.stay.away.  -december 2000-

the words rise up in my
throat the ones i always
wanted to tell you but
baby you never cared like
i wanted you to you
leave me here on my own
then expect me to fall back
into your arms with a smile
i think this is wrong
i wish you loved me but
honey you don't there's no
use lying i love you or
i think i did and i
wanna take it back but
i can't the words are
lost forever in my mind and
in yours
i'm drowning but no one
cares you just leave me
here to burn without a second
glance you run away you
always escape in the end
i hate you i can't help
but realize how fucked up
this is your arms are
poisonous your fingers
are thorns stay away
your kisses are knives
stay away

*me


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