I am Emilie LeFae, a name given to me by someone very special to me. That special person is my wife, Janiah. She is the foundation upon which my life is based and the wind behind Emilie's sail's. When I first started dressing I was very young. It started with one of my mothers cotton summer dresses. The first time I put it on I can remember the cool feeling of the fabric as it glided over my small body. Ever since I have been a "closet" dresser. I continued dressing by myself, just clothes no make up or anything,(for fear of being caught) throughout my teen years and into my adult life. I always had thought's like,"I must be sick to be enjoying this." or "This is so perverted, what if someone find's out. It will ruin my life." I would take showers after dressing as though it made me dirty. I didn't understand why I was doing this, and more importantly, I didn't understand why I couldn't stop. So life went on this way, until I met Janiah. Over time I found I could share my inner most deamons with her, and she still loved me. So one eveing, we were sitting at the computer creating a poll for an adult E-group we had joined. With questions like, "Most strangest sexual encounter, Strangest place, ect. and I decided to test the water by adding the question that changed my life, "Have you ever worn your spouses clothes?" That was on 11/5/00 and since then there has been many changes in my life. I have fully imerged from the closet with my wife. She is in full support of Emilie being a part of our life and I have discovered a whole new side of myself (Emilie) that I had been hiding from for so long. Those feelings of perverse, dirty, bad behaviour still haunt me sometimes, but for the most part they have changed to feelings of contentment, peace of mind, and serenity. As Emilie, I feel sexxy, provocative, beuatifull, and most importantly, WHOLE ! Bringing Emilie out is still not as simple or nearly as easy as I would like. I have four young children and am in the spotlight quite abit in the community, so I must keep room in my closet for myself, but someday I will emerge fully from that closet and be able to be who I am instead of who everyone else wants me to be. Until that day, I am confind to the limited freedom of my home. Accept for here on the web. So, kick your heels off, streatch out your "Legg's" and enjoy the rest of the site. |
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site, so it would be here for you.