and eye was like 13
and it was a Sunday morning eye think
and
eye think both my parents were still asleep
Tortured
eye remember
eye was gonna play sick so eye wouldn't have to go to church that day
[don't stop]
[don't stop]
and eye turned over
and there he was
[my beloved]
[my beloved]
holding a pillow
he smelled of sweat & regret
and he said ....
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Blood Pigs
I.
eye'm sorry
eye'm ugly
all that i am
and i can never live up
eye'm failing
eye'm angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us
its fuct up
eye'm different
wurdz remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you're walking away!!!
eye'm so afraid
and now you're walking away
eye'm so ashamed
and now you're walking away!!
[voodoo spell]
II.
my mistake
was trusting you
blood pigs
with creating my fate
with poetry
and suffering
i cannibalized
every ounce of my pain
eye'm still afraid
everyday
these greedy worms
- they devour my plagues
eye'm not your slave
eye'm conquering
you see me rise
& now you're walking away!!!
eye'm not ashamed!
and now you're walking away!
eye'm not afraid!
and now you're walking away!!
[bridge & tunnel]
you can't hurt me anymore
you can't hurt me anymore
fed from the wound from
which we were bled
vomiting filth in
our soft cave heads
chewing on tissue,
tendon and fat
destroying the things
they do not understand!
tyrant.
betrayer.
parasite.
traitor!!
....and still u feed them
....and still u need them
eye'm sorry
eye'm ugly
dangerous
can't describe it enough
eye'm failing
eye'm angry
i use my fear
to empower my hate
eye'm fuct up
eye'm different
wurdz remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you're walking away!!!
eye'm not ashamed
and now you're walking away
eye'm not afraid
and now you're walking away!
and now you're walking away!
and now you're walking away
and now you're walking away
[voodoo spell]
my mistake!
was trusting you!
blood pigs -
with creating my fate!
with poetry
and suffering
i cannibalized....
every ounce of my pain
eye'm still afraid everyday
u still suckle my plagues
eye'm not your fucking slave
so why you walking away???
blood pig!
why you walking away???
T.R.I.C
to all u weak mcs
all u hardcore wannabe'z
if u step into the ring be prepared to swing
WHUT??
I.
me be the best to impress with dictation
too far fetched? beyond your imagination?
i'll rise to the occasion launching an invasion
enterin your mental like a viral infestation
wurdz be abrasive, joints i be lacin
sacrificin mics - ignite the celebration
its just amazing, poetically we blazing
xen & otep, a volatile combination
we destroy like revelations
styles be liquid and flow like irrigation
so make the preparation
defeat is bittersweet, its all u'll be tastin
sounding battle stations - my war face in place
total annihilation - your existence been erased
its the renaissance - time to switch up and change
the path the paragraphs infiltrate your brain
[chorus]
T.R.I.C.
II.
risin from the ashes to lead the wretched masses
back to the sufi shack - defyin all the fascists
wurdz burn with passion - mentally enhancin
eye'm david to goliath or delilah to your samson
kickin ass like cassius - spreadin rhymes like rashes
the satellites in flight - how long before it crashes
falling like avalanches - crumbled and crushed
my wild womyn get to sinnin - know the power of us
eye'm callin your bluff - is it freedom or death?
we're gettin it on in Babylon - chokin on gods breath
the infinite connects true soldiers alive
the tribe will survive when armageddon arrives
[chorus]
-- pre bridge
the revolution is coming
TAKE NO PRISONERS
the revolution is coming
-- bridge
COWARDS BEWARE
FUCK!
my war serpents rattle when its time for battle
[mental midgets]
III.
i got a fist full of shit for u flies to feast
u lost control of your soul cuz your minds deceased
unfulfilled satisfactions & chemical reactions
my fate theres no escape - life itself is the assassin
eye'm blastin - the worlds in ashes - from the invasion
EVERY WORD'S ANNIHILATION!!
COME ON!!
[chorus]
-- pre bridge
your suffering will free u
My Confession
... my confession
because eye'm diluted
&
perfectly flawed
i shall
live by passion
&
not by law
and eye'm
insecure ...
i need aggression
to
feed the spiders
of perception
and eye'm
supposed to be strong
& have
all the answers
a
cannibal
in the
new church of cancer
but eye'm
nothing special
eye'm not unique
i have
many secrets
& i
eat the weak
and eye'm
at an end
eye'm at an end .....
and there's ...
NO WAY OUT!!
[chorus]
i need to find my sanctuary
..... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me
..... this is my escape
II.
and i
think about it
all the time
eye'm
volatile
&
afraid to cry
but eye'm
still not comfortable
in my skin
and the
anesthetics slowly
wearing thin
& i
need to talk to
someone new
i need a different
latitude
& eye'm
in this void
all alone!
feeling needy
... hungry to grow
but eye'm
suffocating
-- can't come down
and .... no ....
THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!!
[chorus]
i need to find my sanctuary
.... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me!
.... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!!
--- all i see is sadness
all i see is sadness ....
what's left?
-- this will teach them.
this will teach them,
......you've got to......
push.
Push.
PUSH....
YOUR WAY OUT!!!
FOLLOW ME!
FOLLOW ME!
THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!!
........you are not alone
- this is where i hide my power
- this is where i become free
- this is where i take control
- and slowly choke your fantasies
- i want to know my day is coming
- see my enemies be punished
- shed my skin again
- this will be my best revenge!!
SHED MY SKIN AGAIN
THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!
Sacrilege
[resurrection .. is for those .. who didn't get it right - the first time ...]
[eternal salvation suffers from inflation!!]
sinner!
I.
say whut u need to save your soul
but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control
eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u
my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes
[sinner]
so teach me the magick of your sacred pomes
conjuring a voice of signs & omens
prophecies guide the breeze
w/syllables symbols breed
behind the eyes we climb the vine
to sacrifice our wounded minds
in soft wurd trances seek insanity
i can't save u cuz i hate me
[chorus]
the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns
womyn is a devil - [your] GOD IS A FRAUD
everyone u knew - everything u've ever done
suffer for your freedom - RISE & OVERCOME
[sinner!]
II.
say whut u need to save your soul
but leave your religion at the door
we're smoking all of Krsna's weed
u see me as a place to make a bruise
fuck those hypocrites - together we'll fight
[chorus]
[bridge]
all u sinners
BURN IN THE PIT!!
SINNER!
[chorus]
[outro]
save me
WHY?
SALVATION!!
Battle Ready
KUAN!!
<>
I.
simple souls overload as i explode data banks
supreme -- linguistic -- mental machine
fire fills my veins as eye proclaim my resistance
as eye -- skin the burn to relearn the royal plan
its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer
a monument of crisis - eye strikes this - your dead
[chorus]
BATTLE READY!
BATTLE READY
BATTLE READY
-- breaking the bones
II.
commanding the mic -- striking up a verb-fest
in combat --- attacking since way back
formulating flows in revolutionary science
freaking techniques -- this creature of speech
eye'm alone on my throne in this universe of fear
as the pinnacle -- lyrical master -- queen of disaster
[chorus]
p>
shaking up the world -- just like the 2nd coming of christ
wurdz will flow -- wounds will grow
its THE SOUL EATER!! -- mic bleeder with the voice of chaos
gather the flock -- alarm your block
a holy war -- thru your veins it courses
supernatural -- styles be volatile
[chorus]
[bridge]
COME!
we came to defy - ewe living life as a lie
TO WATCH EWE DIE! -- agonizing cries are heard in stereo
in the line of fire -- watching empires fall
MY SPECIES!!!
[chorus]
[outro]
MY SPECIES!
Emtee
eye remember
eye remember
of childhood
holy bruises
soaked in a stew like drowning
whose only ..
was the greed of
u know where
u know how
........kill<
all fall away
PAIN!!
i can't keep
can't keep
can't be
...anymore
... make it go away
Possession
[spirits come come]
sing to me my muses
where will these visions lead?
SPIRITS SPIRITS COME COME!
I.
all the prophets & the gods came prepared for theirs
preaching werewolf prayers on our nightly flight
feel the urge of the power surge -- ignite the soul
got an arsenal, ganja blunts & such
speaking testaments in our secret dialogue
take a walk in the wilderness of your mind
[chorus]
POSSESSION
SURRENDER
SURVIVE
YOU DIED
II.
down on the battleground laying waste to competition
eye decree mutiny ....
the assembler of souls full of knowledge untold
into attack mode to decipher the code
into the mental stasis - apathy erases
prepare for warfare
[chorus]
[bridge]
sometimes eye sit and ask myself ...
something's taking over me ...
POSSESSION
paint your face with the blood of the weak
eye survived
eye spread the fever
eye survived
[lie.]
Thots
nothings changed
and everyday
supply lines are less protected
eye can smell the death on your flesh
trapped within the twisting fingers of fear
that face
burning like leprosy
eye can see u there
prostituting Nationalism
and eye want to attack
and vomit a world of agony and truth
... and hate guides our way
eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back
the giving sleep of depression
chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples
in the harem tents - outside
a cycloptic mare in the fires of imagination
feeding my disease
eye need something to remind me eye am still sinning
that eye am not alone ... in this
- guard the houses
... ewe will eat my pain again
whatever u need
Fillthee
lying naked
on the bathroom floor
evacuating pain
-- and i can't get his scent off of me
I.
she wants to be messiah
she wants to fuck delilah
she wants to be a deity
and punish the whores of your wishgods
she wants to see galaxies,
she wants to be a fallen angel
[chorus]
she's unclean
and i can't get his scent off of me
II
she wants to free the kingdumb
she wants to be the prophet
she wants to break free from eve
to be born again in the thrill of sin
she wants to stand
slaughter the daughter
burn the world
[chorus]
[bridge]
- don't touch me there
AND I CAN'T GET HIS SCENT OFF OF ME!
NO!
AND I CAN'T GET HIS SCENT OFF OF ME!
WHY SHOULD I BE AFRAID?
RUN! RUN!
Menocide
killing me
killing me ......
infectious human waste
killer
a testosterone feeding drone
time to
KILL YOUR MASTERS!
MENOCIIIIDE!
I.
our time has come!!!
you're just as weak as me
just as imperfect!
i see your skin
you look at me!
eye'm afraid!
i'll feel no fear or hate as i ..
girls in the playroom
servants in the workplace
RISE!
II.
those who refuse to grow
!give death to them!
no one's listening
everything they taught
hear me now this battlecry
- what to wear
ENOUGH!!!
.. apple eater!
this is the beginning of my Liberation!
BRIDES & BREEDERS!!
Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali
GIVE ME FREE!!
[always]
FEE-MALE CIRCUMCISIONS!
NEVER AGAIN!
no compassion
kill your masters
but in my reality eye'm a slave to the muse
the tyranny of squares - SQUIGGLES UNITE
-- and blasphemers!
BURN!
cuz the earth & space gave birth to this paleface
your brain cells swell - the intellects extreme
to the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence
somewhere out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land
damaging challengers -- resurrection, disorder
line my nest with your soul -- cleansed in bloodshed
poets gonna take control
souls violate parole
violently invade your home
OF THOSE WHO POSE
mass destruction is my function - time to put it to the test
in the days eye drew praise for the way that eye slayed facts
its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance
ewe feel the fury of devastation cuz ewe ewe tasted defeat
royalty divides my soul -- in this role eye'm revered
eye ruin brain fluid -- the UNKNOWN IS WHUT EYE'M AFTER
-- when eye write -- thrice divine with this goddess sight
ewe know -- bones will be exposed from the force that eye unload
eye got the nectar of the gods flowing from my mental pod
tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock
more lyrical artillery than the armed forces
its the mind manipulator -- the WAR CHILD
SHADOW SOLDIERS!
we embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly
eye'm visualizing battlefield scenarios
into attack position -- ELIMINATE ALL!!!
NO SURRENDER!
suffering
... feeling the sting
& injections
sweet infections
cockroaches
crime
inherent hunger
eye'm fragile
to kill
all fall today
pain.
this rage in me
pretending
this emtee
it go away
lost in hot cyclops anarchy
possession, invention ... blood, blood
spirits, spirits .... come, cum ...
how far dare i go?
where will this song take me?
into the deep UNKNOWN!
so we dined on the vine of the mind in pairs
gestating all we ate in the pale moonlight
bringing kingdoms under siege with the words that i control
only love can set me free from this Patriarchal clutch
while the drones begin to feast on the feces of the hog
before your soul decides to die & leaves infinity behind
INVENTION
INVITE DISCOVERY
TO PLEASURE
LOST IN ECSTASY!
ALIVE
YOU ARE MY ENEMY
FOR LIES
SLAVES TO MISERY
eye'm collecting intellects & exhaling solar systems
its REVOLUTION US against the Patriarchy
while eye'm spinning webs of wisdom, prophecies unfold
of Babylon's terror spawn - tyranny reloads
the urgency of rage & its frightening little places
the afterbirth of knowledge is Americas nightmare
WHAT HAVE EYE BECOME!!!???
FREE ME NOW
ASHURA
ISHTAR
KALI
AVENGE ME ... AVENGE ME.
self sacrifice everyone u meet
screaming demons in my veins
voices of the dead nurturing my pain
eye'm alive
to watch u burn
killed your leaders
to help u learn
eye'm alive
the senates still corrupt
& the emporer remains insane
is a new strain of slaughter
evil on all sides
-- creeping in
and all eye see is ewe
those eyes
poisoning the air
to rip out your heart and lay your flat on your back
into your throbbing illness of memory
for the acceptance of death and blind cave war
the sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression
just beyond the edges - eye ride
a river of plagues
that pain in important
that wurdz matter
that healing in possible
- triple the watch
- maidens, dig up your sorcery
- sirens, sharpen your rocks
unite messiah ME
-- alone
fear ... no MORE!
without the crucifixion
without samsons intervention
and rule us everyday
and the martyrs that they slay
all the planets and the stars
without their swollen scars
unclean
fillthee
and be worshipped by the earth
for 10 times whut she's worth
and leave them all behind
& revive her dying mind
& rape the king
kill everything
& let her soul be free
& ignite the nebulas
of eternity
- oooh i know your SCARED
- kill the need in me
- and i'll remain .... UNCLEAN!!!
ITS NOT THE 1ST TIME EYE'VE TASTED PAIN!!
AND I CAN'T GET HIS SCENT OFF OF ME!
he's killing me
we killing me
me killing me
forefather
cancer
hunter
prostate gods
KILLER
multiplying, multiplying hungry clones
DEFY
the HIVE
but not as strong!
but twice as flawed!
and i hate the way
and softly invade
insane!
rage intensified!
. commit ....
MENOCIDE!!
[menocide!]
house-wives
slaves to lies!!
RISE!
we leave behind
with an evolved state of mind
save your cries
was a lie
DIE! DIE!
CONCUBINE!
- what to eat
- what to feel
- what to think
- how to act
- how to speak
- insecure
- incomplete!!
.. deceiver!
.. protector of the way!
THIS IS THE BEGINNING!!
REMEMBER!!!
BURNING!
LIKE SALEM WITCHES!
NEVER AGAIN!
kill your masters!
MENOCIDE!
kill your masters
kill your masters
MENOCIDE!