get answers!”
“I have enough problems right now
Ginny… will you just-”
“No. I am not going to let this
slide anymore. I can’t believe you don’t even care where he is… even if you
weren’t on the best of terms before he disappeared. Then again, you don’t seem
to worry about Harry either… or is he also a devil in disguise?”
“Don’t you dare compare him
to your brother!” She practically screamed, “I’m sorry I ever knew him!”
“How can you say that? Ron’s been
missing since before Christmas... he was your friend Hermione!”
”You don’t know anything!”
“Then enlighten me, oh all-knowing
one!”
“I can’t.”
“Why? Because little Ginny ought to
stay stupid all her life? Because I’m too fragile? Bull! I can handle as much
as you and you know it!”
“Calm down… I wish I didn’t
know.”
“You… you know where he is, don’t
you? You know and you won’t tell anyone?”
“Leave Ginny.”
“No! If you don’t tell me… I’ll…
I’ll make you tell me!”
“How? You think you could cast
Imperious?”
“You really spend too much time
with Slytherins if that’s the first thing you think of!”
“Better safe than sorry.”
“Meaning?”
“I’ve had the curse put on me
twice… once in class and once by someone I thought was my friend… what
am I supposed to expect from you?”
“You’re comparing me to Snape ?”
Ginny asked in outrage, her hands held in tight fists at her sides.
“Horris wouldn’t do that… he can,
he doesn’t need to.”
“Who then?”
“Ron.”
“You’re lying.”
“Alright, if you think I’m lying I
won’t arguer with you. I’m far too tired to do so and I’ve got a million other
things to worry about.”
“Are you lying?”
“That’s for you to decide.
Right now I’m already late as it is…”
And with that she walked away,
hoping she had done the right thing. Lea couldn’t keep her from the truth, but
the longer Ginny didn’t believe her the happier she would be, the younger. No
one ought to find out their loved one is a Deatheater… especially at so young
an age. They’d find out soon enough, too soon probably, and shock is at times
easier to deal with than confirmation.
[1]
Filibuster~ It’s a tactic used in the US Congress where a person literally
talks a proposed bill to death (it’s a stall technique). For the first 3 hours,
s/he must talk about the bill, after that s/he can talk about anything s/he
damn well wants. The longest one lasted a bit over 24 hours... How anyone could
speak like that without a break is beyond me ~_~;
I’m taking US Gov right now, sorry, couldn’t resist
putting that in there ^_^!