| Random Thoughts |
| July 27, 2001 Away. "Heart don't fail me now Courage don't desert me Don't turn back now that we're here People always say Life is full of choices No one ever mentions fear Or how a road can be so vast Courage see me through Heart I trust in you" A guy once told me "It's women like you that people should really be afraid of. Girls like you who know precisly what you are doing and have the power to back it up" Haha. . . Funny Penick. I can't believe I made that stupid mistake. What the hell was I thinking? I know it's going to ruin my chances. Aistu. Then again, it does test Your character doesn't it? Before I went to the school I'm currently attending, I used to be extremly patient upon recieving grades. I mean I don't understand why some people nearly tear the paper apart just to see their grade? I mean you can't change it. The grade will be the same grade it is whether you grab your paper out of the teacher's hands or if you wait until you get home. It's not that you don't want to see it, it's just you have no particular desire to until some odd time after. After a few months of attending this school I find myself a bit impatient to find out my grade. I don't understand why people don't want to look at it. "Oh my gosh I don't want to see it cause I know I have like an F". No you don't, you're just saying that to attract attention to yourself cause you know you got a good grade on it. Not many people would actually like everyone to know about their F, so you people who do that are big FAKES. I saw this ugly brown thing climbing on my white trash bag. I would have screamed if I could find my voice. It was disgusting. I jumped and dropped the bag, good thing it wasn't that full. Great I crushed the thing underneath. Slowly lift up the trash bag. Oh, I was wondering where my other clip went. "I go about my business I'm doing fine Besides what else would I say If I had you on the line Same old story Not much to say Hearts are broken everyday" No, I'm not broken hearted. I just like those lyrics. honest. "Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road Now and forever Wonderful journey I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you" There is that happier? Why do we need people? Is it just to reproduce? "'tis known I am a pretty piece of flesh" What a pretty piece of flesh I am Is it because people are serching for an answer that they are so gullible? Why do they need the answer? Closure. Why do we need it? Or do we just want it? Why do we need to feel supeirior to someone else in something? Why must there be at least one thing that everyone must be best at, whether it is putting a ball through a hoop or writing your own signiture? What if there was a person who was best at nothing? Then again, if there is always someone who is better than you, then you wouldn't be the best would you? So does that make us all the best at nothing? Would it be so bad? To not be the best at something? If we did not care if we were best or not, then would we enjoy the game for more substaintial reasons? Some people just like it cause they are good at it. Is that a good reason to like something? I mean, shouldn't you like something for what it is rather than what you can do with it? There are a lot of depends on that question. I'm good at eating. Now, should I like it for the food or for what eating stands for? What does eating stand for? |